[ in lieu of flowers ]
Three Years Ago…
Danny Fenton was fourteen when his world ended for the third time.
And no, this wasn't the product of teenage melodrama. Rather it's the result of the universe's spirited efforts in making Danny's life a veritable punching bag for any deity to come over and fuck it up.
He certainly didn't ask to half-die not once, but twice, and be responsible for this godforsaken town. That's a thing heroes do. Or sidekicks that train under heroes. Not some dumb kid barely halfway through his first semester of high school and who was incapable of keeping his grades higher than a C.
But, well, this was what he got for playing hero, right? Dead parents, dead sister, and dead friends, all because he was too goddamn slow.
(The prerequisite to every hero: a tragic backstory. Guess it was finally his turn.)
The weather went from a light mist to a drizzle, raindrops falling in uneven staccato on the cluster of black umbrellas. He could barely hear the ceremony— not that he was able to pay much attention anyways. Danny tried to. He did. But his mind was a blue screen— had been for the past few weeks—and the preacher's words were just going in one ear and out the other in loud static.
His fingers curled around the velvet pouch in his pocket, grounding himself. He'd dug it out from its lock-box in the depths of his closet for this exact reason.
In front of Danny was a single plot reserved for the Fenton family, the grass undisturbed except for the muddy dirt and drooping flowers around the erected marble obelisk that stood atop the plot. (Undisturbed because there wasn't any need to dig up the ground for a coffin. You'd need bodies for that, and there were hardly any left after—) At the obelisk's base was a bronze placard engraved with the names of three of the people who once comprised Danny's whole world, and an epitaph: Gone but Never Forgotten.
Vlad must have chosen it. The obelisk was his decision too; excessive and grand because he would provide nothing less for his greatest enemy, his greatest love, and their wonderful, genius, perfect daughter.
Danny looked away from the monument, his hair a damp curtain that shadowed his eyes. No mom left to brush it out of the way. No dad to ruffle it into something even messier. There's a— a pressure at the back of his throat that nauseated him to the point of discomfort but not enough to actually vomit in the nearest shrubbery. He rubbed his scratchy throat with his free hand, letting it rest by his clavicle. Right above where his heart was being mercilessly squeezed by his own guilty conscience.
He should have been the one to plan his family's funeral. The one to write their obituary. The one to choose the headstone. The flowers. The date. Everything. It was his responsibility. His duty to make all these decisions as the—
Danny bit the inside of his lip.
He should have been more responsible. Should have been— oh he didn't know— there when all the decisions were made instead of holing up in a corner of the Zone and letting Vlad take care of it all. God, what kind of son was he to have the audacity to get his family killed and foist off arranging the funeral to the guy who wanted to kill his dad.
But maybe that was better. Leaving the decision making to someone else, that is. God knows that Danny makes all the wrong choices.
(If only he was faster he was stronger he saved his family before going after his evil future self he gave back the test answers sooner that boiler never overheated.)
The hand on his shoulder nearly made Danny jump out of his skin.
He shifted his umbrella to see his aunt Alicia looking down at him, concern and pity softening her usually stoic features. Vlad flew her in from Spittoon. When? Danny didn't know, though somewhere in his foggy memories he might have recalled Vlad asking how to reach Danny's relatives. It was only aunt Alicia who came in the end, though. His mom and aunt Alicia never liked to talk about their parents, and his dad was an only child who was far too estranged from his own.
"Ceremony's over, kid. You okay?"
He'd scoff, but he didn't want to tempt his nausea.
"I'll live." He winced, the words bitter on his tongue. "I'm fine, I mean."
Aunt Alicia pressed her lips into a thin, flat line. "The rain's getting a little worse. Do you want to head back home?"
Home? Where even was that anymore?
"I think I wanna stay out here for now."
"Do you want me to stay with you?"
"No— I just…I want to be alone, I think."
She sighed, giving a comforting squeeze to his shoulder before dropping her hand. "Alright. I'll just be waiting for you in the car then."
Danny nodded absentmindedly, gaze trained on the drooping white lilies by the placard. At the corner of his eye, he saw Vlad approach aunt Alicia, somber-faced but calculating as they headed to the car.
The future he tried to escape was already playing out. Pieces slotting into place like some jigsaw puzzle of doom.
