Apov
While the doctor was walking me back to my room i was so confused, why would he kiss me and then act like i burned him. I dont get it. once we reached my room the doctor began lecturing me about how it will take me longer to get better if I dont rest. He was so loud he woke Ray and if i thought i was in trouble with christian, man i was wrong. Ray looked like he could explode. I didnt want the doctor to leave but luck wasnt on my side. The doctor left and well Ray started yelling saying what was i thinking, that I could of gotten hurt and blah blah blah. i quit listening this aint my first rodeo of getting yelled at by a parent. He must of realised cause he sat down next to me and put a hand on my shoulder which caused me to jump. I gotta pay attention to my surroundings when i block them out. Ray frowned at me jumping by his touch. I could see tears in his eyes, it broke my heart to see this but im not the same little girl he remembers. Yes I enjoyed our yearly 10minute conversation but thats all it was a conversation. He never tried to get me back or attempt to show up on my mothers door step. If he had he could of saw how she was treating me or the fact I was never home. He is just as much to blame as my mother.
"annie"
"Anastasia "
hmm yes.
Did you hear me, i said im sorry for yelling at you, i just get worried. i just got you back and dont want nothing to happen to you.
aww yes like get spanked in the corner and kissed and then shoved back like i did something wrong. but of coarse i didnt tell him that. Instead my smart mouth came into play and i told him I wasnt a little girl no more and can take care of myself obviously and that he done missed out on his little girl needing help that it was too late. i know mean right but he wasnt there when Carla had her flavor of week at the house, no one was and for that i had to build a wall around my feelings.
He looked like something broke inside of him by my words. The little girl inside of me wanted to take it all back, but the teenager I am the one who had to take care of herself, all i could do was cross my arms and scoot away.
After a few minutes Ray must of buried his hurt or something cause he asked me what I got up for, which i told him and which he said he would be right back. no more than 10minutes have gone by and he came back with some soup and a big glass of water and small container of orange juice. Orange juice was my favorite which he pointed out and told me to enjoy that he was gonna step out for a minute. which i did and it all tasted wonderful and the next thing you know it, i was falling alseep. i must of been more tired than i thought.
Rpov
Its almost one in the morning after all is said an done with Ana but i needed someone to talk too. so i drove to the gas station, got a pack of cigarettes an a beer and drove to carrick's house. I didnt care how late it was and rung the door bell while drinking my feelings away and taking hit of my cigarette. The porch light flicked on Carrick answered the door. One look at me and he just new. I heard Grace asking who it was while he was directing me to his office and he told her it was me and that he wasnt sure what happened but I needed some to talk too. She must of went back to bed cause not soon after carrick walks in with two scotchs in hand and handed me one. We sat there in silince just sipping the drink. he is obviously giving me time to process whatever it is instead of jumping to questions. another 10minutes go by when i finally start.
" I fucked up, i think i lost her carrick, she not the little girl who i lost, she fiesty and doesnt care about other people feelings. She plain as day told me that I done missed out on the little girl who needed her daddy. what do i do?" at this point the feelings ictried hiding in the hospital are pouring out of me while i sip my scotch.
"Ray she fourteen a rebellious teenager who has been through who knows what besides what we already know. She must of built a wall up to protect herself... She still a child and she will always need her father. right now she needs time to be shown she can be a kid again, and not be on her own. Your gonna have to suck it up Man. cause i dont doubt thats not the last thing she gonna throw at you. she hurt and she wants you to feel it. So take it a day at a time because eventually she will be that sweet little girl again and she will need you"
I sit there thinking about his words while finishing my glass and i was about light up a cigarette " Ray if you light that damn thing in my house, i cant guarantee you will have a chance to fix things with Ana if our dear grace catches a wiff of that and let me tell you i will throw you to the wolf when it comes to my wife"
that got me chuckling a grown man scared of a 120lb woman, who would of thought. " i gotcha man, i havent had one since ana left and then when i was waiting in vegas for news and now. It calms my nerves"
" I understand but with your condition and the amount of stress Ana gonna put you through, your gonna need all working organs and well you just plain need to live and that wont happen if grace catches you. she a doctor she might take your organs to teach you a lesson" while chuckling i tell i get it and thanks for looking out. I guess i better get my ass back up to the hospital before ana pulls something else. Thanks again Carrick
CaPov
sighing poor Ray, i should of tried and did more to get Ana back the day she was taken, i still dont know who helped her get custody. Ive went over those papers a million times but someone must of had money and just didnt want to be found. "Carrick you still in here?" "Yes Grace" in comes my beautiful wife, i dont know what i would do with out and our children. "What happened is everything ok" "Yes Dear, short version, i guess Ana woke and was independent and ray treated her like the little girl he knew and Ana gave it back to him saying she hasnt been a little girl who needed her daddy in a long time." oh dear and he couldnt handle it and came to you, to talk him down of coarse" "Yes" "im guessing those also his?" as she nodded at the pack of cigarette on table i flinch. that asshole gonna get me in trouble after everything i do for him. shit " um yess dear cause their definitely not mine, but you should be proud i talked him out of those and he left them here. Your a force to threaten others with" music to my ears she starts laughing " oh hunny you have nothing to be scared of..Yet" and she gets up to walk away. what does she mean, i havent done nothing, right? "GRACE HONEY! what do you mean yet?" i can hear her laughing but she doesn't answer. if ana doesnt kill ray then i will.
