doing this since 13: when I type me:
It's Eva speaking, not actually me, in case you
did not know that when I type, I will put doing this
since 13.
Me talking to readers:
So before I start my
favorite weapon is a 9mm.
funny seeing as that is the gun.
I made my first kill with
Anyhow, something about me
I have white blonde hair, but enough.
About me, the story must go on.
Me Narrating:
It was nighttime, and I was sewing my chatter patches back into my cut.
An hour ago, my mother
told me and my brother she was raped by Weston.
Ethan Zobelle, number 2
Clay had told us he needed me and Jax with him.
in SAMCRO, and we all agreed to kill
these basters, but smartly.
opening theme: To some people, this life ain't right: waking up every day knowing you might have to take someone else's life.
Out of their family's sight, when you live the life of an outlaw, you better be right to fight." In the heat of it, there's no thinking twice; if you ain't ruthless enough, you might go insane and lose your mind. If you're even thinking twice, don't take that cut and cross that line because, in the end, you've got to look this life in the eye.
Me Narrating:
the next morning in the chapel.
Everyone was at the table.
Chibs: I see you two got your
Patches back on good news, yes?
Me: Just listen to what Clay has to say, brother.
Clay: Ethan Zobelle, 2nd
Weston raped Gemma and gave her a message.
for us Stop selling to color, or they will return.
and do it again.
Bobby: This is goddamn madness, Clay.
Tigs: We kill these sons of bitches.
cut their heads off.
Chase:Yes, we kill them!
Me: enough! You will not do a damn thing by doing that, we play
into their hands.
Clay: She is right. I understand you guys are upset.
But you need to restrain yourselves if you see Weston or any of their guys.
You walk away. They did this to get us upset they knew Gemma would tell us.
Jax: So we do what he does we find a weakness.
then use it to unravel them.
Bobby: Lin's pipeline isn't open yet we need guns.
Jax: Okay, everyone, bring in your surplus.
Me narrating:
I was in my room looking at my ammo.
I had 5 dragon shotgun shells and 12 normal shells.
60 9mm rounds and a full clip, and my saw off was loaded.
Emily had 50 M&P9 M2.0. rounds. Emily walked in on me counting.
Emily: Hey Babe.
Me: Hello, beautiful.
Emily: How are you?
Me: I'm doing okay, I know.
If I get my hands on Weston or Ethan
I will be their worst fucking nightmare for
what they did to my mother.
Emily: I know baby first, Tristen, and my sister.
Now, your mom, you better make those sick basters suffer.
Me Narrating:
I walked out of the clubhouse, and I saw Chase punch Tigs dead in the lips.
I yelled for Clay as I ran up to them and pushed Chase away from Tig.
Chase: This son of a bitch killed Amelia.
Me: What are you talking about?
Chase: He was sent by Clay, probably to kill
Opie he shot into the back of the truck, killing
My old lady, he could have killed you.
Me Narrating:
Emily overheard and came from behind Tig, knocking
him upside the head with her gun.
Emily: You could have killed my
Girlfriend, you piece of shit.
Me: Stop Emily.
Emily: I can't believe this, babe.
He almost killed you!
Opie: Come on, Emily.
You can come over to my place to cool off.
I'm leaving.
Me: thank you
Opie chase you go
with.
Me Narrating:
Emily over heard and came from behind Tigs knocking
him upside the head with her Gun.
Emily: you could had killed my
Girlfriend you piece of shit.
Me: stop Emily
Emily: I can't believe this babe
he o-most killed you!
Opie: come on Emily
You Can come over my place to cool off
I'm leaving.
Me: Thank you
Opie, chase you go.
with.
Me Narrating:
Chase and Opie left with Emily on Opie's bike.
I punched Tig as hard as possible in the gut.
making him fall to the ground.
Tig: It was Stahl who killed Amelia.
Me: what! you dirt bag!?
Tigs: She made Opie look like a rat there was
Money transfers to his account, his bills were paid off.
Me Narrating: I hopped on my bike as I saw the others.
run up, and I pulled off
outside charming PD I saw Stahl leaving.
I was going to follow, but I got a call, so I wrote her license down.
It wasn't marked, so it must have been hers.
I answer my cell.
Me: hello?
Gemma: Hello baby, it's your mom.
I heard about Tig. Make your way here.
Let's talk about this.
Me: fine.
Me Narrating:
I put my cell and
the notepad I used to write the
licenses down in my pocket
and made my way to my mom's
I saw a bike outside and
Emily on the porch, looking upset.
So I got off mine and approached her.
I noticed the bike was Tigs.
Me: I see Tig is here.
Emily: Tara must have patched him up.
fucking baster Luckily, I didn't shoot him.