In his quiet moments, holed up in the corner of his parents' room, he'd ponder the what-ifs. The should-have, could-have, would-have-beens. He'd think of the future in all its terrible glory, and wonder where else it could have all gone wrong. The trigger was—surprise, surprise— Vlad. Or, living with him, that is. If he wanted to put an ounce of trust in that sob story future-Vlad spun, then it was Danny's own grief coupled with Vlad's invention that sent the world spinning into its destruction.
(Future-Vlad might have helped him. Might have turned over a new leaf. But there was an entire decade that separated Future-Vlad from the present-Vlad. And Danny would rather cut off his own arm than trust present-Vlad with anything related to Danny's well being.)
Danny knew jack shit about the adoption process, but he was 80% sure most social workers would place Danny with his aunt as opposed to his parents' old college buddy that they recently connected with. That Danny ended up living with Vlad meant that either Aunt Alicia didn't pass whatever assessment the state required, or Vlad used his influence to tip the scales in his favor. Probably both.
So the law would never let him live with anyone but Vlad— the fruit loop would make sure of that. Danny's only option left was to run away, then.
Hm. How long could one half-dead fourteen year old realistically outrun a half-dead crazy billionaire with enough connections in both the human world and the Ghost Zone?
Survey says—
Fuck.
"Our condolences, Daniel."
Danny startled. Who the—
He tilted his head the other way, shifting his focus to the woman who just appeared next to him. Sure Danny found his own attention slipping into darker places more often than not these days, but he should have noticed if someone came near him.
No, wait. Aunt Alicia managed to sneak up on him earlier. Maybe Danny really was just out of it.
"The doctors Fenton did brilliant work, and your sister had such a bright future ahead of her. Their loss will be felt."
"Thank you," Danny answered. The words are still ash on his tongue but he didn't stumble over them anymore. "I…appreciate your support."
The woman was tall, with a wiry physique and cool tawny skin. She had an oval face, a straight nose, and sharp features, though much of it was slightly obscured by her hat, the black netting ending just past her nose. Her hands were tucked into the pockets of her long black coat.
The man—and Danny knew he'd seen him somewhere before, it was on the tip of his tongue—shared in the similar sharp characteristics, but his coloring was a lot lighter. He had long white hair that extended past his shoulders and a long horseshoe mustache that should have looked stupid, but somehow he managed to make it work. He held a single umbrella for both himself and the woman.
His mind clicked. Recognition alight on his face.
"Mr. Dusan?"
Dusan smiled. "I am pleased that you still remember me, Daniel."
Mr. Dusan, if Danny remembered correctly, was his parents' liaison with their benefactor. The CEO of some sort of big research company whose name Danny never really bothered to pay attention to. They had been funding his parents' research since their university days, and it was because of them that the Fentons managed to get their hands on enough samples of ectoplasm to experiment and research on. Mr. Dusan would be sent every once in a while to observe his parents' studies, much to the Fenton family's stress and delight. His visits would be preceded with days of cleaning the house from top to bottom and Danny's parents frantically getting their stuff organized. But a good visit from Mr. Dusan always ended with the family going out for a nice dinner the day after.
It was one of Danny's favorite times, really.
"Just Danny, please."
"Danny, then," Dusan said. "May I introduce you to my sister, Talia al Ghul?"
Sister? Danny raised his hand for a handshake, deciding not to comment on the age difference. "It's nice to meet you. I'm, uh, sorry it's not during better circumstances."
Talia shook his hand with a closed-lipped, but somber smile. "Our employer—your parents' benefactor—actually sent us to give his condolences, and to extend a helping hand if you should ever need it."
"What?"
"Your parents were pioneers, Danny. Their research changed the face of the world as we know it despite how much they were ridiculed for it. It would be remiss of their benefactor to simply leave their legacy, their only son, alone to the wolves." Her voice was smooth and honey-sweet, and Danny felt compelled to listen. "If you need anything, anything at all, feel free to reach out to us."
She handed him a business card. It was crisp, made from thick card stock. Blank except for a single number in the middle.
Danny turned it over in his hand. "Anything?"
"Anything."
He tucked it into his pocket. "Thank you for your offer. I'll keep it in mind."
"We will be in town for the next few days," Dusan said. "We hope to hear from you soon."
Later, aunt Alicia asked if Danny would rather stay with her at the hotel. She'd ask this every time they parted ways, and each time Danny would say no, thank you.
