OK, now during this chapter you will learn about Eva's first kill for the club.
I make a chapter outside of the timeline. I will put a *; this will let you know the chapter will have detail about Eva. If I put that, it means some of the story and some of her past; this time it will be a *.

last time. This happened.
I read the title and the first part of it. It said.
The Life and Death of SAMCRO how the Sons of Anarchy lost their way.
For my son, Thomas, who is already at peace. And Jackson—may he never know this life of chaos! And for my daughter, Eva, wherever you are, I just want you to know that daddy is sorry.

Sometimes things start with a good idea. You realize there is a need, and you come up with an answer to that need. Other times, things just begin. The Sons of Anarchy was the name I came up with in 8th grade.

I stopped reading and looked at my older brother and said.

What is this about Jackson?

He then shows me a pitcher of me when I was one. Jax must have Ben 11 and Thomas, I don't know, like 4,
I had a little hair on my head wearing all white. Jax was holding me, and Thomas was poking at me.
I just smiled at the pitcher. I told Jax. I should get ready; after all, it's Fun Town today.

And went to see my nephew and me, and Jax saw someone already in his room.
We asked him who he was, and he told us he was called Agent Kohn, ATF.

Now for the chapter. *

I was up one morning thinking about my life and what could have happened if I had grown up in Charming.
I was at my mom's, sitting in the kitchen, looking at a pitcher of my dad holding me.
My mom then walked in, looked at me, and said. Hey, honey, are you hungry? I see you found your first pitcher ever.

I replied back. Yeah, I'm glad I found you. But what if I was not taken from you guys?
Would I even be me? Probably wouldn't even be
daughter of Anarchy.

She replied back. Too many what-ifs, dear. You are here with me today.
You were taken from us, unfortunately.
And yes, you are a daughter of anarchy; not only that, but you are the only female to receive a patch.

I replied back, laughing a little. Yeah, it was not easy; my president knew dad way back when.
So I believe he was even tougher on me than the others.
I still remember my first kill for the club.

She replied back. O? I will like to know what happened.

Intro song:
for some people, this life ain't right. Waking up every day knowing you might have to take someone else's life
Out of their family's sight, when you live the life of an outlaw, you better be right to fight. In the heat of it, there's no
thinking twice If you aren't ruthless enough, you might go insane and lose your mind. If you're even thinking twice, don't take that cut.
cross that line because, in the end, you gotta look this life in the eye.

I told her his name was Will; he was my president in.
Red Deer, Alberta

She Replied. Oh? Hmm, you mean
William, he used to live here in charming, was the only
one here who joined the club Bobby Piney Tig and all of the older guys were already
Sons before we came back to Charming, but for reasons he had to go back to Canada.
then he started up his own charter. But enough of that, why did you make your first kill? How?

I killed A Prospect; he was a cop.
You see, sometime into the 11th month of prospecting.
He started to ask a lot of questions, like, Where else besides
Canada and the USA have charters; how do other clubs earn?
So I Decide to act like I wanted out to Gage him I told will
my plan was for a Nomad and me to pretend to snitch to see where his
true north was, by which I mean Prospect.

So a few weeks later, I told him
I was sacred because Ryan was.
Was planning to snitch, and I was ordered to kill him.

Ryan was the Nomad's name.
The prospect said, Who?" I gave him details.
Then 3 days later, he told Will he had family problems.

Now him being a prospect, he should have known the club is your new family.
But because we were trying to read and catch him,
in the act Will decided to let him leave and sent me to follow him with Ryan.

We follow him out of town to a small, little hotel. I saw three badly unmarked cop cars around the location.
So Ryan and I decided to stash our cuts nearby. And we act as if we were a newlywed couple.
and got a room near the prospects. There was a lookout at the door, so Ryan distracted him.
while I picked the lock next to the prospect's room, I went inside. I then used my knife and put
a small hole in the wall and used my phone to record them in case they decided to have a conversation.

and they did
so The Prospect told this bold cop the Nomad was thinking of snitching.
He couldn't deal with the life anymore.
and that the team on sight should be there for backup.

After we got what we needed, we headed back to town.
to the clubhouse and had a Mayhem Vote.
It was unanimous that we would stage drugs and trick.
the police and kill them all, and the prospect was going to meet Mr. Mayhem.

So a few days later, Ryan told the prospect about a drug shipment.
The prospect must not have done his homework because
The organization, as far as I know, doesn't do the drug trade.

So Ryan and I just sat there waiting on him to show, and he brought his team.
because the lookout was part of his team and saw Ryan.
I told them he would have to stay outside due to this fact.
We needed a lookout so the club wouldn't spot us snitching. He and I stood outside.
While the prospect and his friends went inside for 10 minutes to sit down with Ryan and the prospect,
Then gunshots were heard, and the prospect came
jumping through a window looking Scared, he hopped on his bike and ran. A stray bullet.
Had hit the lookout in the neck, but I duck down just in time and shoot at him.
Hitting the prospect's back tire, but he was still going.

He stops his bike by a hill and begins to climb.
As I pulled next to his bike, I saw him on top of the hill.
I pulled my gun out, aimed down the sight, and shot him.
in the leg I then climbed up the hill after him. He shot and missed.
every time but one, and his bullet just grazed my arm.

He then said to me. You lied to me; I taught you wanted out, Eva!
I replied back to him. I lied?! You were my brother, and I trusted you, Ethan.
and you were a piglet all along, so we voted for you to meet Mr. Mayhem.
Your time has come. I shot him twice in the chest and once in the head.

That next month I was patched in
and was given a Daughter of Mayhem patch for
Snuffing out the trader even though he was a cop
and while I was only a prospect.

but mom I haven't patched it in my cut yet.
She replied. Why not, baby?
I said. I don't know if I am meant for this life.
She told me. You can't second-guess this life.
You've got to look it in the eye.
Do you regret killing Ethan?
I replied back. No, I would do anything for this club.
She then told me Good.
see love; you belong with the club, so let's go in my room and get a needle and thread and patch it in, OK?

So we went inside my mom's room, and I sewed.
my Daughter of Mayhem patches into my cut.

end of the chapter.

doing this since 13:
I knew it took awhile for this chapter, but since people don't let me know how they liked it, I am not really up for doing the chapters fast.
I just wish people would say anything—let me know if you hate or like the story, etc. Some of you might even be writers, so you should know what I am.
talking about it, but the next chapter will be posted when it is posted. I'll type to you later, people.