Sirius's childhood was like a never-ending winter in a land of perpetual gray skies.
The halls of the manor were silent, except for the occasional echo of his own footsteps. The only colors he ever saw were the dull shades of slate and stone, and the occasional flash of green from the dark and dreary grounds beyond. The only sounds were the howling winds that rattled the windows, and the creaking of old timbers as the ancient house groaned with age.
The interior of the manor was as cold and lifeless as the family that resided there.
The furniture was stiff and uncomfortable, the curtains hung in heavy, oppressive folds, and the paintings on the walls were all stern-faced ancestors, watching him with disapproving eyes. The floors were made of cold, hard stone that never seemed to warm no matter how long the fireplace burned. Even the air seemed to weigh him down with its dampness, its chill, and its musty scent.
His only solace was in the gardens surrounding the manor. But even they were a stark contrast to the whimsy and wonder of the rest of the wizarding world. The trees were gnarled and twisted, and the flowers were muted shades of gray and black. The only sound that filled the air was the rustling of the dying leaves as they fell from the trees.
His relationship with his parents was like a game of Quidditch, with constantly shifting roles and unpredictable twists. At times, his mother would swoop in like a bludger, her harsh words and cold demeanor sending Sirius reeling. Other times, his father would be like a golden snitch, offering fleeting moments of warmth and affection before darting away again.
He could still remember the countless family dinners where his parents would bicker and argue, their words like knives that cut through the air. He would try to block out their words, focusing instead on the glittering chandeliers above his head, the fine china plates that held his food, and the ornate silverware that he had been taught to use with precision.
He was forced to live in that world. A world that was devoid of magic and wonder, a world that was as bleak and gray as the sky on a stormy day.
For Merlin's sake, even the clothes he wore were of muted colors, drab browns and grays, and the occasional deep green.
He had been resigned to the fact that he would always live in that world.
Until James Bloody Potter went and threw his handsome face and messy hair into his life like a rainbow-colored grenade, blowing up everything he thought he knew about the dull, monochromatic existence of his pureblood family.
The loveable prat had decided to shop at Madam Malkin's at the exact time Sirius had been there. He still the first time he caught a glimpse of a boy with messy black hair and captivating and bloody mesmerizing hazel eyes.
James had been dressed in a vibrant red and gold robe, looking like the epitome of a ticking color bomb that was about to explode.
And, oh Merlin, what an explosion it was.
It was as though he was seeing the world for the first time. The walls of the shop were no longer gray, but a soft yellow, and the fabrics lining the shelves were rich shades of blue, purple, and green.
When James turned around to look at him, Sirius felt his heart stop. For the first time in his life, he felt a spark of something other than boredom and duty.
He felt alive.
And then, James smiled at him and it was like a beam of sunshine breaking through a cloudy day, a glimmer of hope amidst the gloom.
It wasn't the time of smile that Sirius was taught. The polite smile that radiates from a perfect set of teeth, rather it was a smile of intensity.
A smile that came from deep within, brightening his entire face. James' eyes crinkle at the corners, conveying a sense of genuine warmth and joy.
(Right then and there Sirius knew he had discovered the eighth wonder of the world.)
The colors around him seemed to intensify as if they were reacting to the electricity between them. From that moment on, Sirius' world was no longer just muted tones.
It was a kaleidoscope of vibrant hues, all thanks to the boy who had walked into his life and turned it upside down.