She didn't push too much. Knew, probably, that it was only a matter of time that Danny would have to leave his house to live…wherever it was his social worker decided to stick him in.
Danny appreciated her concern— even if he would rather do without it.
He slipped off his black suit jacket, throwing it over the back of the couch as he walked past the living room. His mom would throw a fit at that. He scrambled down to the lab, taking the steps two at a time, hands wrenching the tie from around his neck—and god fuck why did his skin feel so hot. The tie ended up somewhere on the steps, the velvet bag safely stowed away in a drawer full of blueprints. He kicked off his stupid dress shoes. A safety hazard, his dad would say. The lab floor needed to be clear at all times to prevent an accident.
Too fucking late for that.
White rings passed through him with blinding fury as Danny bursted through the portal between dimensions and into the silence of the Ghost Zone.
He floated. Aimless.
And breathed.
Danny picked a direction. Eenie-meenie-minie-moe. It's no use trying to logic out directions in the Ghost Zone. Not when the islands thought of physics as nothing more than a joke. He set off north-north-west of the portal and tried his luck there.
Tucker and Sam would call him stupid. There were probably a billion-and-one better ways to find Clockwork's stupid tower than this.
Jazz would say he's still stuck on the bargaining stage—
Jazz can't say anything anymore.
None of them can.
Jessica Andrews, his social worker, took him out to a quiet café to talk. She was a tall woman with a stocky frame, brown skin and a soft, rounded face. Her nails were painted a light green; it was to match her plants, she'd say. Once, she'd told him about how her husband would complain about all the plants she bought because he couldn't figure out where the jungle stopped and the house began.
The café was far enough away from most schools and built below some bible store, it's façade made from faded red brick with a charcoal gray awning. A few circular tables and chairs were laid out front, though they sat empty. The weather had been everything but gloomy for the past few days.
Jessica clasped her hands over the table, green nails tap-tap-tapping against her knuckles. "How have you been holding up, Danny?"
They're seated by the giant window, though there wasn't much to look at on the other side. Just the road and more old buildings on the other side.
"'M fine."
"That's wonderful." She could tell that he was lying; he'd bet on it. "How has your sleep been?"
Danny pointedly drank his coffee— brewed as dark as he could with as many espresso shots he could manage to order without the barista giving him a strange look. "Fine."
She raised an eyebrow. "The black holes under your eyes beg to differ."
"I'd rather skip all this small talk if that's ok."
"Alright, if that's what you want." She brushed a stray strand of hair away from her face. "I promised you early on that I'd keep you informed of how the courts are handling your case."
He huffed, sinking into his chair. He already knew the outcome. "They decide where to stick me yet?"
"They're still doing their due diligence and contacting as many of your adult relatives as possible in order to find a suitable guardian."
"I'm sensing some sort of catch here."
"The people looking over your case have considered your request to be placed with your aunt Alicia…"
"They said no."
"They had some…concerns," she said. "Your aunt's residence is very isolated, which might prevent you from getting the proper help you need. There were also some concerns about how you would handle a sudden dramatic shift in lifestyles, what with being moved away from your school, your community, your peers, into some place extremely unfamiliar."
Danny leveled a look at her. "There's something else, too, isn't there."
Jessica gave him a look of pity. "Your aunt also expressed some…hesitancy in taking you in when we talked with her."
His breath caught. Teeth gnawed at the inside of his lip. Fuck. He rubbed the back of his neck, slowly inching it up to tug at the back of his hair, other hand curling into a fist beneath the table. Fuck—
He knew, he knew this would happen but he still—
—Can't believe that he held onto that—
—What was he thinking?
"Danny?"
Fingernails dug crescents into the inside of his palm. He takes a deep breath. "Yeah, no, I'm fine. Don't— I'm fine. It's fine."
He shivered.
Dan's laughter echoed from the back of his skull, mocking him. It's inevitable, Dan crowed. I am inevitable. You can't stop the future any more than you could stop the sun from rising.
Clockwork's tower was nowhere to be found. Danny didn't know why he kept on searching. Sheer stubbornness, maybe. Some foolish hope beyond all hope that if he begged hard enough, Clockwork would be willing to do him a favor and rewind time back to when everything made sense.
Sometimes Danny doesn't even go to the Ghost Zone to find him.
