Author's note: Hey all, hope you have a wonderful weekend! SO yeah, I don't know what happened, but I couldn't log in to this stupid website, so hence why I couldn't post this on Wednesday. I've also decided that if any of you have a Tumblr, that I should drop my side blog URL so that we can freely discuss more Kenshin/Soujiro stuff rather than keeping it in the comment section. Just an idea, LOL. :-)

Hope you enjoy this update!

"I was busy thinking 'bout boys
Boys, boys
I was busy dreaming 'bout boys
Boys, boys
Head is spinning thinking 'bout boys."

- Charli XCX

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"I don't know, Soujiro," I blush, holding the sounding rod in one hand and the bottle of lube in my other hand, "I don't want to hurt you.."

"You won't. I won't let you." Soujiro chuckles.

The room is spinning inside my head. I can't believe Soujiro is this kinky in real life. I mean, I guess in a lot of ways, I am pretty lucky that a hot guy like him is into a guy like me. I don't have a lot to offer, for sure. And yet, here is this pretty billionaire; A sex crazed maniac on this bed, legs spread and ready for a pounding by me. I can feel that familiar pulse in my groin region and bite down my groan, shutting my eyes. Okay, I think I'm ready. I have never even heard of sounding rods before or the activity of sounding, especially not on another dude.

"Just tell me what to do." I gulp.

"Okay. First, I want you to warm me up. Let's kiss. Touch me down there. Get me rock hard."

Fucking hell. I open my eyes and before I could even think, my body reacts immediately to him and I crush my lips against his. We start frenching, the sound of saliva swishing into each others' mouths and moaning infecting the area. Before long, I trail my kisses from his jawline and to his neck, sucking on it. Soujiro bites his lower lip but I can still feel him flinching and sighing in pleasure. After sucking on his pert nipples and trailing my tongue over his naval, I go down on him, touching myself meanwhile. Like I said, I can't believe any of this is happening. If you would have told me to my face that a year from now that I'll be doing this with another guy, I'll knock you out so hard you'll have to go to the nearest emergency room.

But this? This is better than any girls I've been with before.

Maybe..

Maybe I am gay?

I choke on that realization, quickly coming up from deep throating Soujiro and started coughing.

Soujiro touches my face, alarmed, "Kenshin, are you okay?"

I take a couple of shaky breaths, nodding, "Yeah.."

"Did you choked on it?" He asks me in all seriousness, without a hint of mockery in his voice.

I look up and into his eyes, "It's just.. I.."

His eyebrow cocks up, waiting.

"Are you.. um.." I blush, feeling shy already, "Are you.. gay?"

He hesitates, eyes widening. But his face soon softens up and he nods, "Yeah. I'm gay."

"So.. you don't like girls. You were only.. pretending.."

"Yeah. I mean. It's weird. I thought I could.. like girls. And I tried to. I even had sex with one. But ultimately.. my mind wasn't really into it. It's hard to explain, really. It's like.. It's like I'm using her as a masturbation tool rather than as a person. Because all I could think about was think of other men in order to get me off. I guess that's how I knew."

I looked into his eyes, "Do you think.. I could be gay, too?"

"Honestly? I don't know. It's going to take time for you to find out what or who you're really into. Maybe you're bisexual?"

"Maybe.." I look down on his cock, biting my lower lip, "I guess it doesn't matter. I'm with you right now."

"Exactly."

After sucking him off for a few more minutes, I grab a glob of lube and rub it all over his cock. I rub the rest of the lube on the six inch sounding rod, gulping. I hope I don't fuck this up like the complete idiot I am. I can't have Soujiro travel to the emergency room with this shit destroying his urethra and having him explain that it's because his boyfriend tried to fuck him with it.

"Now," Soujiro sits up and scootches closer to me, "Take the tip of the rod and rub it in the slit of my head. Can you do that?"

I exhale shakily, "I think so!"

He chuckles, "Don't worry. I'll coach you."

