Tobias POV:
"Mmmm Tris" I moan.
I slowly pull out of her and walk toward the bathroom.
As I begin my shower I start to think about my life after Tris's initiation, its been amazing more than I could ask for infact. I have a wonderful group of friends who I view as my brothers and sisters because of how close we are, I love the jokes, the serious talks, pranking Eric, the dinner parties. Oh I could go on! I still work with Zeke and Bud in the control room and it's still fun all due to Zeke. I now have two sets of parents, Andrew and Natalie along with Amar and George, who treat my like their son, astronomically better than that worthless peice of shit did. Nope, I can't think of him right now I have a good life and he is not going to poison it. And then you have my life,my rock,my happiness, my beauty, Tris. I love this girl so much words can't even express how much I love her. Living with her is such a joyful thing, we cry together, eat ice cream, heck even have food fights but they always end up in a love making session. We are a team forever without her I literally wouldn't be standing here today. As for our sex life, its been going amazing, I always show her how much I love her and I restrict myself to gentle caresses.
But sometimes. I wonder and secretly fantasise about how it would be like if we started to explore our sexual relationship. I would like to show her all the lust that I have for her. How would she react? I won't hurt her, if i ever do... I don't want to even think of what i would do. I have vowed not to become like him. But would she like this 'Four' side of me? Over the last couple of months, I have thought and structured how every fantasy would go if we were to make my fantasies come to life.
I can just picture her begging and moaning for release. Her head thrown back onto the ivory pillow cases. Her icy gray eyes staring up at me, pooling with want. Her thighs squeezing together as if they were looking for some kind of attention. Her delicate wrists bound by my fists-
Shit, I'm getting hard again. I quickly finish up my shower, might I add a cold one, and stand there leaning back against the door frame whilst looking at her. Thinking about our future together.
Tris POV:
"So, how's it going with work?" Christina asks, as we walk out of the third clothing store in a row, going to the next. Seriously I don't know how she does this all the time.
I roll my eyes "Don't even get me fucking started." Work is such a pain in the ass right now all the paperwork is utterly ridiculous, the current paper work is righting about Dauntless's activities of the past 6 months. Basically every six months, each faction leader is to give an account of what has been going on their factions, its like a middle age women catch up but formal. We are to describe the problems we face and how each leader has been leading their faction. This is so we can help eachother improve as leaders and help our factions grow. Guess what asshole decided that: Marcus! Stupid nosy fucker.
She laughs at my annoyance and I shoot a glare at her and she stops and then clears her throat "I mean at least is not like you do it every month.."
She is not wrong, I shrug "Yeah I guess but its still so stressful" . She looks at me, her eyes full with sympathy.
"Sorry Tris, well look on the bright side, if you finish this week, you have the whole weekend to do shit all."
I nod and give her a small smile "Yeah maybe I should focus on that". A weekend with just Tobias and me, yup that's all I need. Maybe we can explore our relationship, but I frown at that thought because I know his answer. Chris seems notice my frown and she has a concerned facial expression on her face "Whats wrong?"
"Its nothing." I say as I shake my head.
"Tris, there is no use lying to me I used to be Candor remember." she reminds.
Knowing she won't stop, I give up, "Its just that in the bedroom Tobias and I have been good right, but I feel like we are ready to explore our relationship a bit more, you know be a bit rougher with eachother." I'm blushing like an idiot at this point. "But I know he wants to but won't because he doesn't want to hurt me" I sigh.
She just looks at me for a while, trying to figure out a solution, she then clears her throat and says "Talk to him. That's always the best option as communication is key in relationship and then" she smirks, oh god. "you seduce him." I mean I'm not that worried about seducing him considered he has seen me naked countless times, but I'm just a bit confused as to why I didn't think of this, I thought I was Erudite, huh I guess the aptitude test is flawed.
I nod my head slowly "Yeah your right why didn't I think of that?"
She just shrugs and laughs "So wanna get some lingerie now" she smirks as we arrive at the lingerie store. Fuck! I didn't look where we were going. Sneaky bitch, I got to hand it to her through. Normally, I would run for the hills at this but I'm trying to love myself more and I need to accept myself for me and this helps me, so I accept!
"Okay let's go in." I smile bravely, she looks at me proudly like a mother watching a daughter take her first steps, and them pulls me in for a hug ans she then whispers "Thats my girl" and I chuckle and pull away and we go into the store.