Sometimes he'll just find some patch of the Zone with enough floating rocks and scream. Scream until his voice is hoarse and he could no longer sustain his ghost form. Until the rocks are nothing but pebbles floating in the green void. Until all that's left is the freezing cold inside of him.
The ghosts had been staying away from Amity Park.
Good.
He didn't know what he would do if any of them showed up now.
Danny woke up with his skin freezing-on-fire-cold-too-cold-he-can't-stop-sweating. He didn't remember calling anyone, but he must have, considering that someone showed up in his room with a bowl of chicken soup and a glass of Gatorade.
He should've been more alarmed at this— there was a stranger in his house. But right now his head was begging to be smashed in with a hammer and he's just glad that he was not alone.
"Do you think you could sit up and eat, Danny?" The figure sat down at the edge of his bed, one hand on top of the blanket cocoon he made for himself. A woman. An accent that was definitely not American. British, maybe? Either way, not aunt Alicia.
His stomach rumbled. At least this time it didn't feel like throwing up everything. Danny pushed himself up with aching slowness, leaning back against the headboard. Bleariness blinked away from his eyes, he saw his caretaker's features more clearly. It was—it started with a T. Tania? Tasnia? No, Talia was the name. Mr. Dusan's sister.
"Ms. al Ghul? What are you doing here?"
"You don't remember?" She sets the bowl down on his bedside table, in easy reach, and hands him the glass. "You called the number Dusan and I gave to you sounding delirious. We were worried but Dusan had some pressing business to attend to, so I came on my own."
"Oh." The drink was heaven to his parched throat. "How did you get inside?"
Her eyes—a unique shade of green—sparked with mirth. "I have my ways."
"Oh-kay." He rubbed the back of his neck, sheepish. "Thank you. For coming all this way, I mean. You really shouldn't have to come and take care of some kid you just met."
"Nonsense, Danny. I could hardly leave you alone in such conditions, it would be against my instincts as a mother."
"You have kids?"
"I have one," she said, then paused, as if contemplating something. "No, I had two."
Danny bit the inside of his cheek, thumb wiping away the condensation on the surface of his now empty glass. "I'm sorry for your loss."
Talia let out a sad sort of chuckle. "Thank you, though it's not needed. He's— my eldest son—isn't dead. Certain circumstances forced me into the position to give him up for adoption. He's alive and well, hopefully, though he probably doesn't know that I exist."
Oh. Danny didn't know what to say to that.
"You didn't try to get into contact with him?"
"What would be the point? He has his own parents now, a life free of complications. The best I could hope for was that he kept the memento I gave him."
"A memento?"
"A necklace."
Danny stilled.
It was stupid. Foolish even, to think about it. There's like over seven billion people in the world.
"What kind of necklace, if you don't mind me asking, that is."
Talia smiled, eyes glazed as if in memory. "It was a present from his father. A beautiful work of art, it was. It was a sapphire necklace— with two rows of sapphires, to be exact, cut in perfect circles and polished to a shine."
The velvet bag Danny had tucked beneath his pillow burned at the back of Danny's mind. It can't be. That was too much of a coincidence.
"Each sapphire was surrounded by gold, though there were small diamonds that surrounded the larger sapphires."
Oh god, oh god. What was his life?
"Though beautiful, my favorite part of it had to be what was within the middle sapphire. It was possible to open it, you see. And engraved inside were the words—"
"'For the greatest happiness you have given me.'"
Talia looked at him, green eyes wide. "How did you know?"
Danny found himself unable to look at her. Gingerly, he set his glass bedside table, next to his cooling bowl of chicken soup, and retrieved the velvet pouch beneath his pillow. He held the bag to her, almost reluctantly, but relinquished it once it was in her grip.
Talia opened the bag and drew out a necklace. Two rows of sapphires inlaid in gold, with the largest ones surrounded by tiny diamonds. It was beautiful, though perhaps no longer shone as it once did.
She beheld it in silence, fingers tracing the exquisite craftsmanship as if, at first, in disbelief, then in reverence. She stopped at the large sapphire on the bottom row.
After a moment, she opened it.
"My parents told me I was adopted when I was six," Danny said, unable to take the silence any longer. He tangled his fingers together, clasping and unclasping them. "They gave me that necklace— said it was from my birth mother. They never knew who she was, and the orphanage they got me from had no information either."