Why the fuck is this happening?!

"Okay. So I just..?" I take the end of the sounding rod to the slit of his cock and rub it up and down, almost as if the lips of his hole glides on the rod.

"That's it.." Soujiro says in a lower tone, breathless. I continue to do so, licking the sides of his hard on meanwhile. He shakes, "Mmm, yeah.."

I wonder if I should finger him at the same time? I grab the bottle of lube to pour more into my hands and the rod, along with the head of Soujiro's cock. Gotta lube up as much as possible for something this freaky. Thankfully, Soujiro doesn't ask and just sits there with his eyes closed. Relaxing, I guess. I pour more secretly on two of my fingers and got right to it. I rub the tip of the sounding rod through his slit and very, very carefully push one centimeter into it. Soujiiro makes a meek sound, but relaxes. I push it in a bit more, until I freak out, "Uh uh, nope, I can't do this."

"Sure you can." Soujiro smiles, still not opening his eyes.

"I'm scared it'll rip you on the inside."

"Like I said.. I won't let you."

I sigh defeatedly, "If you say so.."

I now rub my two wet fingers over his inner thighs and down the area between his scrotum and ass hole, and Soujiro moans, knowing exactly what is happening. He leans back and spreads his legs further to let me gain access to his ass. I grin, brushing his hole with my fingers as I also slowly move the rod down inside his dick. Man, this is the hottest thing I've ever done in my life. I wonder if he can still cum while the rod is inside his dick? Well, I guess I'll find out. I continue to lick him as I push the rod bit by bit, taking my sweet time. Meanwhile, the first centimeter of my fingers enter him, making him arch his back with a groan.

I want to give him his biggest orgasm yet.

"You are so amazing.." Soujiro sighs, catching me off guard.

"Huh?" I feel my cheeks flushing.

He chuckles, eyes still closed, "I'm just so happy to have you in my life, that's all."

I blush harder, looking down as if to evade his gaze, "T-thanks.."

My fingers are now completely in his ass and the rod is all the way inside of his hard cock. I stop licking him and focus on finding his prostate gland, watching lustly as Soujiro breathes and moans deeply each time I hit it. I look at his cock twitches up and it holds in that position, thanks to the sounding rod, and would every so often lick the head for another shock of pleasure. I can't wait till I get to see the final result from all of this.

"Hah, oh yeah.." Soujiro arches his back even more, and I push my fingers inside of him down to my knuckles, "Hah!"

I bite down my own groan from the beauty I am looking at in front of me, focusing instead on my hand coordination. I wonder what his male lovers in the past were like. My stomach feels hot and sour at that thought, already jealous. I bet I can be better than all of them. I'll prove it so today. He's going to be having buckling kneecaps and unable to walk after this. I thrust my fingers in faster, spitting on his cock and licking around the top of the sounding rod. Soujiro gasps and flinches, his groans a strange octaves higher than what I am used to.

"That feels.. oh my god," Soujiro finally opens his eyes to stare helplessly down at me, "That was so, OH!"

I come up and grab his chin to force a kiss on him, tongues fighting each other again. God, I want to fuck him so hard. You know what? Fuck this, I will. I retreat my fingers from his asshole and grab the sides of his hips to drag him closer to my lower body. In one forceful thrust, my cock is already all the way in, making Soujiro writhe with a high pitch gasp. I start fucking him, the entire bed hitting the wall continuously as I bang into Soujiro's hot body. You're mine, Soujiro. I'll make you my whore and no one else's.

"Kenshin, arrgh, god!" Soujiro wraps his arms around my neck, "This feels so good!"

"Your hole feels so fucking wet," I pant with a smirk, "I'll make it wetter with my cum. You'd like that a lot, huh bitch?"

"Mmm, yeah!"

I pump into him for a couple more minutes before I slide my cock out, grabbing him by the shoulders, "Sit on my cock and face the other way."

