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Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Three
I Think This Might be my Last Pregnancy
"I'm thinking this might be my last pregnancy." -Gabriela Marie Casey
To say that statement caught Matt off-guard was an understatement, as he most definitely was not expecting Gabby to say that; especially not when it's always been her dream to be pregnant with their children, all of their children (in the past). And the truth was, he wasn't sure where this statement was even coming from; and that was why he really needed to get to the bottom of that statement. But first, Matt decided that he should so something else; and that would calm things down, especially after he took a moment to check Gabby's pulse. And when he last checked it, it was a bit high; and he can only assume that was due to the fact that she was worrying about what he'll say after hearing that. So now, he needs to make sure that she relaxes; and he needs to make sure that she takes it easy. And just how might he do that? Well, that would be by leaving the room; and getting her something. More specifically, he decided to get his beautiful wife some water. That way, she can take it easy and just relax, which she needs to do.
She needs to relax for the sake of their daughter, which may or may not be their last child. And that was something that he was actually still wrapping his head around because that was not what he was thinking; rather, he was thinking that they were going to go for four children. More specifically, that they would go for another daughter in the future. But at the end of the day, Matt and Gabby need to relax as they talk about this; they need to talk about this, and they need to figure it out. And he needs to figure out the reasons behind the statement. And Matt just really hopes that he can figure this out, because he doesn't want this to cause more stress than it (probably) already is in her head; and that was something that he just knew was happening, because he knows his wife better than anybody. Even though she may not be diagnosed with OCD, Matt believes that she has OCD tendencies; and that means that her head always runs wild when she has something on her mind. And that's not something that he enjoys when it happens.
Rather, he hates it; and that's due to the fact that it means that she's getting stressed, which is the last thing that he wants for the sake of their daughter. But it also might be for another reason, and that was due to the fact that she thought that he was going to be mad; especially since this is a decision that she seemingly (already) made on her own, which is something that they promised each other that they'd never do. They promised each other that they'd already make decisions together, especially when it revolves around their family; as well as their sons. But in this case, Matt does need to listen to his wife; especially since this really is a decision that Gabby can make on her own, since it's her body. The last thing that Matt would ever do to his wife is force her to get pregnant, especially after what his father did to his mother; and no, he never forced her to get pregnant as that's marital rape. And Matt is no rapist, because he isn't his father; but now, Matt needs to just talk to his beautiful wife, so that he can get her to relax right now.
Walking over to her side of the bed, Matt smiled as he looked at the most beautiful woman in the entire world; and that was due to the fact that he needs to give Gabby something, the water that he got for her. And at the same time, he was going to thank her; thank her for just breathing while he was gone, because that was what she needed to do while he was gone. She needed to breathe, and she needed to take it easy. And that's exactly what they're going to do, as they hold each other in bed and talk to each other about what's on her mind; more specifically, the fact that she doesn't want to get pregnant again. And therefore, that may mean that Bella is their last child, which is something else that they need to talk about, because he doesn't know what this means for their future. But now, it's just time for Matt to sit in bed with her; and then, he'll hold her as he makes sure that she relaxes in his arms and does some breathing. Breathing that he's going to ensure that she does, since it means that they're going to relax with each other today.
"You okay?" Looking up at Matt as he asked her that, Gabby took a breath as she put her hands on her stomach; while still trying to relax and take it easy right now, for the sake of their daughter. The truth is, that she could never forgive herself (nor does she think that Matt would forgive her) if this negatively affected their daughter; the daughter that she knows that Matt wants more than anything in the entire world, even though he doesn't say it too much. But right now, that doesn't matter; rather, what matters is that she relaxes and just takes it easy as they cuddle up to each other in bed. "Here, I got you some water; that way, you can take it easy and just relax. Okay?" Gabby nodded as she heard Matt mention that she needs to relax, because she knows that's the case. "Sorry that I'm stressing out right now." Shaking his head as Gabby grabbed her water (and took a sip), Matt smiled at his beautiful wife. "Hey, you have no reason to apologize to me. As long as you breathe, everything will be okay; I promise baby." Gabby agreed with Matt.
