Kara was eating a cold piece of pizza, left over from the night before, when she heard the bell ring of her apartment. With her X-ray vision she saw that was Alex and immediately got worried by her sister's countenance. She ran to answer the door.

- Alex, what happened?

- Mom just called me. They found dad.

- Jeremiah?

- He's dead.

The news was as if the building was collapsing on top of her. She could not believe that Jeremiah was dead. She still had hope that she could find him e fix the whole thing, that they would be able to be a family again, Alex of all deserved that.

- I'm so sorry, Alex.

When Kara approached to hug Alex, like they did a thousand times, she realized that her sister flinched. That was weird, she never stepped back from a hug, especially in moments like this.

- What's wrong?

- It doesn't matter, Kara. I gotta go home, I have a lot of stuff to do.

- You just told me that our father is dead and …

- HE WAS NOT YOUR FATHER.

Kara got scared from Alex reaction, she knew that her sister did not react well to grief, but that was a little bit harsh. She would try not to take it personal, it would not be the first time that Alex would discount her pain on her. She would be there for her sister even if she had to heard her screaming at her.

-I know that he was not exactly my father, but he is my dad as much as you are my sister, so please, don't play that card now. I loved him and I love you. So please, don't push me away. Let's grief together.

- This is all your fault, Kara. You know that and I know that. I lived big part of my life without my dad because he felt like he had to protect you. And the worst of all is that I had to let go a big part of my life because of that too. Mom and dad expected that from me. I was a kid and they threw this responsibility at me. I had to protect my little sister from this horrible world, protect the poor alien from all the human being. They couldn't hurt you even if they wanted to, for god sake. But on the other hand, my family…

Kara received each word as a punch in her stomach, she was trying really hard not to be affected by her sister's words, but the more she heard, the more she was sure that Alex was right. She was only letting it out now because she was angry, but the feeling was always there. How did she not notice it? That really hurt her.

-Alex, I… I never thought that you felt this way… If I have new this before, I... I don't know what say, I really I'm sorry.

-I bet you are, Kara…

At this point Kara was crying a lot and did not know what to do. She loved Alex too much, the last thing that she wanted to do in her life was to hurt her sister. Alex sat at the sofa and started crying with her head between her hands. Kara had to fight with the urge to comfort her sister, but she was the last person that Alex wanted a hug now. So Kara just flew out of the apartment and started dialing at her phone:

- Hey, Kelly.

- Hello, Kara? Is everything okay? – by Kara's voice she already noticed that everything was not okay, her heart got tight.

- Actually, no. Jerimiah is dead and… and Alex is not doing good, so please, if you can, do not let her alone now. I'm afraid that she could do something stupid.

-Oh my god, where is she? Are you with her?

-I… hmm… I have an emergency and I had to go out. She's at my apartment right now.

- Are you kidding me? What emergency, Kara? Your father just died, I'm sure that you're the person that she most want by her side now. You're her favorite person in the whole world.

- I thought so, but this is not the truth. It's all my fault, Kelly… she blames me and she hates me. Please, call her now…

- Kara!?

Kara turned off the phone. She was flying high, looking at National City, thinking about how many people she had saved all this years as Supergirl, but at the same time, how many she did not. She could have done more for Jeremiah, she could have thought at something. Now Alex would never have her father again. Alex would never forgive her. Now who was she without Alex? Then she heard a beep in her ear and J'onn started talking:

-Supergirl, an attack is happening at the…

Kara threw out her listener. After all, who was Supergirl without Alex Danvers?