He does as he is told. I sit on the edge of his bed and have him sit on my hard on, with him facing forward. He reaches his arm behind to grab my hair, crushing his lips into mines, moaning as I pump into him over and over again. I reach down to gently stroke his cock, teasing his tip where the rod is sticking out, and sighing the more his hole contracts around me. This feels incredible. I think I'll cum buckets if this keeps up.

"Kenshin.." Soujiro bites my lower lip, "Take the rod and pump it in and out of me. Slowly."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes!" He nearly squeals, kissing me again feverously, probably about to cum any hot second now, "Do it!"

I grab the top of the rod, which has a circular shape to it so that I can grab onto it comfortably. Very, very carefully, I slide it out, holding the base of his cock with my other hand to hold it still. Once a few inches were out, I push it back in, groaning in the back of my throat at how Soujiro grinds against my cock at the same time. My heart is about to give out any minute now, I swear. This is really the hottest thing I've ever done in my life. To think you could actually enter something inside a cock boggles my fucking mind. But I'm actually really into it.

"I bet Kaoru wouldn't let you do this to her." Soujiro teases me, trailing the side of my face with his finger tauntingly.

I shrug before grabbing a fist of his hair to have him lean forward, then with one foot on the bed frame, I am able to thrust into him faster and harder, leaving him moaning and half-screaming from the pleasure, "Quit talking shit."

"Ha! I'm going to c.." He tries to reach for my wrist that is grabbing onto his hip, "Kenshin, I'm going to cu, ugh!"

"Cum then." I sigh in pleasure, slamming myself into him, the sound of clapping flesh echoing in his vast bed room. Fuck, he feels so good.

"Take out.. take out the.." Soujiro's words fail him as he almost reaches the finishing line.

I stop, taking the base of his neck to sit him up and straight again, and gingerly take the rod out of his cock. One excruciating centimeter at a time. Soujiro looks like a child who is damn near close to peeing on a car seat, whining and wiggling. Once the rod is all the way out, I continue to fuck him harshly for several more minutes, when suddenly, I see something I have never seen before; Soujiro yelps helplessly as clear liquid shoots out of his cock in intervals. It'll stream out for a second or two, stop, and then it starts again. Is he squirting?!

That is so hot!

I gnaw on the back of his neck, "God yeah, keep doing that."

"What's happe.. UGH!" He flinches as another stream of liquid shoots out of him, making him sob a little, "Oh my God, oh my God! It tickles!"

His cock continuously squirts as I gently rock my hips into him, fucking him. It took at least a couple of minutes until he stops squirting, and he falls limply behind as I wrap my arms around him, "Let's take a shower, Soujiro."

He shivers, "O-okay.."

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"Hah! Kenshin! Oh, yes!"

We're now in his huge walk shower, the water nice and steamy against our naked flesh. Soujiro is bent over the seating area of the shower while I stand behind him, plummeting into his ass over and over again. He bites onto his own wrist and whine helplessly, my fingernails on the brink of cutting into the skin of his hips. I tilt my head back and groan, reveling in all of this heat that surrounds me. I never want this to end.

Now all I need to do is break up with Kaoru.

At that splitting thought, I stop humping, my eyes snapping open to look at the shower heads above me. That's right. I have to dump Kaoru if I want to continue to do this with Soujiro. To be with him, actually. To be his legitimate partner, and to be romanticlaly involved with him and only him. And in order to do that, I have to hurt a very close, life long friend. I look down at Soujiro who is now looking over his shoulder, blinking curiously at me as to why I stopped.

"You alright?" He smilles, and I hesitate. He looks so cute when he smiles. And wet. And naked.

"Yes.." I reply in a husky whisper, restarting my thrusting slowly, and Soujiro shuts his eyes with a stifled moan.

