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Chapter 28
8 months Later
Love ain't simple.
Before we found love.
This is us.
Brenda and Brendan are 8 months old and thriving. Hitting all the milestones. Ethan is 7. Officially in junior leagues now. After hearing his dad's stories of being apart of that and the Rivrcourt.
He was coming into his own so much more now. It was amazing to see.
I was wrong. Blaming Lucas. I know that. I didn't deal with that situation properly at all. These months were hard on our relationship.
And given how the pregnancy has changed my body and has me viewing myself is a side affect that i wasn't prepared for.
I don't feel attractive and i have no desire to tear off my clothes in some passion filled moment.
I don't want Lucas to see me either. And he hasn't.
We haven't been close the way we used to be. And that's on me.
"Take it from someone who's been there done that. Plastic surgery done for cosmetic reasons has to be done for the right reasons. If i could go back i wouldn't of done it." Rachel confesses.
Looking to her closest friend.