Bella's pov

Three years ago all I ever wanted, all I ever thought about, was Edward. I was head over heels in love with him. I knew what he was but I didn't care. I loved him. That's all what mattered.

Then he left. What was said and the truth were two different things. He said I was bad for him, a bad person, a bad influence. The reality was that he knew if he stayed I'd end up a vampire. I mean if he really wanted to leave for my well being why couldn't he just say he didn't love me? I never dated another guy after him. Why? Because I was convinced I was a bad person. That I was bad for everyone and no one would want me.

It's kind of funny how he leaves so I don't become a vampire, three years with no contact with any of them. Yet here I am, somehow. Is it proof that you can't stop things that were meant to happen? Or is it just dumb luck?

Maybe me and the Cullens are like magnets. I mean out of every hospital there is, I end up at the one where Carlisle just happens to be at. I mean I didn't realize they were even in New York, nor did I know Carlisle worked a few blocks from where I lived. I mean maybe somethings are just meant to happen and no matter how hard you try to stop it.

If Edward knew I was going to end up like this would he of left? When he finds out will he be mad at Carlisle for turning me? Or will he be glad I'm not dead?

Suddenly Alice took me away from my thoughts.

"Bella, I know what you are thinking about. He's not worth the time."

"I know. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't get back with him but I know I'm going to have to face him eventually." I paused

"What if he really did leave just so this didn't happen to me? And it still happened. If he knew there wasn't a way out of it would he of left?"

"Oh, Bella. My predictions aren't always accurate definitely for the ones years away. Almost every one showed you becoming a vampire. Some were at 18 others at 25. The one thing for certain there wasn't many paths with you staying human. He ran from it. That's on him."

"Am I ever going to find someone"

"Of course you will Bella, all you have is time"

"I guess at least I'm old enough where I don't have to keep going through high school" I laughed and she joined me

One month later

It was my first day of work. I was really excited. Alice helped me put the lenses in. With the unique eye color, Carlisle was going to introduce me as his half-sister. Since he was changed at twenty-three we were close enough in age that it was believable. He said in future relocations when we have counterfeit papers I'll just be his sister but since the years on mine or still good he didn't see the point to do it to change my last name.

I know he was pretending to be closer to thirty in Forks but it seems weird no one was suspicious of him fostering kids not too much younger than him. Now since it's only the two the story was he felt really bad for them. Alice and Jasper are said to be sixteen now instead of nineteen and twenty-five for him. I think twenty-five makes it more believable for being a half-sister. In two years would you really believe his parents separated, found someone else, and had a baby in that short amount of time. With four years I feel like it's more likely.

But I quickly put a pair of scrubs on and put my hair into a really tight ponytail. Then, I met Carlisle in the car.

"Are you ready" he asked. I nodded.

"You nervous"

"Not about the job itself, more of about the people. If people are going to think we are half-siblings what if they ask about it? What if I mess up"

"Just say that I stayed with my father and you stayed with our mother and we only saw each other a few times throughout our childhood but recently reconnected. Maybe make up a story about a holiday. Do you think you can do that" I nodded

Three hours later

When we walked in together I could feel the stares. I knew he was the popular doctor here. I understand it vampires have no imperfections. They are gorgeous. It makes sense. I really hope people don't start drooling over me like they are for him though. Hi

He made it so for my first week I'll just be shadowing him. Simple stuff taking blood, blood pressure, temperature, filling out some charts, etc. I wouldn't be surprised if people do everything to make him happy here.

"Do you always get stares like this when you walk in"

"Sometimes, follow me"

"The hospital has teams. I made sure you were one mine. Other then us it's two more nurses and a doctor.. I'll introduce you. These are really the only people who it'll matter what you say and how you act. The others here probably won't notice enough to think about it" I nodded

As we approached them I was a bit scared. If my heart still beat it be pumping out of my chest.

"Bella this is Doctor Smith. He hates formalities, and prefers to be called by his first name which is Alexzander. Those are the other nurses Samuel and Emma" He paused

"And everyone this is my half-sister Bella. She will be joining us starting today"

I smiled. I could feel them staring. Maybe it was just wondering about the strange gold eye genes. Or wondering if everyone from our made-up family was so pale. Then before I knew it they all greeted me and were on hour way.

We all did the routine stuff. Updating charts. Taking blood. Asking for urine samples. Until it happens.

We were at the ambulance entrance when it happened. Someone was rushed in. Whoever it smelled like a wet dog. Then I heard the moan of pain. The familiar voice

"Jacob" I said in shock low enough so no other other than Carlisle could hear.

Carlisle walked over. He hasn't personally met him before but he knew Forks was filled with werewolves. He knew he just had to break his bones so they'd heal properly.

He walked towards the group and said "I can do this one on my own. Just a few broken bones. How about you three take a break? Want to come to watch Bella" I nodded. As I walked away I heard one of them say "Are we sure they are siblings and not something else" Emma lightly hit the guy that said it

Jacob was in the room.

"Bella do you know what your friend is" Carlisle asked

"A werewolf" I said

"Werewolves heal really fast. We are going to have to break his bones until they heal correctly"

"Break his bones" I said concerned

"Yes"

At that moment Jacob came back to reality. He saw me. He saw Carlisle. He looked back and forth a few times.

"You" he said in a loud tone looking at Carlisle

"Jacob stop it" is all I managed to say

"Three years it what it took to get over him. Three years. You got a degree and wanted to move somewhere far away from anyone you knew. In reality you found him"

"Jake, he's not here. I didn't even know that any of them were here"

"Then what you just happen to be a vampire because you bumped into each other again" he asked rather rudely

Carlisle intervened. "Jacob, she was moments from death. One of the worse car accidents I've seen in a while. I have her the choice. If you are going to tear into her because she didn't want to die though"

Jacob's face instantly went from angry to sad. "Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean it"

"Can you push on his left ribs and I'll do his right ones" I nodded. Twenty minutes later they were healed correctly

We were about to leave when he said "I came to surprise you. I ran here. I was so close and then I got hit by a car. I'm really sorry for what I said" he paused

"But do you think working in a hospital is a good idea"

I froze. Not knowing how to respond.