Hello there, and thanks for the reviews. I know it's taking long!

This one is a bit shorter than the others, and less dramatic but I hope you like it.

Work has been really hard, you know? Seeing Quinn every damn day, passing by each other like we're invisible. It's like we don't even exist to each other anymore. Thank God Karen noticed I was uncomfortable and had Quinn move to the warehouse. But send Britt with her too.

And at school it has been even harder, seeing her everyday, sitting in front of me, not saying a word while I used to make her laugh all the time. She's not hanging out at our usual table either, she just goes get Puck and they go somewhere else. Puck looks so happy tho.

That day Quinn didn't even go to school at all and Puck stopped me after 3rd period.

-Dude, stop.

He said.

-Oh you're talking to me finally?

I said turning around and waiting for Puck.

-Wanna ditch class? I miss you

-Sure, I miss you too Puck

We walked to his car, not really talking, he was kind of nervous, he played some music and I was surprised by the fact that he didn't pull out a blunt, that's what we usually do.

-Why are you and Quinn not talking, dude? She's really bummed about it, she didn't even showed up to class today cause of that

-Overreacting much?

-Nah, seriously. We only have a few weeks left together, and it sucks not hanging out with both of you.

-She was being an asshole at work dude, you know she is a bit… unstable

-Why was she an asshole?

-Honestly, I don't even remember, man. But I'm not gonna be the first one to talk to her, so...

I shrugged, but Puck looked at me with concern.

-San, you're heading off to college soon, man. Let's just enjoy this time. We won't be younger than today, you know? After high school, we gotta deal with a bunch of responsibilities and shit... And I just don't want things to end like this.

-Alright softie, I'll talk to her, just give me some time, aight?

-Promise?

-Yeah

I said laughing softly and rolling my eyes because Puck wasn't a very sensible guy to begin with.

-I'm happy with her, you know?

-You look happy. Would you stop talking to me if she asked you to?

-No way dude

I was looking at myself in the mirror and remembered how I used to give Sam a hard time for having the visor mirror down, seriously, only women use it, so who did he get in his car? He always claimed it was his mom but, you can't never be sure.

-Is she a jealous girlfriend?

Puck chuckled and nodded

-She's a bit insecure

I had a hair tie in my wrist so I took it off and put in the car floor

-If she's toxic she'll notice the mirror and the hair tie, so you better run

Puck laughed but agreed on my little experiment

Later that day, after school and practice, I had to drag myself to work. Britt had the day off, so I had no choice but to take the bus. When I finally made it there, guess who I see? Puck dropping off Quinn, and her hair was all messed up. They were probably going at it, making out or whatever. Ugh. I thought I could still talk to Quinn today, but after witnessing that, I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

Then everything got crazy at work.

-Santana, ugh you're here, the boss is coming and I'm backed up on some paper work, I need you to help me with that

Karen said as soon as I walked in that door while she was apparently on a call and also checking out some clients, she was clearly stressed out.

-I've never done paperwork

-Where's the other girl?

-I think she's outside

Karen looked out the door and saw Quinn still saying goodbye to Puck.

-Girl, clock in, PLEASE!

I found it funny how desperate she seemed but I walked straight to the office followed by Karen and Quinn.

-Alright, you two, I don't know what the hell's going on between you, but I need you to get it together. This whole situation is driving me insane. Blast some music or whatever. And Quinn, babe, can you teach her how to fill out those damn sales forms? Thanks a million. I'll bring you girlies some lunch. Have fun.

Karen left and the silence in the room was super awkward but finally Quinn approached me, she stood behind me while I was sitting in front of the computer.

-Okay, you need to open this program

She said but I clicked on the wrong one

-No, no look

Quinn had to reach over me to grab the mouse. Her hand brushed against mine, and damn, her body was so close to mine. It felt like ages since we've been this near. And let me tell you, I swear there was some electric spark between us. But seriously, I can't be the only one feeling this, right? A touch can't be this intense if it's all one-sided.

The program opened and Quinn moved a bit to teach me how to use it and fill out shit. Good thing I was a quick learner, so she did her thing in one computer and left me in another one. The silence was still awkward though.

-I'll play some music

I said

-Please!

Awkward. I opened spotify, logged in and noticed a new song featuring Lana del Rey. I got so excited.

-Holy shit, did you see this?

I asked Quinn and played the song

-Is that Lana?

-Yup

We listened to the song, time and time again, Quinn started to analyze the lyrics and gave me a full lecture about what they could mean. We were working but we also talked a lot, and I realized how much I miss her.

Before finding out I had a crush on her, I liked her as a friend, I enjoyed talking to her and learning about new books and just enjoying music together. Karen brought us some burgers and we ate in that tiny room, no time for breaks. We finally got the job done and Quinn was about to go tell Karen but I stopped her.

