Apov

Christian?

Owww my throat, ugh its so bright in here. What the hell happened? Where am i? I feel like shit, I look at my hands and theirs wires everywhere. The machine next to me starts going haywire and I start to panic. I cant breath. I start yanking everything off of me and Christian comes up to me and starts telling me to calm down but I cant.

" cant I get a damn doctor in here, she awake and panicking! ANA! LOOK AT ME"

Christian grab my face and tells me to breath in and out nice and slow. Im slowly able to breath again and I just keep staring him in the eyes. He puts his forehead on mine and keeps mumbling. He must be talking to hisself cause I clearly cant here him. Finally a doctor comes in, and tells him to step back, but I grab his shirt not letting him move. Im terrified. The doctor sighs at me and says nothing after that and starts check my vitals. They checked my eyes, my reflexes even though my grip on Christian should clarify im fine. They asked if I had any pain which I said a small headache. Which I guess is normal. I look at Christian and he is texting with his one hand since I havent let go. After about 15minutes have gone by and the doctor finally steps out of the room. I finally take a good look at Christian, he hasn't changed much except for the older futures. He looks so handsome and looks like hes been working out. When I look back to his face and end of staring him straight in the eyes. His eyes have a mix of silver and blue in them which make them look gray. I could get lost in them forever. Well I probably would of but the loud running and doctor yelling the person to walk caught my attention so I look to the door and that's when I saw him

"Daddy!" I finally let go of christian just to be bear hug by my dad

"Oh annie! Finally I thought you would never wake up"

My dad is crying on my shoulder and I see christian, slipping out the door. He takes a look back at me and smiles and I smile just a tad and he is gone.

"Sir we need to ask Anastasia some questions?"

We both look at the door and it's a cop and the doctor standing in the door way.

"Cant this wait she just woke up, she needs to eat and all that good stuff"

"Sorry sir we can not."

I Frown as as the cop and doctor step forward but before they question me, another lady comes walking in. I feel like I know her but I cant pin point how.

" gentleman why wasn't I alerted that my patient was awake. You have no right to just come on in here and question her until I know for sure that there is nothing wrong with her. So please step outside"

I like her, she doesn't take no shit, im still looking at here when she speaks up.

" oh my dear ana, how are you? And truthfully how are you feeling"

"Um im fine, im still a little thirsty, my headache finally dulled down."

" Ok ill get you some water and see about getting some soup, you been asleep awhile healing, so we cant jump to heavy food. And im glad the headache went away. What is the last thing you remember?"

" Thank you, um who are you? And I remember it was two days before my birthday and…"

Everything starts flooding back to me and I start shaking, once again it starts getting hard to breath as I remember jack and the club and that woman. I see my dad and whoever that later is talking to me but I cant hear them. Next thing I know Everything goes black.

Cpov

Once ray showed up I felt there was no need for me, so I decided to slip out of coarse I couldn't help but take one more look at ana, and I see she looking at me so I gave a reassuring smile and walked out. Before ray showed up I saw ana looking me over and it made me kind of nervous and when we made eye contact I couldn't help but stare. Her blues eyes reminded me of my dream and how gorgeous she was, I wanted to kiss her. I probably would of if ray havent showed. But im glad cause I felt dirty after the night I had with Leila, and ana is so innocent I would want to taint her. I don't know what im gonna do since she awake. Im no good for here , so that's out of the question. Oh god I hope she didn't hear me telling her about everything that happened, oh shit I told her I loved her. Arhhhh I smack myself in the forehead. What am I going to do. I guess im just gonna have to avoid her. Yea that's it I got to avoid her at all cost.

Apov

I wake up with a start and almost jumped out of the bed. Until the doctor lady from early grabs my shoulders, telling me im alright and to calm down. I look at her and I feel a sense of calm wash over me. I raise my eyebrow and she catches my drift.

" Oh sweet, its me grace. You use to come over to my house all the time and play with my kids. I adopted Christian remember"

" ooooo im sorry I didn't remember you, its been along time. Hows um mia and elliot?"

" Their fine sweetie, now lets not worry about them, how are you?"

"Im fine"

" doctor we see she awake, we really need to get this information, even has horrid as it is"

I grace sighs and looks at me, I know how this works, I know they need my statement but I cant. Everytime I think about it I cant breath.. except when Christian was here, he helped me breath. So I took a deep breath

" only if christian is here"

The cop looks to the doctor confused

" an who is christian?"

" That's my son, he was here when she woke. Ill call him"

They all walk out and a nurse brought some food in. So I start eating and get lost in my thoughts.