If I have to break up with Kaoru, I have to use a very convincing reason for it. I don't want her or the gang to be suspicious of me and Soujiro. Even though I want to be Soujiro's boyfriend (heh), I still think it might be jumping the gun to come out of the closet together so quickly after. It'd be best to wait till Soujiro and I go to a university far from here and then come out to our loved ones. At least then, we'll have the sufficient physical distance for us all to calm down from the news and not have anything crazy happen. You know? It would be better that way.

Because if they can't accept it..

Then..

At least.. At least I'll have Soujiro in my arms to get me by.

And he'll have me to lean on, too.

Soujiro couldn't cum because of those squirtings earlier, so we decided to just shower regularly instead. Afterwards, we went downstairs to the kitchen to have a bite. Soujiro hands me a cup of chocolate pudding and himself a vanilla one, and we head to the living room to watch some TV. Maybe some cool down is needed to go for another round. I wanna see Soujiro cum with white semen rather than.. whatever that shit was that happened on his bed.

"So when are you dumping Kaoru?" Soujiro beams at me in between eating his pudding.

I smirk, "You seem giddy about that."

"Sure I am. Now we can be together forever." He bats his eyelashes at me playfully, making me roll my eyes.

"Five-ever." I taunt him back, and he lies his head on my lap so that I can stroke his hair, "Dork."

We completed our puddings, and continued on watching television. I continue stroking his hair absent mindedly, to which he responds by stroking the back of said hand and arm of mine. This feels so nice and normal and natural. I haven't really done much with Kaoru during the trip except hold her hand and kiss her cheek and lips chastely a few times. I made sure Soujiro didn't catch those, though it was hard; that boy looked at me like a hawk for the entirety of the trip. Ah, to be young and jealously in love.

"I'll break up with her the next time I see her. I promise."

Soujiro sits up to kiss my lips. My desire turns on full fledge and I start making out with him, my cock already stiffening. Soujiro can feel this from under his butt, so he pulls back to smile teasingly at me, "Looks like you're ready for round two."

"Let's take this upstairs then." I carry him bridal style and haul him off, going up the stairs and back into his bedroom. I laid him down on his bed and continue to make out with him, both of our cocks swelling and poking against each other. I wonder what else I can do to Soujiro's body today. Perhaps the colorful assortments that are styling lying in a circle will help me. I stop kissing him and nuzzle my nose against his nose bridge, "Honey, what would you like from all those toys?"

"Huh? Oh, um.. I think.. do you wanna DP me?"

"DP-what-now?" I blink in a flurry.

He giggles, "Yeah, double penetration."

"Oh. Um. How will I.. do that?"

"Taaaaaaake.. that toy." He points to a smooth ivory toned dildo, which has a fake pair of testicles with a hole through it.

I blink, reaching over and playing with it with my hands, "Why does it have a hole?"

"You put your dick through that hole. And then your dick and that toy-"

"-Aw geez!" I smack the toy lightly over his head, "That's so slutty!"

"What!" Soujiro laughs, "What's wrong with that?!"

"I'm going to try something else." I look at all of the surrounding toys, my eyes darting from one thing to the next. Until they land on something pretty obvious. I grin evilly, "Move up to the head board of your bed."

Soujiro does so promptly without asking why. I think he already knows, judging by the lascivious smile on his face. I grab the handcuffs to lock his wrists to the bed posts, leaving himself vulnerable to my sexual hunger. I wonder if I should tie his ankles too. Hmm. Nah, I won't bother. This is more than sufficient. Just as I was about to climb on over to devour my lover, I hear a vibration coming from the floor next to the bed. Soujiro looks over to the floor where the sound is coming from, and I climb on off the bed to retrieve what is responsible for it. It's my phone. My stomach drops.

Kaoru.

hi kenshin! :3 are u busy? i want to go see a movie tonite with u if that's okay?

