Tw: dead wish. N-word
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The sun burned mercilessly on the dusty
The sun burned mercilessly on the dusty ground as Hochstetter stepped out of the door of his house. He rubbed his eyes and squinted against the glare. The heat hit him like a slap in the face and he could hardly believe it.
Especially in the last few years, it was cold in Hammelburg, not like here.
It's hot here, the mayor doesn't like it much.
It is unusually hot for someone who is used to cold temperatures. Maybe not for someone who grew up with it, or for someone who lived with it for years. Maybe Hochstetter will get used to it, eventually, but it will take time.
It would never have come to this if that troop in the camp hadn't kept thwarting his plans, no, that would be a lie.
Wolfgang would still be here,
He would still be suffering from this merciless heat, the heat would kill him if he continued to stay in the sun. "Damn it, Klink, especially Hogan," Hochstetter says to himself, everywhere he thinks of what he has partly repressed.
He wanders aimlessly in this heat, looking for something.
But what? His face is different from the others', his experiences are tainted by the pressure not to be stuck in the snow - now he is stuck in the sand. Haunted by memories of great days that are now his nightmares,
they haunt him,
His nightmares show the faces of different people. He has counted them, for two months, 22 nightmares, and the same stories over and over,
How they mock him in their torn clothes! Hochstetter would tell them
The little Frenchman,
The clumsy American
The sly Englishman
The clever Negro, who is too clever for his own good,
and the face that haunts him to the end.
Burkhalter, his general, that swine who believed nothing he said. He shall rot in hell, he played the executioner while the unscrupulous laughed. He shall suffer like the bold in the cell,
They don't deserve to be free!
They're all to blame. Hogan led him around by the nose like a dog. A dog that follows someone for food, but in his case it was probably to bring hogan down. His manipulative nature makes Wolfgang sick,
He chokes when he thinks of those meetings.
His throat constricts,
His airways close up.
His heart squeezes at the thought,
His lungs seem to keep killing him when he thinks back on it all!
They will haunt him for the rest of his life, this memory will be a sign of his past mistakes.
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