Sonny Carisi had had enough. Enough of his job, enough of the people in his life, and enough of life itself. He stood on the G.W. Bridge with a bottle in his hand. His Fordham Law t-shirt was soaking wet, his hair unkempt. He looked out across the water and took a swig from the bottle.

'No one is going to miss me.' Sonny thought.

He climbed over the railing of the bridge. He tried not to fall. If he was going to fall into the water he wanted it to be on his own terms. It took a bit to gain the courage. Just as he was about to jump, he hears his phone ring. He shakes his head and tries to concentrate.

'I have to do this.' Sonny thinks.

His phone dings. He knows he now has a text message. Frustrated he climbs back over the railing. He can at least answer the person one last time. He looks at the message and all the feelings he was trying to suppress comes back. He takes the bottle and smashes it on the bridge, cutting his hand. He collapses onto the bridge and sobs.

3 WEEKS BEFORE

Sonny stood on the sidewalk checking his phone. Amanda had messaged a few times wanting to know if he would be over that night. He loved Amanda with everything in him. But tonight he had to meet someone else. A cab pulled up in front of him. He opened the door and a beautiful Italian women stepped out. She had dark hair with blue streaks that matched her blue eyes.

"It's about time you showed up." Sonny said.

The woman wraps her arms around Sonny's waist.

"The traffic was brutal all the way in." Gina Carisi answered.

Sonny was nervous to see his little sister. She had tried to stay away from the family. Serafina and Gina didn't see eye to eye and the last time they were together, there was a huge blow up.

"So did you bring it?" Sonny nervously asked.

"Of course, I did. But you must buy me a drink first." Gina grinned.

Sonny was never one to drink tequila but his little sister insisted on doing shots with him. Gina could drink him under the table.

"So how did the dinner go?" Gina asked, trying to make small talk.

"Good, good." Sonny answered before smiling "Ma is excited to meet Jessie and Billie, but only after asking if their fathers were in the picture."

"That sounds about like Ma." Gina scoffed.

"Of course, she wanted to know if we would be giving her any more grandchildren." Sonny shook his head.

"And will you? You know I won't be giving her any." Gina smirked.

"I don't know. Amanda already has her two girls. I don't know if she would be open to having more kids." Sonny answered.

Gina's eyes went wide. "But you think she's going to be open to marriage?"

"It's a chance I'm willing to take. I'm in love with her. Have been for a while." Gina could see the stupid lovesick puppy look on Sonny's face.

She smiled and pulled a ring box out from her jacket pocket.

"I always thought I was going to be the one to wear Great-Grandmother Carisi's ring, but I have such a bad track record with guys I don't think I will ever get married." Gina rolled her eyes.

Gina slid the ring over to Sonny. He opened the box and smiled. Inside was a beautiful big diamond ring.

"I think she's going to love it." Sonny smiled.

"Just don't forget to invite me to the wedding." Gina said as she punched Sonny's arm.

"You know I would never forget about my little sister." Sonny said putting his arm around Gina.

Gina looked at her phone and stood up quickly.

"I hate to cut our little family reunion short, but I'm supposed to meet someone tonight." Gina said grabbing her purse and putting it across her shoulder.

"Another 'hot date'" Sonny said with air quotes.

"I've been talking to someone on a dating app." Gina defended.

"Just be careful on those things. I've worked too many cases of women getting raped after meeting someone on those apps." Sonny warned.

"Dom, you're paranoid. I'll be fine." Gina defended.

Sonny pulled his sister in close and placed a tender kiss on the top of her head. He towered over the woman who was the shortest of the Carisi siblings, only standing at 5'3.

"At least come to Ma's tomorrow for brunch. I'm bringing Amanda with me. I would love for you to finally meet her." Sonny begged.

"Only for you Dominick. You know Ma and I don't get along." Gina smirked.

"I know, but can you guys please be civil, for Amanda's sake?" Sonny asked.

"So take out my nose ring to keep Ma from making comment got it." Sonny rolled his eyes at her. "I promise I will be there tomorrow."