About 2hrs have passed and I start getting restless, I just want get out of this bed but grace said not to rush my body. I cant help but row my eyes at that. Grace knocks on the door and in walks Christian, now that I get a real good look, I don't think it's a good idea for him to be here. My cheeks get hot just seeing him.

"Ok sweetie im going to go get the officer and we can hurry and nick this in the butt."

I Just nod and she walks out.

Its completely silent in here and I don't know what to say.

"My mom said you wanted me here while the cop questions you. Why?"

" Ummm cause I cant talk about it without freaking out and well you calmed me down the first time, which no one else can"

His eyes flash with something but I don't know what. So I grab his hand and theirs a spark there, that wasn't there last time. That or I didn't notice due to my state of panic. I see Christian jump a little meaning he felt it too. Maybe it's just static. So I go on and tell him if he doesn't want to do this. I wont make him.

" Its fine Ana.." then he was cut off by the cop entering, along with carrick who I was reminded was bad dad bestfriend and christian dad. Who is also a lawyer. I don't know why he is here, this is gonna be a long evening.

" Ok ana, before we begin the questioning, I need you to remember and be as honest as possible, as you can see is here. He is gonna listen in since he is your lawyer and for safety reasons."

"Um ok, where is my father? He suppose to be here too, since im underage."

And right after I said that, in walks my father looking like a mess.

"Sorry sorry please continue"

"Ok lets start with whats your full name?"

"Anastasia Rose Steele"

"Ok thank you, when is the last time you saw your mother?"

" What does this have to do with the attack"

" you're a minor miss. Steele, we need to know how and why you ended up in the situation you did. So please answer the question"

" I saw my mother a year ago."

"Why is that"

" can I just tell you my story, without all the questions"

" um well yes it would make it so much easier"

I quickly grabbed christian hand and took a deep breath.

" I remember when my mother came and picked me up from my father when I was four. It was the last time I have seen anyone in this room. My mom only let me call my father once a year for 10mins on my birthday. My mother wasn't really the nicest of mothers, she cared more about her next boyfriend and childsupport check. My mother let me go to school but I was more like her maid than her daughter. I cooked, cleaned and took care of her. I had one friend who I met walking to school his name was Jack hyde. We walked to school everyday together. I was in middle school and him highschool. Anyways I was getting ready for school when my mother new boyfriend came on to me and when my mother came into the room he threw all the blame on me. An my mom believe him and threw me out that morning without anything. Except I climbed through my window and grabbed what little stuff I had. Well when I went to school jack was there and I told him what happened and well he said I could stay with him. I didn't think nothing of it and after 6months we started dating and it was fine. He never showed any signs of aggressive behavior besides um.( I blush and grip christian hand) a little bit of sexual stuff. We never had sex though. He said he was taking me out for my birthday. It was two days before. Bought me a outfit and everything…. He ended up taking me to a secret sex club for bdsm. It was fine until we walked into a room with this older couple. I cant tell you who. Everyone had masks on. Jack talked to the lady while making drinks and gave me one.. I didn't know they drugged it and my body got heavy. I was still conscious but I couldn't move. Jack carried me to this cross thing and cuffed me in. Then he started doing what this woman wanted him to do. I wasn't willing, I didnt consent to it."

…. I started breathing hard again, and shaking. Its almost like im back there. I can feel the pain all over again, his anger at me. It wasn't until christian grabbed my chin and made me face him. And he urged me to calm down and breath. As soon as I calmed he told me to keep looking at him and continue.

" he started whipping me with anything and everything he could. He said when he was done he would finally take whats his. And I told him I didn't want this and that's when the older gentleman finally commanded him to stop even though the woman didn't want him to. He came up and asked if I knew anything about this and who took my mask off and realized I was underaged. He got mad and yelled at the woman and the man. I hurt so much that I couldn't concentrate on what was said. An he left. When jack turned around he was furious and just started swinging and he didn't stop even when I begged. Than everything went black." I took a deep breath and looked up at the cop. Everyones faces looked so sad.

"You said you havent lived with your mother for a year. Why didn't you call your father?"

" I didn't have his number, like I said my mother only let me talk to him for 10minutes, once a year, it was never unsupervised"

" Ok I think we have enough, im sorry this happened to you" as he walked out

I felt christian rubbing my hand and I looked up at him, he had a blank face and I couldn't tell what he was thinking. My dad came up to me, which caused christian to realize he was still holding my hand and he let go. My dad was apologizing for something he didnt even do. It was all starting to get overr whelming. An grace saw that and she said it was time to let me rest for awhile. I was very thankful cause as soon as they left I fell straight to sleep.