The figure sniffled but quickly shook herself, hands going to her face. It was hard to tell with the voice already modified how badly it was shaking. "I'm sorry, I'm just rambling at this point. Maybe what I really wanted to know is: how do I deal with their kindness? It feels almost like I'm dying a second time at the hand of all of them. I do not know much of love, but if this is it then, should it really feel so suffocating? Or…" she gulped but held firm, "is it more a punishment for taking so much from them in the first place?"

The woman on the other end finally stopped, although her thoughts that were in the chaotic maelstrom burst to the surface of her mind at full speed and barraged Cobra once again. He bit back a snarl, clamping his jaw tight in the process.

"You don't have to respond right away, in fact, I may need a minute. I won't try to take up too much of your time. I appreciate even being able to say this, freely."