-Let's take a break please, don't tell her yet

-I like the way you think

I smiled and got up so I could stretch, Quinn was going back to her seat but suddenly I felt her arms tight around me

-I missed you Santana, don't stop talking to me please, I love you so much, you're my best friend, and I know Britt is your best friend, but I don't care, You're mine.

I hugged her back, I know that I love you doesn't mean the same as I'd like but I take it.

-Don't be an asshole then

-What did I do?

-I don't even remember

I admitted laughing but not letting go of her, instead she held me even closer. We catched up and after a much needed break we told Karen we were done.

-Ugh, you're angels! Thank you. You still have like 30 minutes left, but go home, I don't care. Thanks for helping me with this shit

We took her offer of course.

Seeing Quinn after making up was easier, I could get used to seeing her with Puck, but the first time I saw her approaching the table, hugging Puck from behind, sliding her beautiful hands on his chest, kissing him on the cheek just to sit right next to him, ugh it was painful.

I just smiled at her but couldn't really make small talk, I wasn't mad at her or anything, but damn, I wished I was Puck, and that's something I never thought would cross my mind.

Brittany knows me better than anyone and when Quinn or Puck started to get affectionate she would get me out of that situation. Is not that they were showing off or something but, Puck's hand holding Quinn's was enough for me.

-San, we should go to the library, we have to work on the final project.

Britt said just as my eyes were focused on these two holding hands and my mind was gone. I was a bit confused but then I shaked my head and cleared my throat.

-Yeah, totally

We were basically done with the project but I'd rather be at the library than seeing them together. Mercedes, Britt and me stood up and walked out, I looked back and Quinn was staring at me. She gave me a small wave goodbye and I did the same.

Catching up with Quinn at work was easier, it's like we both forget that she had a boyfriend, she would always greet me with a hug and my hand would linger on her waist or her forearm before letting go.

This was our last few weeks together, prom dance was a nightmare because we had to sing with the glee club but I was enjoying this last few weeks with my friends.

Quinn looked gorgeous to no one's surprise, and I hate to admit it, but Puck didn't do her justice. She was stunning, while her date was just meh. Personally, I never found Puck attractive, maybe that's why we made better friends than anything else.

Mr. Schue insisted that Quinn and I sing a song for the dance. We wanted to go with Lana, but he went for "Take My Breath Away." Gotta admit, we sounded pretty damn good together. And when we hit those last few notes, Quinn wrapped her arms around my waist and I soaked up every second of that short moment.

Quinn ended up winning Prom Queen, of course. I was up against her, but I didn't even bother campaigning. Some jock dude got the Prom King title, and there I stood, right next to Puck, watching them stumble through an awkward dance. Truth be told, I was way more jealous than Puck, but he got his slow dance with Quinn right after. While Quinn rested her head on Puck's shoulder, our eyes locked, and she flashed me a small, sincere smile. Naturally, I returned it with all the genuine warmth I could.

I walked to my table with Britt and Mercedes and the other glee girls and Sam stopped me.

-You're graduating soon

-I know

I responded a little confused.

-I might not be your favorite person right now, but damn, I'm gonna miss you when you head off to Kentucky and kick ass. Can we have a dance together? Just for the good times?

He asked. Sam was never really a problem, to be honest. If anything, I was the one being a jerk. I never fell in love with him, but we did have some seriously fun times. And if I think back to before Quinn came into the picture, I was totally obsessed with Sam. I guess I have a thing for hot blondes. Anyway, I accepted his offer because, truthfully, I was gonna miss him too.

So, we hit the dance floor and it felt good. Being with Sam always felt good, but it just never felt right, you know? The song ended, and I pulled back a bit. Sam flashed me a smile.

-You know, if you ever ask, I'd drive to Kentucky in a heartbeat

He said in my ear.

-Even after my little scene on New Year's Eve?

I questioned.

-You know me

He replied with his always charming smile. I couldn't help but smile too, and I gently brushed his cheek.

-I'm gonna miss my Ken doll, I gotta admit

I confessed.

-It was an honor being your "boy toy"

-Haha, you're so dumb! But just so we're clear, we're not leaving together tonight, okay?

-Yeah, got it

-And we're definitely not kissing

I added.

-I know, I know. But how about one more song?

He said with that charming smile still on his face. I noticed Quinn making her way off the dance floor and taking a seat. With a nod, I agreed to one more dance with Sam.

And just like that, the night was over, all fun, my jealousy didn't show, there was no drama, well I thought I saw Rachel crying over not winning prom queen but she wasn't even nominated. Didn't pay much attention to that to be honest.

One week left and I was just taking it all in, I was going to miss this place, not just Quinn, but my friends, my youth!

This day me and Brittany were being silly and writing on a piece of paper when Quinn got to the table.

-Are you doing homework?

She said a little confused, classes were practically over, we were just waiting for graduation.

-We're doing a contract

Britt replied and made Quinn chuckle

-What kind of contract?