I hesitate. What should I say? I have to break up with her. The sooner, the better. But I can't break up with her over text. I can't call her either, because then I won't be there to physically comfort her if need be. I could say yes, but.. what kind of asshole dumps someone during a movie date? No way that's gonna be me. There has to be a better way to break the news to her. But my mind is coming up blank. Doesn't help that I'm naked and rock hard for someone other than her. I jump out of my skin when my phone vibrates again: kenshin? are u there?

hey kaoru :( can't go, i'm busy with hiko. he promised to help me with something and i can't bail on him. i'm so sorry. let's make a rain check?

awwww okay! just text me later, i gotta go visit misao for a bit. ttyl! xoxo

"Who was that?" Soujiro asks as I place my phone on the night stand table.

I climb back on the mattress and over his slender body, smirking, "You're so jealous, you know that?"

He retorts, "Am not! I'm just curious!"

"And jealous."

"Ugh, shut up!"

"How about, I shut you up instead?" I lean in to kiss him, running my hands over his chest and arms and stomach and all over the flesh that screams for touch. Soujiro moans and buckles against my lower body in response, hearing his hands forming into fists and trying to escape from the bonds. Hearing that just makes me more harder than before. That does it. I squirt lube all over my cock and then all over his stomach and chest. He twitches from the cold impact of the gel, but I quickly rub my hands over his body to warm him up, making him nice and oily.

"You have such a great body, Soujiro," I breathe in deeply, grabbing the base of my cock to rub it against his cheeks, "Maybe I should cum all over it."

"Yeah.." He nearly glows with a rosy tint from the lube and himself blushing, and he never looked so beautiful.

"Where's that damn thing.." I murmur to myself as my hand reaches out to the side to scavenger the variety of items on the bed.

"What thing?"

"That sounding rod."

"What! You want to do that again?!"

I laugh, "Yeah! I want to see you squirt one more time!"

"You're sick, you know that?" Soujiro scoffs.

"It was you who introduced me to it. Guess you'll have to live with me wanting it every other time we fuck." I shrug playfully, and if Soujiro wasn't handcuffed to the bed, he'd hit me over the head.

Once I find the contraption, I lube it up sufficiently as well as all over Soujiro's hard cock. Damn, I should have sucked his dick for a little bit, but I guess that's too late. I take the sounding rod and get to work. Once it's all the way in, Soujiro releases a long exhale, "It's in."

"Now for my cock." I plunge myself into him, carefully of course, and I start fucking him. God. It's almost like every time I put my dick in him, it feels like it's the first time all over again. I can actually still remember the first time I had sex with him, and how it surprised me by how good his hole feels around me. Never did I expect another man to give me the kind of pleasure I had to work hard for with another woman. With Soujiro, it's a completely organic experience. I just close my eyes and let go, and orgasms abound. Who honestly needs another woman anymore? Seriously. Who needs-

Vrrrrrrrrrrrr!

"It's your phone." Soujiro turns his head to the side to look at the night stand where it is now illuminated by the screen of my phone, "Should I pick it up?"

"Are you stupid?" I sneer at him and unplug myself out of him, once again climbing out of the bed to check. It's Kaoru. She's trying to call me. What's going on? I hope it's not an emergency or something. I gulp dryly and press the green button, pressing the phone against my ear, "Hello?"

"Kenshin?"

My chest tightens.

"Yeah, uh, are you okay? Is something wrong?" My eyes look all around me, feeling caught and a tad defensive.

"Oh, it's nothing.. it's nothing bad. I just wanted to see if you can come to my house tonight. I wanted to talk to you real fast about something."

"Is it.." My eyes start to lose focus, "Is it something.. bad?"

"Oh god, no! The opposite, actually! I think you'll like it a lot!"

"Um. Okay. Sure." I bite my lower lip. There goes any chances of sleeping over here, I guess.

"Great! I'm sorry for bothering you. Tell Hiko I said hi for me. Love you and see you soon!" She hangs up before I can even respond. Guess she's pretty busy with whatever it is she has for me. I wonder if it's a romantic surprise of some sort. I highly doubt she'll walk out of her house in lingerie and high heels, so I'm not hoping that it's that. I place my phone back on the night stand before turning around, and I see Soujiro looking.. not so happy all of a sudden. His eyes are hidden by his bangs and he's no longer smiling like before, "I'm sorry. It was Kaoru. I promise I'll end things with her when I see her."