LincPov
I was sitting at the house and i just got done packing my shit to go stay at a hotel. now Staring at my computer to file the divorce papers, i cant believe Elena went that far to hunt ana down and place one of her play things in her life. Not only that invited them to our club. It just shows how far she willing to go for christian. My detective said hes got months of crap on Elena with under age boys, and even her making her move on christian. But my problems dont stop there apparently she been doing her own digging because my detective has seen someone following me. I know she doesnt have any discriminating stuff but just me doing bdsm with other woman alone can ruin my name. So i think its best to use what i found to call it even, she signed a prenup so she gets nothing, me leaving her the house is just a bonus for her. Now she just got to figure out how to keep it. While i put the last details and send the file to my laywer the devil herself walks into the room "ah linc i figure you would be gone by now, jack go up stairs and to your right and get ready ill be there in a minute" i didnt hear anyone but soon i saw the boy from the club walking with his head down heading up the stairs " what the fuck elena? you know the cops are looking for him?" " yes but thats in Vegas not here, he obviously needs more training and what kind of mistress would i be if i didnt give it to him" " your out of damn mind, i just finished filing the divorce, you get the house thats it" " ahh just the house huh? you sure you dont wanna reconsider" and she pulls out a yellow envolope. looks like she playing her cards now just like i figured. just like i expected its me in various of clubs with subs " yes elena because just like you i have evidents too" her face was priceless as i describe what i got and know " so if i was you i would sign the papers when my lawyer sends it and start being more careful and oh one more thing find a job" i say as i grab my suitcases and walk out. good riddance
Epov
what the hell just happen? As i think over his words i feel relief atleast he cant expose me without doing it to hisself. What he dont know is ive been saving money in a hidden account in my maiden name, i have plenty to survive on to finally open salons that i been dreaming about. This was just the push I needed to get started but that will have to wait until Monday. I have sub who been very bad and needs to learn his lesson. I walk through the door and theirs poor little jack kneeling on the ground as he should be. I asked him does he now why he going tocbe punished and wait for him to answer
" i failed to please you mistress"
"whack" I smacked him on his chest and asked is that all?
" No mistress I lost my temper in the club, and failed to get Ana"
ahh yess that is correct, so tell what should your punishment be?
"whatever you want mistress"
WARNING 18 PLEASE BE ADVISED)
ahh good answer, i place a finger on my lip thinking and i tell him to get on the bed on all fours. I go to dresser and i pull out a bumpy dildo i remember that it was one of the punishment he hates what straight man dont but he allows it and i grab the paddle. i place the objects ao he can see him and i see him squirm. I whispered in his ear that once i was done with him he wouldnt loose his temper again and i shove the didlo in his ass no lube nothing. he jerks but takes it regardless, i see his face in the mirror where i watch him and can see the degrading in his face and thats when i start rotating between fucking him with the dildo and paddling his little ass. This is why i like them young and fucked up they dont understand what they dont like and are easily convince to do anything. after about 20minutes of torture i see he leaking precum and his veins are bulging which means he fighting and about to lose the battle and we cant have that its a punishment after all. So i tell him to row over and climb his face making him get me off while the dildo is still in his ass. I do say he is good at eating pussy, once off. i got up and told him i had great plans for him and to kneel on floor and not too touch hisself or remove the dildo, that i would know and will be back.