Chapter 13: Sex
Nessie
Jacob and I sat there for a long time. I leaned my head against his chest. I could hear the steady beating rhythm of his heart. I would have been happy to have stayed there forever. However, my stomach had other plans. I blushed bright red when it growled loudly.
He laughed. "I guess it's time for lunch. I'm getting hungry myself. What are you in the mood for?"
"You," I blushed crimson red as the words escaped my mouth. "I mean, I, uh, I mean, well,"
"It's okay," he said, trying not to laugh. "If it makes you feel better I'm in the mood for you as well. Maybe I wasn't specific enough. What are you in the mood to eat for lunch?"
This was definitely one of those times where I wished that a hole would just open up in the ground and swallow me. God this was so damn embarrassing!
"Um, how about Mexican food?"
"Yeah I think that sounds good. I think I saw a nice looking Mexican restaurant earlier. Maybe we should give that a try?"
"Hey anything sounds good to me right now because I am starving,"
"Okay well let's go,"
I tried not to jostle the stroller too much as Faith and Hunter had both fallen asleep. Jacob carried a sleeping Hailey in his arms. I smiled. Onlookers might see us and think we were one happy family. If only they knew that Jacob and I had just barely met and just happened to have babies all born on the exact same day.
The restaurant waiting area was busy when we got there. As we were sitting there and waiting I noticed an elderly couple looking at me with a disgusted face. I took a deep breath and looked away. Thankfully we didn't have to sit there for very long before a waitress came and brought us to our seats. Before I sat down I made a trip to the restroom. Faith and Hunter had both awoken by that point and in need of a diaper change.
I changed Faith's diaper first and fast. Then I set Hunter down on the changing table. I marveled at the mess that he had made in his diaper. I shook my head wondering how so much shit, yes literal shit could come out of such a small body. I shook my head and just started cleaning him. I was about halfway done when I heard the door open again.
"You are so irresponsible," a woman's voice said in disapproval.
I looked up. "Um, excuse me?"
"You're so irresponsible. Sleeping around at your age. Now look at you. In here changing diapers,"
"Yes, because changing my children's diaper is the epitome of being irresponsible," I rolled my eyes.
"Disgusting slut. You are way too young to be a mother. You should give those babies away to someone who will love them and care for them properly,"
I finished changing my son's diaper as fast as I could just to get out of that restroom and away from that woman. I'd never felt so uncomfortable before in my life. In my haste to get back to the table I almost tripped. Thankfully I caught myself just in time by grabbing onto the edge of an empty table.
"Nessie what's wrong?" Jacob picked up on my sense of urgency almost as soon as he saw me.
"Nothing," my heart was beating fast. I hoped it wasn't too obvious that I was lying.
Jacob didn't look convinced but he didn't say anything more on the matter. I almost forgot about the entire incident after that. We ordered our food and continued talking. My son started crying about halfway through lunch. It had been a few hours since I last nursed my babies and I knew he was hungry. I took out the breastfeeding coverup before I lowered my bra enough for Hunter to latch on.
"I'm sorry Jacob," I blushed.
"For what?"
"I-
"You really are a disgusting girl, aren't you? As if being a slut wasn't bad enough now you're breastfeeding in public?"
My heart sank. It was the same woman from earlier.
Jacob slammed his fists down on the table hard. "What did you just call her?!" he snarled. His face contorted in anger. His body was shaking.
Even the woman looked scared. "A disgusting slut. She's so irresponsible and disgusting-"
"For what?!" Jacob roared. "For feeding her baby?! Is that how you define gross and irresponsible?!"
"Proper girls her age don't engage in such activities that would result in a baby in the first place. She is a disgusting-"
"Don't you DARE to talk about her like that! If you know what is good for you you'll walk away right now and NEVER speak to her again!" Jacob was shaking so badly now that I thought that he was going to explode. I noticed that Hailey, like her father, was also shaking. The woman left without saying another word. I could see it plain on her face. She was scared of Jacob.
Jacob took several deep breaths to calm himself down. His shaking stopped. "Are you alright Jacob?"
"I'm fine. But are you alright?"
"I'm okay. Thanks for sticking up for me Jacob,"
"I couldn't just sit by and let her talk to you like that. I hope you don't think that anything she said is true. Because it's not. You are a wonderful person and you obviously really love your babies. They're lucky to have you as their mother,"
"Thanks Jacob," I said. "Really. I do appreciate that,"
We didn't speak of the incident again throughout the rest of our meal. "So do you still want to go to a hotel? I'll understand if you don't. Just tell me so," Jacob said.
Yes. That was exactly what I wanted. Alone time with Jacob. I craved him in a way that I had only ever craved Ethan in. "Yes,"
"Are you sure?"
"Oh Jacob. I have never been more sure of anything in my entire life,"
We found a quaint little hotel not far from where we were. I booked us the room. We started off slowly. We kissed. I could feel my body reacting to him. Suddenly my underwear felt soaked. As if he were aware of that fact Jacob began removing my clothes. Starting with my jeans, my shirt, and then lastly my underwear. Then he took off his own clothes. I marveled at every inch of his body. When I felt him enter my body I was in heaven. Jacob really knew what he was doing. He really knew how to please a girl and make her feel sensations she didn't even know existed. He was even better than Ethan. I never wanted it to end. Sex with Jacob was better than I had imagined.
