Cpov

I just got out if the shower, I wrapped the towel around my waist and was heading to my room, when I saw my door was open which is weird I never leave it open. Everyone in the house knows not to enter my room hense the sign on the door that says keep out. I head to the door and I see a girl in my room, fucking Mia's friends. So asked who the hell they was and what they were doing in my room. She must be deaf cause she didnt answer my question or turned around. It was starting to piss me off so I went up to her and grabbed her by the arm an turn around while pushing against my desk. What I saw I wasnt expecting, out of all females Ana, My Ana to be in my room. She not your Ana Grey, which my mind was right she has proven that everytime she left.

I must of said her name cause she said mine, so I shook it off and asked what she was doing here in my room, which she said she thought I wasnt here. Who lets their self into someone room if they think that person is not home. She must of realized i had a point cause she smacked herself in her forehead.

Next thing I know it she is looking at me, like really looking and then she reminded me I had no clothes on. I fucking spaced I was naked, and she was going to let me get dressed but we couldnt side step each other, than Ana feet must of gotten really confused, next thing I know she falling and my towel was going with her. Before I could react she saw my Dick in all his glory, The widening of her eyes made my dick feel cocky, its started hardening so I quickly turned around and put on my work pants; if you can call them that. Next thing she was in a rush to leave but i was quicker and shut the door. I had her front pinned to the door. I started rubbing my nose up and down her neck, she smelled of fresh peaches and I asked once again what she was doing here? She said she already told me, She was here for me. That snapped me out of my lust filled haze that only she can do to me.

Now I was pissed again, I called her a liar, and she has proved to be liar on three occasions. She looked hurt but I could care less, no one cared how I felt. She told me if I would just let her explain but u didnt want to hear. I finished getting dressed, grabbed my mask and walked out. Then she yelled loud enough the whole house heard her, I walked down the stairs and mom asked whats going on, I shrugged my shoulders and walked out the door.

I made it into the club, which was very busy tonight for some reason. I never would of thought there was so many people who practiced BDSM. Linc says it keeps the spark in some people relationship and others well they just enjoy the kink. I can sort of understand what he means, theirs something about someone surrendering to you that intrigues me. I think it has to do with having control, since ive never had that in my life. Over the last two months while being here I learned a few things, Im a really good visual learner, so far Ive seen rope play, Ive seen people play with a spreader bar i think they called it, and who would if thought there was so many vibrators to get someone off, you have a

Clitoral vibrators, Clitoral stimulators, Massage wands, Bullet vibrators,Rabbit vibrators. Then

theres butt plugs, cock rings, Nipple clamps.

The handcuffs, straps, or anything thats keeps them from touching me seem fascinating. I was Santatizing one of the open rooms and thats when this guy came in with this brunette woman, she was beautiful, and go figure she reminded me of Ana except she had green eyes and was way taller. Fuck why couldnt she just stay gone, now everything reminds me of her. He started to make a announcement saying his beautiful wife has behaved herself exclusively and deserved a award. He asked the crowd what it should be, their was alot of yelling until finally multiple orgasms won. He stripped her down until she was left in emerald green lingerie that match her eyes. He laid her down on the silk mattress, told her not to move or he will cancel her award, he went through the drawers, looks like he was trying to decide what to use. He finally picked a silk green rope that matched her eyes, a butt plug, vibrator and a flogger. As I watched him weave the rope around her arms and ankles I imagined myself doing it to Ana except it would not be award. She left me, which meant she was bad, so I would withhold her orgasm. By the time the guy was done with her she was a wet exhausting mess and I had the worse case of blueball.

I cleaned up the rest of the rooms and headed home, it was getting close to my curfew so I decided to get a run in just to make it home on time. As I was coming up the block Ray, Kate and Ana was just leaving. I heard mom tell Ana to give me time, that i would come around and not to worry herself, that we was just glad she was doing better. I could feel anxiety in my chest, was she sick or something? Ana and them hopped in their car and left. I came around the corner and acted like I just came up the walk.

" Christian Grey! Where have you been? I called you earlier when dinner got done"

" oh sorry mom I left my phone upstairs, I was at the gym."

She just sighed " Christian what happened earlier?"

" None of you business"

Shit did i just say that

" Is that anyway to speak to your mother boy"

" im sorry, it came out before I could think about it"

"that is not a good enough answer, whats been going on with you? You have been distance, you dont hangout with family, your always at the gym and now your yelling at your mother. Go to your room, you are not to leave except for school until i figure out what to do with you"

"Carrick?"

" no honey I wont let it slide, next thing you know it all manners go out the window. Now get moving mister"

"but..."

"Christian!"

I huffed and stormed to my room. This is all Ana fault, I hate her, I was so mad I started trashing my room. By the time I was done everything was broken. I lost control.

" Feel better?"

I quickly turned around and there was elliot.

" If you dont want to be in more trouble i suggest you clean this shit up, and another thing Mom has done nothing but care for you, ever since Ana mentioned you and she found you the way you was. So I suggest you figure your shit out. We all love you, all fifty shades you bro. Even Ana.."

" Can we just quit mentioning her, she nobody to me!"

" thats where your wrong and you will regret everything if your not careful."

he finally left and I looked at the damage I caused I guess i better clean this shit up.