Cpov
That next morning I got up and did my business and waited in my room to be told I could come down for breakfast. The last time I was grounded and went to breakfast without being told, I ended up grounded for another week, I wasnt about to make that mistake again, So i waited. It felt like forever, I even did some homework that wasnt due for another week. It was about 10am before dad came to speak with me.
" Christian we need to talk before I let you go down for breakfast, the way you spoke to your mother last night was disrespectful. I know your going through some things, I get it, but you're lashing out on the wrong people. So I was introduced to a therapist..."
"What! dad no.." he held his hand up and continued speaking
" Dont no dad me, you need someone to talk to and if your not willing to share with us then thats the only other option. Its non-negotiable, he might be able to help you work through whatever this is.Your first appointment is in two hours.
Now, you remember your grounded so that means no after school activites, school and home thats it. So go eat breakfast and apologize to your mother."
sighing " yes sir"
I headed down to breakfast which I saw my mother placing my plate at the table, she wouldnt even look at me. Thats how bad I disappointed her. I walked up to her before sitting at the table and I started apologizing. She looked at me, touched my cheek, " my dear boy I know" then she turned around and finished cleaning up. I guess everyone else already ate, cause I ate alone. I know I really fucked up, but when it comes to ana i just loose on since of control. How come she's allowed to just come back like nothing ever happened? The more I thought about it the more frustrated I got. Then I remembered I was suppose to work at the club tonight, Fuck Linc wasnt gonna be happy that I got in trouble. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and was going to text linc but that was when I saw a text message from a number I didnt know, I opened it and it read:
Christian good morning. im sorry once again I invaded your privacy and snuck back in your room last night and saw your phone, So I called myself so I could have your number, you should really put a lock on that thing. I would really like to talk to you and explain somethings so whenever your ready Ill be waiting.
-yours truely Ana
Son of Bitch she doesnt know when to quit, One thing was certain I did put a lock on my phone and then I started to do what i was going to do in the first text linc
" Sorry Sir I cant work tonight"
" and why is that boy, you have a family thing to attend to?"
Since he said it I figured I would just go with it
" Yes sir, a family dinner"
" tsk tsk I was hoping you wouldnt lie Christian, I already know your grounded"
" what how did you hear"
" friends with your father"
fuck right, I forgot but why would dad talk to him so early
" Its still early, im surprised dad had a chance to talk to anyone."
" ah yes, it was group message between close friends on him asking for advice. Now do you want to tell me whats going on"
" Simple version Ana is back, i lost control, snapped at mom"
"hmm I see, I will let you off the hook while your grounded, but as soon as your ungrounded your ass better be here and your getting twice the work, next time you get grounded were done."
" yes sir, thank you"
Thank god for that, there still somethings I want to learn there.
"Christian are you done eating its time to go?"
"yes dad, just let me wash my plate"
we headed to the car and started driving to see this therapist. I cant believe this, its not like im crazy or something. We walked into the office and was told the doctor would be with us soon, so we waited. If i didnt know any better i would say the universe was trying to teach me patience.
"Christian Grey the doctor will see you now"
I felt nervous all a sudden, I looked at my dad and it must of been all over my face, he gave me encouraging smile or maybe it was a evil smirk and he was sending me to the wolves. He finally spoke when he saw i still wasnt moving, he said I would be ok, and that he will be out here when he was done.
So I got my ass up and walked into the office. There was a young man sitting in a chair with a notebook waiting.
" Hello you must be Christian Grey, Im Dr.Fylnn, have a seat."
" Hello"
" Not a talker are we?"
i just shook my head
" I see, well lets start with some easy question shall we, How old are you?"
He proceeded to ask me a bunch of easy question for like the next thirty minutes, then just like that his question became personal
" So tell me Christian, Why are we here today?"
" I snapped at my mother"
" oh well that cant be too bad, I mean your a teenage boy going through puberty"
'tick tok tick tok'
he started chuckling
" Christian I have all day, the longer it takes for you to talk, the longer the sessions become"
" I dont like talking about her"
" ok who her"
" Im just so fucking angry all the time, i just want control over my life for once, What right does she have to keep coming back just to leave and hurt me all over again, she just as bad as my mother"
" Your mother I thought you and her got along fine?"
" Not grace she my adopted mother, im talking about my real mother"
" ooh I see, how did you come to live with the Grey's?"
I looked at the window " My real mother was a crack whore, who let her fuck buddies beat and burn me"
My breathing started to get heavy just thinking about it
" Christian I want you to listen to my voice and count back from ten with me. 10, 9, 8, there you go deep breath 7, 6 ,5, one more deep breath 4, 3, 2, 1.
I can see talking about it is a trigger for you."
" You think, what kind of fucking doctor are you, YES IT TRIGGERS ME, I CANT EVEN LET NO ONE TOUCH ME BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED! BECAUSE THE BURNS ARE A REMINDER OF HOW FUCKED UP I AM!...she the only one and she fucking left me more than once"
"what was that last part christian?"
