Ever since Rated RKO was created Randy Adam have gotten very close and frankly it has made Jay quite jealous and lonely. He didn't want to confront Adam about it or anything but they're just friends so it shouldn't be that big of a deal. But to him it is, Like whenever he tried to talk to his best friend before a match Randy shows up and distracts Adam and leaves jay standing awkwardly, alone and ignored. He knows its not Randy nor Adam's fault but he cant help but be upset.
To be completely honest Jay wants Adam all to himself but of course that cant happen because Adam is as straight as a stick (so he thinks ). He knows that sounds pretty weird and self centered but he doesn't mean it that way, Jay has recently come to terms with his sexuality and feelings for Adam, He doesn't know why he feels like this and feels pretty ashamed that he does so he's trying to now hide his feelings for as long as he can and to distance himself away from Adam to try and make them go away.
"I'm so stupid! How i let this happen! Why do you make me feel this way Adam. Why. Its not like you'll ever care anyways you're always off with your little randy" Jay rants to himself while sobbing.
Hes currently in his change room getting ready to have a match with- you guess who- yup Randy, and who's accompanying him to ring- yup Adam. OF COURSE. All he wants is edge and christian to be back together. No more rated rko, he just wants his best friend back.
While hes finished getting dressed he wipes his tears and puts on a happy face and walks out to the gorilla.
"Hey Jaybird you ready for your match with Randy" Adam greets Jay
"Yeah i am, Honestly cant wait for it to be over though i just wanna get back to bed" Jay answers
"Hey Adam Come here" Randy asks while Adam walks back over
he felt his heart drop to his stomach and just like that jay was forgotten about. Once again.
He heard his music hit and walked out and did his usual entrance. After his was finished rated rko's song started playing and Randy and Edge started walking out. Without realizing it Christian was glaring pretty harshly at Randy.
During the match Christian was doing pretty good until he felt Randy throw an extra hard punch, he doesn't know if it was by accident or not but he felt that it was on purpose. All he knew was that it was going to leave a black eye in the morning.
While he was distracted feeling his face Randy did a rko on him and ended the match. Jay just felt like he wanted to cry.
Adam was watching the match between Jay and Randy until he saw Randy throw a really hard punch that actually made Jay blind sighted and actually take a step back while covering his face. It actually made Adam quite worried and told himself to check up on Jay later. Recently hes felt that Jay hasn't been as talkative as he usually is and its made Adam a bit upset because he doesn't know whats wrong. He tries to talk to Jay but Randy always shows up and forces Adam to listen to him.
Adam watched Randy hit an rko on Jay and pin him for the three count. Adam acted very happy for randy and hugged him while walking back up the ramp but frankly all he wanted to do was go see Jay, he knew he wasn't badly hurt or anything but he just felt that he had to- no needed to see Jay, Adam's been ignoring him lately and it hasn't even been on purpose and he feels really bad because he doesn't mean to ignore him.
Jay walks backstage into his dressing and locks door and starts to undress himself. Once hes done changing his pants but keeps his shirt off he looks in the mirror and starts to cry. Nobody could ever love someone like him, especially Adam that's why he probably always ignores him, because he doesn't want to be seen with him. No one does.
Adam walks through the hallways trying to find Jay locker room. When he finally does he goes to knock but hears muffled sobs.
"Jay..? Are you alright" Adam asks Softly while knocking on the door.
When Jay doesn't answer but keeps sobbing Adam checks if the door is unlocked and opens it softly.
When he does, his heart nearly breaks. He catches Jay looking at himself topless in the mirror sobbing while touching his stomach.
"Jaybird whats wrong?" Adam asks him softly while slowly walking towards him.
Jay jumps a bit startled when he hears his voice and Adam instantly feels bad for frightening him.
"A-Adam what are doing here? Why aren't you with Randy" Jay exclaims while wiping his tears
"Jay i came to come see you. Are you okay?" Adams asks Jay
"Yeah i'm fine, Whats up?" Jay exclaims nonchalantly with his lip trembling.
"Jason you're not okay, You can talk to me you know what right? We're best friends" Adam reassures him.
"Are we though Adam because he rarely come and see me anymore to talk or anything and we never hang out how we used to, you're always off with Randy" Jay tells him quite coldly
"what? Jay-" Adam starts
"Do you not want to be seen with me? Am i too ugly and boring to be seen with edge anymore because you've changed quite a bit. What happened to the Adam i love" Jay exclaims sadly
he almost starts to cry again before he realizes what hes said and instantly freezes
"T-the Adam you what? Wait you're gay?" He starts
"Adam i'm so sorry i-"
"Wait so is that why you're always glaring daggers at Randy? You're jealous? Jay i'm so sorry i never meant to ignore you i didn't even realize it was happening. I love you to alright, its been so hard to come to terms with and i didn't know how to react" Adam explains softly
"Wait you're gay to?" Jay asks in the most confused tone ever and a straight face
"yeah" Adam laughs slightly
"And what the hell do you mean are you 'quote on quote' to ugly and boring to be around me? Jay you are the most beautiful man I've ever my laid eyes on, and your laugh is the most beautiful sound I've ever heard and i could listen to it all day. Jason Reso you make me the happiest man when i'm with you. Nobody can make me laugh like you, you make everyday entertaining Jay. I love spending my time with you Jaybird" Adam explains
"Adam stop lying there's not way i'm the most beautiful man you've ever laid your eyes on" Jay whispers sarcastically while almost starting to cry again
Adam hugs him and starts to rub his bareback and his other hand slowly reaches down and lightly squeezes his ass
"How about i show you how beautiful you are" He whispers
"A-Adam!" Jay blushes profusely
"I-i'm sorry" Adam laughs
"i'm serious though i will seriously show you if you want me too because trust me Jay i ain't lying."
"Please show me" Jay mutters just below a whisper
"what was that darling?" Adam asks while grinning
"Please show me how beautiful i am Adam, because maybe then ill believe you" Jay asks cheekily while also slightly embarrassed while still blushing majorly
"Of course i will Jay, Remember all you gotta do is ask"
"But please seriously remember you are worth so much jaybird and anybody would be lucky to have you. I love you"
"i love you to Addy"
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