He is quiet for a moment, ".. Can you uncuff me?"

"Huh? Why?"

Are we going to have another fight?

He shakes his head, "It's nothing. I just.. I lost my boner and I'm not horny anymore. I'm sorry."

I deflate, "Oh. Okay. I understand."

Please Soujiro.

Please don't fight with me.

And more imporantly..

His blue eyes come out from the shadow and stares sadly from across the mattress..

Don't ever leave me.

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Things felt okay between Soujiro and I after that weird exchange. I explained to him that I will see Kaoru and I will dump her, even if it'll blow her hearts to bits. It's better some feelings get hurt and I can stay true to myself, after all, and upon hearing this, Soujiro relaxes. I took a bus back to near my neighborhood and walk through the streets to head up to Kaoru's place. She had already texted me that she is anticipating my arrival soon, and I let her know that I'll be there in a few minutes. Even though I know what I am about to do is ultimately the best thing to do for everyone.. it still scares me.

I mean, who likes dumping people? I sure don't.

I hope this doesn't hurt her too much.

I just know that I have to do it. For Soujiro. He's the one I want to be with.

Here goes nothing.

"Kenshin!" Kaoru quickly walks down the short front steps of her porch to wrap her arms around my neck giddily, "You're here!"

Gah, this hurts! I am so sorry for what I'm about to do to your poor, innocent little heart. But I honestly do think you deserve better than me. Way better than me. You're such a treasure all on your own. But enough about that. I lean back to smile at her, "So what is it that you wanted to show me?"

She smiles shyly, her face suddenly reddening, "I.. Can you come inside my house?"

I blink, "Um.. sure?"

We go inside of her house. Surprisingly, her parents aren't home. "Where are your parents?" I ask and Kaoru smiles innocently next to her staircase.

"They wanted to see some family and will be gone for the weekend. They'll be back Sunday night. My cousin just delivered a new baby."

"Oh, congrats!" I beam at her.

Wait.. why am I all smiles at her? Shouldn't I be dumping her?

"Oh!" Kaoru pipes up, "Okay, so, um. Can you.. can you sit on that couch and like, put a timer on your phone for five minutes?"

I chuckle, "Um, sure. Is this one of those puppet shows we used to do when we were kids?"

Oh god, how I miss those days. Kaoru blushes even harder and shakes her head.

"U-um, no! No. But you will find out. When I close my door, start your phone."

She rushes up the stair case and I blink after her. Hmm. This is weird. Wonder what that's all about. Or what will be about. Kaoru's usually pretty good at giving us great presents and surprises, and maybe Soujiro gave her spare change to buy me something. I deflate. Aw man. That's really going to make this break up even more awkward and painful. This really fucking sucks. I hate this so much already. But.. I have to do this.

I set the timer on my phone for five minutes. Meanwhile, I check FaceBook. Soujiro posted this on his timeline: Sometimes you have to hurt certain people in order to be happy. There's just no other way.

I know, Soujiro. I know. Suddenly, a text message appears on my phone. It's from Kaoru: Come upstairs!

I sneak the phone into the back pocket of my jean before heading up the stairs. Since I've been here before, I know which bed room door I should knock on. All are closed except one that is just a crack open. I knock gently, with no response. I frown, pausing. Okay? I grab the door handle to open the door completely and let myself into her bed room. My breath is stuck to my throat. Her room is dark except for small candles dotting her entire area. Her environment smells something sweet, and foreign. I hear very faint, low music hiding somewhere, piano playing softly in the background. It's nowhere near like the room I remember in my childhood.

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And on that bed, lies Kaoru, donned in a pair of expensive looking lace bra and panties.