Tucker and Sam once asked him if he ever wanted to know who his birth mother was. Danny wasn't sure what he wanted, really. Sometimes he wondered about it, but he was content with not knowing for the most part. His parents were his parents, blood relation or no, and he looked similar enough to Jack Fenton in coloring that most people didn't question why his skin wasn't as light as theirs, or why his features were a lot sharper than theirs.
(Tucker and Sam never knew about the necklace. It was hard to explain why he never told them considering he'd tell them just about anything else— but it was different. It was…something just for him. A cold comfort in knowing that, at one point, he was someone's 'greatest happiness.')
He coughed into his elbow, a shiver racking his spine.
Warm arms enveloped him into a hug.
"It's you," Talia whispered. "It's you."
Something inside Danny seemed to click back into place. His core thrummed gently, humming a litany of feelings and words he couldn't translate. Some are apprehensive. Others are confused. But most of all it felt….happy.
Warm.
"You know that I'm adopted, right?" Danny said to Mrs. Andrews when they met up again. It was a park this time; she was really adamant on getting him out of his house.
"I am aware, yes."
"When you mentioned that all my relatives would be identified and informed… does my biological mother count too?"
Mrs. Andrews exhaled between her teeth. "I know what you're asking about, but I'm afraid it isn't an option. In adoption cases like yours, the biological parents usually relinquish all parental rights over the child. Even if we did find your biological mother, the court would never let her have custody over you again."
He shivered, pulling his jacket closer around him, and wondered why he still put so much faith in the legal system.
It was only a matter of time before Vlad came to visit him once again.
"What do you want, Vlad."
The black bags beneath Vlad's eyes were the only thing unkempt about his otherwise neat appearance. Mourning or not, his smile still made Danny's fist itch to punch it. "Why, little badger, can I not see how the son of my oldest friends is doing?"
"I'm not living with you, you fruit loop."
Vlad rolled his eyes. "Really, Daniel, this disinclination of yours is getting tiring. Just accept it and the moving process will be much, much easier."
Danny glared at him, green eyes livid. His teeth bared and gnashing. "I'd rather die than live with you."
"Well you're already halfway there. Need help finishing the job?"
He swung his fist at him, but Vlad caught it with ease. "Get out of my house!"
"There's no use in being difficult, now. You know as well as I do that the courts will inevitably choose me."
(Inevitable, Dan had said. Inevitable inevitable inevitable.)
"Shut up." Danny seethed. "Shut up, shut up, shut up!"
As he tore his hand away from Vlad's grip, a spark of power burst in between them in a blinding white light and bitter cold. Vlad threw up a shield, but Danny was too caught off guard. He was blasted back, knees hitting the armrest on the couch and nearly making him the light cleared, Danny could see swathes of crystalline ice and frost embedded in the middle of the living room.
Frost had crept up Vlad's shield, coating it in a thin wall of ice which broke the second Vlad released the barrier. Vlad looked down at the ice, face flashing between surprise, confusion, awe, before settling into a patronizing smile.
"Do you see now?" Vlad said, gesturing to the ice. "This is why I'm the only one suitable to be your guardian. I am the only one that can understand you. That knows your needs as a young half-ghost. That can guide you and teach you."
A bitter cold shook Danny's body to the core, frost seeping into his bones and the bite of winter in his lungs. A thin layer of frost coated his palms and fingertips. His face is flushed. He feels hot but the shivers won't stop.
Vlad approached, arms opened wide like he's approaching some scared animal. Like a little badger.
Danny hissed at him, scrambling to his feet to place the couch between them.
"Come on, Daniel, just let me take care of you."
"Go to hell, Vlad!"
"Tch." Vlad dropped his hands, fingers dragging through his hair in exasperation. "Fine. You know what, fine. Have it your way. Perhaps some time experiencing the mania will help you understand my meaning." He went to the door with a frustrating degree of calm. His suit cleanly pressed, not a strand misplaced in his hair, a total contrast to Danny who felt seconds away from collapsing on the floor.
"Do try to keep a hold of yourself, though," Vlad said over his shoulder. "Your parents might be dead, but they are hardly the only ghost hunters around."
He slammed the door shut.
Danny sank to his knees, arms wrapped around himself as he vigorously tried to rub his skin warm. What was wrong with him?