After which, she decided to slip over in bed; that way, Matt can get in bed with her (again) and hold her in his arms. Because at the end of the day, that was what she needs right now. She needs Matt to hold her in his arms, and make her feel better; that way, she'll feel better about everything that she just said. And there was a reason that she was saying that because she was currently a bit nervous when it came to what she just said; and she couldn't help but wonder whether Matt was mad at her, because that was her worst fear when it came to this conversation. That Matt was going to be mad at her, and that it was going to lead to them having a fight; because that most certainly was the last thing that she wanted to have with Matt on their weekend alone, as she would much rather concentrate on being loving and romantic with her dreamy husband. And the truth is, she feels like Matt feels the same way; that he'd much rather be romantic with her, than fight with her over this. And that's why Gabby decided to do something at the start.
Well, not yet; she still wanted to wait until Matt was sitting down in bed with her, so that they could hold each other close in bed. And luckily, that was exactly what she and Matt were getting ready to do right now; hold each other close as they relax together. And god, this is going to be very comfortable; and she believes that Matt is going to feel the same way. And that's due to the fact that there's nothing like the feeling of him holding her in his arms. Opening the covers, Matt smiled as he proceeded to sit down in bed next to Gabby once again; after which, he slipped close to her as he wrapped his arm around her. "God, I love it when you cuddle up to me like that." Matt agreed with his beautiful wife as she said that, well aware that was the case. After all, there's nothing better than the feeling of the two of them just holding each other close; and that was exactly what they both want to do with each other as they talk about this. They want to hold each other close, as they talk about a stressful topic. A topic that they want to talk about together now.
Cuddling up to Gabby so that he can hold her as they spoke about this hard topic, Matt turned his head so that he can kiss her forehead softly; and that was due to the fact that he wanted her to relax. He wants her to take it easy, and he wants her to make sure that they relax. "Okay, can you just promise me that you relax for our daughter?" Gabby smiled as she heard Matt say that, as that most definitely is something that she wants to do for him; she wants to make sure that their daughter is calm. Putting his hand on Gabby's stomach to make sure that she calms down, Matt smiled as he turned his head and kissed her forehead softly. "Thanks for helping me relax." Matt agreed with Gabby as she said that. "It's no problem, and I will always help you relax. In fact, maybe you should take a nap after we talk about this." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, because that was something that she definitely thought that she should do. "I think that I should as well, even thought I did just take a nap." Turning his head, Matt laughed.
"Yeah, a like 30-minute catnap. I think your head was just spinning, and it made sure that you at least got a bit of rest; but still, I know that you need more rest. And I promise that we will after we talk about this because you need to rest." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, before going to grab his hand; after which, she intertwined their fingers and turned her head to look up at the man she loves more than anything in the entire world. After which, Matt smiled as he bent down and proceeded to kiss his beautiful wife softly; taking things nice and slow with Gabby, Matt smirked due to the fact that he loves her more than anything in the entire world. After all, what's better than the two of them just holding each other close. "God, I just love that we're holding each other close right now." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, before smiling as she looked up at the man she loves; after which, he kissed her forehead and just smiled due to the fact that this is everything that he wants to do with his wife. But still, they do need to talk some more.
"Okay, so I think we need to keep talking about this. But while we do need to talk about this, we also need to just stay calm and relax; because that's what you need to do." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, before smiling as she leaned up and then proceeded to kiss her softly; taking things nice and slow with the man she loves, Gabby smirked due to the fact that Matt truly is the man of her dreams. And that was why she's really happy that Matt is her husband, and that he's the father of her children. "Okay, so back to this conversation; and we need to talk about how I'm thinking that I don't want to be pregnant again, and whether you're okay with that." Seeing that Gabby was already starting to get a bit stressed again, Matt agreed with Gabby before kissing her forehead softly. "Hey, take a breath and relax; okay Gabby?" Gabby agreed with Matt as he told her that, well aware that was something that she needs to do right now. "But Gabby, I want to just say that I love you; and that I am always going to understand your decisions." Gabby agreed.