-It stipulates that santana has to go to LA to visit me and go to disney together some time in the next 4 months, and I'll go to Kentucky and figure out what's there to do

Britt said

-We don't know shit about kentucky

I said looking up at Quinn with a smile, it was just a silly moment with my best friend. She was going to LA to pursue her dancing career and I know she will do great things where she goes.

-Wanna be our witness?

I asked Quinn and she agreed with a smile, we signed and just laughed it off, we had two copies tho, one for each, because I was going to follow my contract and I'm sure Britt too.

Graduation was here finally, it was hard not seeing Puck wearing a gown with all of us. We've been together since I can remember, hopefully he does well next year, he is really smart. But it was good to graduate with the rest of my friends.

I felt like the last few months I didn't enjoy them that much, it was all about Quinn, but I don't really regret it. She came over to hug me and the feeling of her so close to me and what I felt the whole school year thanks to her woke up something inside me.

We had a graduation party at my house, Puck and Quinn didn't come and I didn't push it because I know how Puck was feeling.

Karen threw a small goodbye party for me and Britt on our last day at the job, Quinn was there this time, we all had pizza and cake. I was going to miss this place. She even closed the store for 30 minutes so we could have some peace. People were mad of course but now nobody don't cared.

-I just want to say before we get back to business. This two girls are going to make it out of this crappy city so yay to them

Karen said while doing small claps, talking about me and Britt

-Brittany here I heard she is an awesome dancer and I'm sure she'll be dancing for beyonce one day, I'm so glad I met you girlie.

Britt just smiled and I hugged her a bit

-And Santana, oh my. You should all keep up because Santana was the best of ya'll. Not only did she have the best sales record, but she won me over. I was really excited to come to work just to hang out with this angel.

I was really blushing, Karen was being too sweet.

-She made me laugh the whole day, she had the best gossip, I got to trust her within minutes of knowing her, and she's hot as fuck, really Santana, if you ever want to experiment with a woman, I got you

Karen winked at me and I just laughed it off

-Should've tell me sooner, I don't want to make you fall in love and then leave

I said jokingly and i catched Quinn over the corner of my eye, crossing her arms and rolling her eyes, and I just smiled. As much as I hated it, I wanted her to react to me. I know that even though she's with the puck she feels things for me, and these little moments just confirm it.

-I'm gonna miss you girl, don't forget about me

Karen said and then we hugged and I heard Quinn clearing her throat, another smile escaped my lips.

The little party was over and everyone came to say their goodbye to me and Britt, Quinn didn't though, everyone started to work but she stayed to clean up the break room where we were eating, I stayed to help.

-Are you going to miss me, santana? I know we've grown apart this last few weeks, but… ugh is hard for me to think about not having you around

-Oh come on, I'll be coming home often, is not that far away

-Is not the same

Quinn touched my hand and made me look her in the eyes. As soon as I caught that beautiful green color I had to look at something else because I would lose it and start crying.

-Promise me you will still text me

Quinn said

-Of course Quinn

-Even if you find new friends, or even a girlfriend…

I smiled at her request

-What if I find a girlfriend and she doesn't let me talk to you

-Well, dump her, duh

She said rolling her eyes followed by a smile

-I don't think a girlfriend would be cool with me staying friends with you

-How so?

I took a deep breath and it was time to be sincere

-Because I would tell them about you

-What will you tell them?

Quinn said in a soft voice that made me shiver and her hand was running up and down my arm, I bet she felt my skin goosebumps.

-They'll probably ask me if I had s girlfriend and I'll say no, but I'll tell them about this huge crush I had with my friend

-Britt?

She asked, not looking at me, just looking at our hands

-You know it's you, and you love knowing that. It shouldn't come as a surprise, I told you I liked you long ago. I just wasn't what you wanted I guess. But that didn't stop my feelings for you every time you do shit like this.

I motioned to our holding hands

-I feel things that i've never felt before. Like really Quinn, you made me realize how fucking gay I am. Like really. Physically, oh my god, you're like a fucking dream. Like if I had a wishlist you would check all the boxes.

Quinn smile and intertwined our fingers

-But thank you, for being with Puck, cause I had to get over my feelings real fast. Like overnight. He's my homeboy, you know?

-So, you're over this little crush?

-Yep, I mean you're still fucking beautiful but I'll admire from a distance

I said with a sigh and smiled, let go of her hand, kissed her on the cheek and after a deep breath I left her there, walking out of the room. Quinn just took a seat and watched me go. That was our goodbye. I didn't really see her after that, and I was okay with that.

I felt like it was the perfect moment for a kiss, but all I could think was Puck.

After all that emotional shit, my friends saying goodbye, my family, packing my things, I was ready to go. Britt drove with my mom to Kentucky which was so nice of her, we got to say a last goodbye before a new start.

Now I'm sure about who I am and what I like, not sure what's coming for me at college, but I'm a bit excited.

This is so not the end. Be ready for things to get a bit spicier.

I know this was shorter but I hope you enjoy reading it!