Was his sickness a few days ago related to this? He thought he just caught some sort of bug, or, or it was the stress of it all affecting his body, but the ice—
This wasn't a normal sickness.
Vlad called it a mania. What did that mean?
He shook his head, arm reaching for the back of the couch and hauling himself up. Figuring out Vlad's words wasn't his biggest concern; right now, Danny needed a way to get rid of this ice. Talia and Mr. Dusan were coming over soon to go over his parents' research, he needed to—
They can't figure out that he's—
Danny stumbled down to the lab, frantically looking for any of his parents' inventions that could help get rid of the ice.
No. No. Not that. Not that either.
His arm suddenly went intangible, slipping through the lab bench. The sudden momentum made him lose balance and he hit his head on the side of the bench. He staggered upright, rubbing his pounding head. What was wrong with his powers? They hadn't been this out of whack since he'd first gotten them in the accident.
A violent shiver ran through him, his breath coming out in cold mist. Frost had begun to creep outwards from the soles of his shoes.
Danny stepped back. The frost followed.
His eyes darted around the room, mind racing for a solution. His frenzied gaze landed on the ghost portal, the entrance sealed shut by the heavy metal doors. Tucker once said that he noticed that Danny seemed to recover energy faster when he was in the Ghost Zone. They'd tested it at one point by letting the Box Ghost loose on the town and seeing how much energy Danny could recover if he rested in the material world versus the Ghost Zone.
It was still a working theory. Tucker and Sam wanted to test it out some more later.
They never got a chance.
It was a long shot but it was better than nothing.
He ran to the front of the portal where the genetic locking mechanism laid. But as Danny went to push the button, ice sparked from his fingers, freezing the lock solid.
"What? No!" He slammed his fist onto the ice but the ice wouldn't break. "Nononono, this can't be happening right now."
He shivered, eyes holding a manic glint as he looked at the portal. "I'm going ghost!" Bright rings of light enveloped him, and suddenly it became impossibly colder.
Floating in the air, Danny curled in on himself, teeth chattering as he tried to regain his composure. He flew to the portal, willing himself intangible as he tried to go through the doors, but slammed into cold metal instead. Either whatever materials his parents made the door out of completely negated his intangibility or his powers were in really bad shape.
He got up, hands pressed against the portal doors. He willed himself intangible once more, but instead of his arms passing through the doors, a thick sheet of ice sprouted from his hands and started crawling up the portal. "No!"
Danny tore his hands away from the door but the ice kept growing and growing and growing. Stretched across the doors until it covered the entire entrance to the portal. Its jagged ends stopped past the octagonal metal frame and clung to the walls.
Oh god, Danny thought. This can't get any worse.
"Danny?"
And then it did.
He took a deep breath. Like a deer in headlights he turned around to see Talia and Mr. Dusan at the foot of the basement stairs. Talia was in front, a hand braced against the wall, one foot on floor and one still on the step. Dusan, ever the statuesque figure, was right behind, hands still clasped behind his back. Their eyes were, mouth slightly agape at the sight of him.
It was then that Danny registered what Talia said.
The words tumbled out of him, "You recognized me?"
He clamped his mouth shut. Idiot.
Talia took her hand off the wall and stepped completely into the lab. "Of course I would. You're my son."
The words sent a brief spark of warmth through his core. Not even his own parents recognized him when he was Phantom.
"I wasn't aware that you were a meta, Danny." She gracefully stepped around the patches of ice on the ground. "How long has this been going on?"
"Um, uh. A few months." At this point, there really was no point in lying. "Since the start of the semester."
"A lab accident, I presume."
"Yeah….uh, how did you know?"
The corners of her mouth quirked up. "No one on my side of the family has the meta gene, and while your father is quite impressive, I'm very certain he does not have it either. An accident of some sort would be the only other option."
He felt himself start to relax, muscles starting to untense at the sound of Talia's calm voice. The shivers were still present, but somehow they were a little more bearable.
"Now why don't you explain to us what happened?"
"I don't—" Danny swallowed a lump in his throat. "I don't even know what's going on, much less where to begin. All I know is that I've been feeling out of sorts for the past few weeks. I thought I was just sick but apparently it's way more than that, and I don't know what to do, I barely even know what I am, much less what's wrong with me and that fever must have done something because ever since then my powers have been on the fritz and there's this stupid ice that won't melt and I can't keep it under control and if I can't keep my powers under control how am I supposed to hide the fact that I'm a fucking ghost—"
"Slow down, slow down. You're starting to panic. Now, I need you to take a few deep breaths for me," she said, now a few feet away from Danny. "In for four…hold for seven…yes that's it, you're doing well…and out for eight."