" Nothing, im out of here"
" Ill see you tomorrow then."
An with that I walked out the door, i was surprised no one heard me yelling.
" how did it go son?"
" Can we just leave...Please"
We finally made it home, but it seems the nightmare never ends because i see Rays car parked outside my fucking house.
" Your mom invited the girls over to swim with mia"
just great, that means I will hear them straight out my window. I get out the car slamming the door in the process and run straight up to my room. I throw myself on my bed and I take a few deep breaths. That fucking doctor had to stir shit up. The memories are so vivid right now its driving me insane. I got up and started pacing my room, this is the worst time to be grounded. I was about to wear a hole in the floor, when laughing and screaming caught my attention. I walked to the window and took a peak outside. There was Mia and Kate laughing it up poolside, Elliot was sitting on the other side talking to the kid from down the street, josé i think his name is, he has only been here once and that was a block party. Mia and kate got up and headed for the guys, they was whispering something, like they was up to no good. Then I saw her, She was wear two piece baby blue bathing suit. It barely left anything to the imagination. Her creamy pale skin, her brown hair in a braided ponytail, she looked so fuckable. Fuck she got my dick hard, but than it went soft in a instant when that Fucking José grabbed Ana and jumped in the water. It caused me to jerk at the window, I wanted to go out there and save her and punch that guy in face, but I was grounded. Ana finally came back up for some air and splashed that kid the face. She looked pissed, while everyone else was laughing, she flipped them off and grabbed a towel and walked off. They was yelling at her saying it was just a joke, but she just kept walking. I stepped away from the window, those jackasses always think shit is funny. I laid back on my bed, instead of the horrible thoughts about my mother, I thought of Ana, the way she came out of the house in that babthing suit was the sexiest thing Ive ever seen. She didnt even realize how sexy she looked. I grabbed my cock and started jerking it off, It pisses me off how she effects me like this,but my dick was so hard i couldnt help it, my imagination started to run wild with thoughts of her.
I open my eyes and she standing in front of me in that itsy bitsy bathing suit and she asked 'What would you like me to do sir' I stare at her and tell her to take off her top slowly. She smiles and starts to take of the top, I see her perky breast in all their glory, she so beautiful.
'Whats next sir, you want me to remove the bottoms' fuck i started jacking off faster and my imagination had her moving closer to me, She started climbing on the bed, all dripping wet, it almost felt so fucking real that i felt like I could feel the water from her skin. I was so fucking close to coming, I started whispering i was close to myself like it was going to help finish me off. It wasnt until I felt someone's mouth on my dick that I freaked and came at the same time.The feeling was something I never felt before so I couldnt stop it once it happened. Once i got mt baring I jumped up and thats when I realised it wasnt my imagination, Ana was really fucking half nakid in my room.
" what the fuck Ana"
she just looked at me with her big blue doe eyes
" Did I do it wrong"
my mouth fell open, here i an wondering why the fuck she in my room half nakid, and she wondering if she sucked my dick wrong. I mean her mouth was only on it for a few seconds but it was the best few seconds ever, it definitely helped me over the edge. I looked at her and she on my bed on her knees with her breast just there for the sucking. Her bottoms are still on
" Fuck Ana thats not even the problem, Im still pissed at you"
"I know i just thought, I mean I heard you in hear saying my name and when I came in...I thought you...You told me to take off my top... And I was told guys liked when you called them sir...I"
" Fuck Ana"
She stood up and when she did her tits jiggled. I could feel my dick getting hard again. Fuck she was making this difficult. Just when i thought that was bad she started walking straight to me. Fuck I started backing up but eventually I had nowhere to go. She was standing directly in front me
" What did I do wrong Christian"
just the way my name came out of her mouth had my immature dick prenutting. Everything she did was exotic and she didnt even know it.
I can feel my control slipping, but who could blame me, If you had a half nakid willing body, yours would too.
Fuck it I smashed my lips to hers, she tasted like strawberries and I couldnt get enough. I picked her up, her hands went to my hair and i placed her back on my bed. I looked at her and told her, this didnt mean anything and that i was still pissed. She just smirked and said we will work on it then she smashed her lips back to mine. It was the greatest feeling ever, I havent fucked anyone since leila. I pulled her hands off from around my neck and pend them above her head. I told her not to move them and to my surprise once again she said yes sir. It made my dick twitched and I know she felt it thru my thin baskeball shorts. I started grinding into her and she became a moaning mess, so much that I had to cover her mouth. My grey eyes stared into her blue ones, it was like we was looking into each other souls. i slid her bottoms to the side and inserted my finger, she was so wet and tight, i almost came again just by knowing i did this to her. I started off slow and then i inserted another finger, i then started to speed it up a notch while making sissor motion in her pussy. She started to moan louder and wiggling. I can tell she was so close, so i pulled my cock out and lined it with her pussy. as soon as i removed my fingers she whined, so to make her happy i gave her what she wanted my cock. I shoved it right in, and thats when i realized she was a virgin.