Me: I thought you were with Opie, and then I would have to kill you or
one of the others would have.
Emily: The fuck you mean? and asked to be dropped off.
to your mom
Me: Ok, and it's a bylaw if a member is killed.
There would be retaliation, and I would have killed
you myself, Babe, and shit happens
That's the life you got to keep calm after
All that's why he did it he rushed instead.
of calming down and thinking it through
See my point?
Emily: Fair point, babe.
Me Narrating: Tig had came outside.
With a backpack, I assume he had handguns.
Inside, he looked at me with a sorry look but did
He did not say anything he just got on his bike and drove off.
I tapped Emily's leg, and she followed me inside the
We went to the kitchen, where my mom was sitting, and sat down.
Me: About what happened
Gemma: Please don't hate the club there family.
Me: I know, mom, I mean you.
Let me till you two
about my first kill ever.
Me Narrating: I explain to my mom and Emily
How two older boys touched me and
how I killed them.
Gemma: My baby girl, I'm sorry.
that happened to you.
Emily: Babe, why didn't you tell me this before?
Me: because I felt powerless and ashamed
The only other person who knows is Tristen.
Gemma: So that's how you got the info.
about that clown.
Me: Yup, but I've got to go, mom.
Babe, stay here with mom. I've got to do something.
I left and got on my bike and went to Stahl's.
I asked Juice for the information, and he found her location.
on the DMV site
I waited until she came out to her mailbox.
I then hit her in the ribs, making her fall to her knees.
She looked up at me, scared and pissed.
I pulled out my 9mm and pressed up against his head.
Stahl: Eva! Please don't kill me.
What are you even doing here?
Me: You BTCH! You almost got me.
killed with your lies, you almost got
A mother of two killed you got
a civilian killed!
Stahl: I didn't mean it.
No one was supposed to die. Eva
Me narrating:
I told her, but someone did.
and I punched her again in the lip.
telling her to remember that the outlaw had mercy.
this time. I then left her in pain, walking off and jumping on my bike.
I arrived back at the clubhouse. I walked in and saw Opie and Jax talking.
Jax: Sorry, bro, I knew what Tig did all along.
Me: What the fuck do you mean you knew all along?
Jackson!
Jax: Sis, calm down.
Me: Be lucky that one
You're a son because if you weren't one,
I would beat you to your deathbed.
family or not, and two be lucky. I went after her.
and learned your secret and not chase
no telling what he would do.
Jax: We made Clay, and this lands on
the club, we need to work on unmaking him.
Me: I did not make shit but I will help.
unmake him.
Me narrating:
Opie says he's in
and Jax handed him
Our dad's manuscript
to read after Clay returns.
to the clubhouse, he called me Opie Chase.
and Jax, Tig, and Bobby to the chapel.
We all enter the chapel.
Chase was last inside, so he closed
the door, we all sat down.
Jax: We can't let the other
Charters know about this.
This could end.
the Sons of Anarchy.
Me: I don't see a reason.
for a Mayhem Vote how ever
if Chase agrees on this since he
lost his old lady, that for a year, any money Tigs makes
from club bossiness goes to him.
Chase: I don't like this bullshit, but I agree.
with one more condition.
Clay: And that is?
Chase: all future stuff that can
Hurt the club goes through the club.
Clay: agreed
Opie: There's something else.
I saw Chibs walking around with papers.
I don't know what it's about, but we should
ask not make fake votes about killing him.
Jax: So here's some news.
While following Zobelle, he met up
With Alvarez, it seems he's not all about
White power with the guns It's about controlling the H-Trade.
Me: But that son of a bitch
Weston and his little gang are
true color-hating dipshits.
Bobby: They must not
know about the deal.
Jax: Seeing as AJ
was not there, probably not
Zobelle is doing this behind his back.
Clay: Maybe we should enlighten
Weston on such matters could
Help us bring them down.
Me Narrating: Chibs then came walking in.
saying, May I have a ward? He then explained
to us that he gave up the Irish to keep his family.
alive, but Sthal is being a bitch, saying she might not hold up her end.
Clay: It's okay, brother you
didn't make a deal, so your
good.
Jax: We will find a way.
to keep your wife and kid safe.
We will find a way to fix this.
Me narrating:
Then Piney came in.
without his cut and a 45
yelling Clay firing twice, missing
Both shots after the shooting Opie asked us to give
Him and Clay the room after they talked, they walked into the bar, where me and the rest
SAMCRO were waiting.
Piney: Clay let me know how we handle this.
Clay: The only way you can make this better is by entering.
This clubhouse with your cut on.
Me narrating:
I make my way to my bedroom.
and see my beautiful lady asleep.
On the bed, I closed my door, locking it.
and undressing, turning off the light, and getting
in bed.
end of the chapter