Calm began to seep back into Danny with each breath, his mind no longer racing a million miles an hour. "Thank you— thanks, I, uhm, I feel much better now."
"That's good. Now, what was that about ghosts?"
"Uh, that I am one? Sort of? It's complicated."
"I guess we can get the full story later. Does anyone else know about this?"
"No, no one." He paused, then grimaced. "Well, there's one other person. He's sort of like me and, before you ask, I can't tell you who he is. The only other people who knew about me are the other ghosts and…Sam and Tucker."
"Not your parents?" Dusan, who had been a silent observer till now, stepped closer.
Danny shook his head. "No, I— I never got the chance to tell them. At first I wanted to keep it a secret because I didn't want them to know about the accident, but afterwards it just became harder and harder, what with their research and ghosts and the government and I just…" He sank back down to the floor, despondent. "I just didn't want them to feel…guilty, I guess."
He rubbed the back of his neck, letting out a self-deprecating laugh. "It doesn't matter now, though. It's too late to tell them either way."
"Oh, Danny, habibi. My poor child." Talia extended her arms out to embrace him, but Danny stepped back.
"I don't— my powers they're— I don't want to hurt you."
She smiled. "You won't, trust me."
Danny…Danny found himself trusting her. He let the transformation fall, taking one step closer to Talia, his hand stretched out. Their hands touched, and Talia's words rang true. The ice did not touch her, nor did the frost, and Danny breathed out a sigh of relief.
"Well, this would certainly complicate the matters of your guardianship," Dusan said, now a few feet away from them. "If I am of the correct assumption that you have no wish for anyone to know of your status. What of the man you mentioned—the one who is like you—could he take you in?"
"No. Never. That man is not an option."
Talia carded her fingers through Danny's hair in a soothing motion. "It is a shame we could not make a strong enough case to take custody of you." She paused, humming pensively. "Although…" Turning to Dusan, she continued. "Do you think father would…?"
Dusan considered it. "Well, he would certainly be delighted at the prospect of another grandchild, especially one like Danny. But you know how he is."
Danny looked at them inquisitively. Talia turned her attention back to him. "Our father—your grandfather—is a very powerful man. But he is a very secretive man, and much of his influence is in secrets and shadows. Much of his machinations he prefers to keep in the dark. But if you were willing to prove yourself to him, then it is not beyond his power to craft you a new life."
"You—you're talking about a new identity."
"Daniel Fenton could never be with us," Dusan said. "But Danyal al Ghul on the other hand…."
"I…" Danny lowered his gaze to the floor. Well, he was prepared, on some level, to give up his name. He had plans to run away, and going by 'Danny Fenton' would just be putting a target on his back if Vlad decided to look for him.
"We could be a family, Danny," Talia whispered. "Like we always should have been."
Family. The words felt warm inside his chest. At the back of his mind, his core hummed eagerly at the prospect. Family-family-a-place-to-belong.
But to give up his name…to give up his life…would he really be willing to do that? But if he wasn't, then being handed over to Vlad might as well be—
(Red eyes. A looming shadow. Screams unheard because of the explosion. A world in ruin. Inevitable. Inevitable.)
"I'll do it." He steeled his resolve. There was no other choice. "I'll go with you. What do I have to do?"
Talia grinned wide. Dusan's eyes gleamed with approval.
"Simple," he said. "We must kill Danny Fenton."
A/N:
Dusan al Ghul - The eldest son of Ra's al Ghul, he was rejected by his father for being an albino and had spent the majority of his life trying to prove himself to his father. He's also at one point been known as "The White Ghost." His and Talia's appearances in this fic are similar to how they appear in the Son of Batman movie.
The necklace - It was a gift given from Bruce to Talia during the events of Batman: Son of the Demon, and the only keepsake Talia gave to their unnamed son when she put him up for adoption. The inscription inside, however, is just something I made up.
Habibi - an Arabic word that literally means "my love" though can also be translated as "my dear," "my darling," or "my beloved." Used as a term of endearment for friends, family members, or significant others.
Danyal - an Arabic variation of the name Daniel.