"I'm glad that you're telling me that. I was just worried, because that wasn't something that I always knew you'd do in the past." Matt agreed with Gabby as she told him that, well aware that was the case; after which, he pressed his lips to her forehead and just smiled at the woman he loves more than anything in the entire world. After which, he bent down and proceeded to kiss his beautiful wife softly. "God, you are so damn sexy; and I am so glad that this is everything that I want, I want to hold you…and we need to talk to each other right now. So, what's going on right now Gabby? Take a breath for me, and just relax." Gabby agreed with Matt. "I just…I don't want you to be mad at me for the reasons behind me not wanting to be pregnant again." Slipping down in bed some more, Matt made sure that Gabby was laying down too; after which, he brought Gabby close to him and just cuddled up to him. After which, he proceeded to kiss her forehead softly. "Hey, take a breath and just relax; okay Gabby?" Gabby agreed with Matt as she laid down.
Laying down in bed with Matt again, Gabby just put her hand on his chest as she stroked his nice abs with her thumb; at the same time, Matt slipped his arm under her head and cuddled up to his girl. Putting his hand on Gabby's arm, Matt smiled as he turned his head and looked down at his gorgeous wife; looking down into her eyes, Matt smiled as he proceeded to whisper to him. "Hey, look up at me." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that. "Yeah?" Matt smiled. "I'm here for you, and I'm ready to talk to you; all you need to know is that you need to relax. You need to take it easy, and you just need to make sure that everything is okay." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, well aware that was the case. "Just talk to me and let me know what's going on in your head." Gabby took a breath, before looking down. "You're going to think that I'm selfish when I tell you why I don't want to get pregnant again?" Matt laughed as he heard Gabby say that, because that most definitely isn't something that he can ever judge her on.
"Hey, look up into my eyes." Gabby agreed with Matt, before looking up at him as he said that. "Gabby, I'm in no place to judge okay? Remember, I'm the one who didn't want you to get pregnant in the first place; I almost blew up our marriage, because I didn't want you to get pregnant with Matteo and Noah. And now, I regret that more each and every day, because I love Matteo and Noah more each and every day. I love my sons, almost as much as I love my gorgeous wife; and I love her more each and every day. And that's just a fact that you can't deny." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, well aware that was the case. After which, she leaned up and proceeded to take things nice and slow with the best man in the entire world; the only man that she could ever see herself being married to. After which, she put her hand on his neck and leaned up to kiss him softly. Taking things nice and slow with her husband, Gabby smirked due to the fact that this is everything that she wants right now. She wants to take things nice and slow with Matt.
Moving his hand to her neck, Matt smiled as he stroked her cheek and just took things nice and slow with Gabby; after which, he pulled away and rolled over on top of the woman he loves. Afterwards, he put his hand on her stomach and looked down into her eyes; after which, Gabby put her hand on his cheek and looked up into his eyes. "Matt, I need you to know something else." Matt agreed with Gabby as she said that. "What is it baby?" Gabby sighed. "There's reasons why I don't want to get pregnant again." Matt agreed. "And what are those." Gabby sighed. "Listen, as much as I want a fourth child; I want to also have more time to work, I want to concentrate on ELLA more. And I just…it's so uncomfortable as I work. I want to work so much on this business, and I am worried that you're going to be mad at me about that." Matt shook his head as he heard Gabby say that, as that's not something that he's going to judge her for. "Hey, take a breath and just relax baby." Gabby agreed with Matt, smiling at her loving husband.
After which, she leaned in and proceeded to kiss him softly. Taking things nice and slow with Matt, Gabby smirked due to the fact that she knew that he was going to talk to her in a moment; after which, Matt put his hand on her neck and looked down into her eyes. "Hey, I understand your reasons. It's a lot to deal with, and it's also something that you need to talk to me about. If you don't want to be pregnant again, then I just need to understand that; because this is your decision Gabby, and I need to respect your decision because I love you. I love you Gabby, and I will always respect your decision." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, before smiling as she puts her hands on his muscular chest; after which, Matt put his hand on her arm and smiled as he started to take things nice and slow with the most beautiful woman in the entire world. And god, she is so damn sexy; and he loves her so damn much. "God, I love you, and I am so glad that this is what we're in the midst of doing right now; just having a bunch of fun with each other."
Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, smiling at the man she loves more than anything in the entire world; after which, he took things nice and slow with her once again. Moving his hand to her stomach again, Matt just smirked before feeling Gabby push him onto his back. "Damn baby, so sexy." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, before putting her hands on his muscular chest; after which, he put his hand on her neck. Leaning up, Matt smirked as he took things nice and slow with the most beautiful woman in the entire world. "God, I love you so much; and I am so proud to call you my wife." Gabby agreed with Matt as he told her that, well aware that was the case. "Hey, I know that baby; and I am so glad that you're my husband too." Matt smiled as he leaned up and proceeded to take things nice and slow with her, after which she laid her head down on his chest; wrapping her arms around him afterwards, Gabby smiled as she just cuddled up to Matt. After which, Matt put his hand on her back. "Good, I thought we were going to go for it."
Gabby laughed as she heard Matt say that. "Oh, does somebody want to have sex with his wife?" Matt agreed with Gabby as she asked him that, before smirking as he turned his head as they held each other close; afterwards, Matt rolled over onto his side and just brought her body close to him. Wrapping his arms back around her, Matt smiled as she wrapped her arms around his back and just cuddled up to him. Moving his lips to Gabby's forehead, Matt smiled as he looked down at his gorgeous wife and just smirked due to the fact that this is something that he wants to do right now; he wants to take things nice and slow with his wife, and that most definitely does include the two of them making love to each other. "God, you are so damn sexy; and I love the fact that you're not wearing your bra right now, because that's really turning me on." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, before feeling him tug her body against his chest (as much as he could). After which, Matt smiled as he took things nice and slow with his gorgeous wife.'
After which, Gabby tugged the covers up on top of the both of them so that she could give Matt the message that she wants to give him; she wants to give him the message that she wants him in bed. "Baby, don't wait." Matt smirked as he heard Gabby said that, before moving his hand to her side; after which, he bent down and kissed her softly. Moving her hands to Matt's back, Gabby smiled as they both held each other close; after which, Matt slipped his arm under her head due to the fact that he wants to make sure that he does it right. "I still want to do it right. I want to make sure that I take things nice and slow with you." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, well aware that was the case. After which, she leaned up and just smiled as she took things nice and slow with him. "Baby, I don't want to worry too much about this okay? Everything will be okay." Matt agreed with Gabby as she said that, well aware that was going to be the case; after which, he proceeded to grab Gabby's neck and started to take things nice and slow with his beautiful wife. He then proceeded to kiss her forehead as they held each other close, before bending down and kissing her again.
"God, I love you." Gabby agreed with Matt as he told her that he loves her, and that most definitely is something that she already knows. She knows that Matt loves her, and she was so glad that it was exactly what they were in the midst of doing right now. They were getting ready to take things nice and slow with each other, and make love to each other; after which, me moved his hand back to her back and ran his wedding band down her back. After which, Gabby ran her hands down his muscular chest as they both held each other close. "I am so glad that this is what we're in the midst of doing right now, and I am just so happy over the fact that we're going to have sex with each other; especially when I am so damn hormonal." Matt laughed as he heard Gabby say that, well aware that was the case. After which, he took things nice and slow with his girl. "I mean, what's better than the feeling of us having sex with each other; and I am so ready to just have fun with you." Gabby agreed with Matt as he said that, before leaning up and kissing him softly. After which, he took things nice and slow with Gabby.
Running his hand down her body, Matt proceeded to grab her underwear so that he can take them off; after which, Matt smiled as he proceeded to tug on them. And that was due to the fact that he wants to have a bunch of fun with each other. He wants to just take things nice and slow with his beautiful wife, and they want to make love to each other; afterwards, Matt tugged her underwear down and proceeded to throw them away. Moving her hands down Matt's body, Gabby smirked as she was ready to take off his boxers; that way, she could give him some more pleasure. Pleasure that Gabby knew that Matt was going to enjoy. After which, she tugged on his boxers and went ahead and started to slip them down; after which, Matt helped her so that he can go and throw them away. After which, Matt smirked as he proceeded to take them out from under the covers. Going to throw them away, Matt smirked due to the fact that this is something that they both want. Throwing his boxers away, Matt smirked at his beautiful wife today.
After which, Matt moved his hand to her side and just tugged her body against his chest; after which, he took things nice and slow with the most beautiful woman in the entire world, his gorgeous wife Gabriela Marie Casey. And let's just say that this was exactly what he wanted right now, some intimate time with his wife.