Last chapter had some technical issues but it's fixed now :D
Thanks for reading and reviewing, I know it was a bit sad how it ended up with Quinn and Santana, but High School is over. Santana left. Let's see how this works.
Hope you like this one!
So… Kentucky, not that different from Ohio to be honest. I arrived a couple of weeks before college kicked off, eager to get a feel for the place and its people. . By the third day I was already in some kind of sisterhood. What can I say, I'm a very social person, I'm not the nicest to people but they tend to follow me. Can't deny my sexual magnetism.
My roommate, Judy, was a Christian but not the judgy kind, she was a very polite girl. She was in her last year of whatever science thing she was majoring in,I really got lost when she was telling me. She was cool and all but she really needed to live it up a bit. When I asked her what was anything fun to do here she talked about caves and horse races and that's not my concept of fun. She did take me to a few hikes and got to see some beautiful sunsets near the waterfalls though.
Our hikes helped me stay active because the first weeks it was party after party and I got a scholarship here to basically look hot in a cheerleaders outfit so I had to watch out with all the alcohol and the carbs I craved when I got drunk.
As I put on my fresh uniform, I couldn't help but feel a little stuck. But damn, did I look smoking hot, and those new colors were totally working for me. My teammates, well, they were a bunch of hotties too. And let me tell you, it is true that college girls aren't afraid to explore.
Like I already made out with at least half the team. You could tell who actually liked girls though. Some were just straight girls feeling rebellious to kiss another girl and I honestly didn't enjoy that. Been there, done that, especially with my crush on Quinn. I'm done chasing after straight girls.
But those sporty girls, now they're something else. There are two of them who treat me like an absolute princess and touch me like a real woman. I can't get enough of them. College life has been a blast so far, and the best part? The guys live in a completely different building. Thank goodness for that.
I talked to Britt every now and then, but honestly, most of our conversations were just sending each other hilarious memes. She's doing great though, making new friends and dancing through life. Seeing her so happy puts a huge smile on my face.
Quinn still hits me up sometimes, but it's nothing major or super important. We mostly chat about work gossip and how Karen misses me. I gotta admit, sometimes I take ages to reply. I guess being away from Quinn and having all these other girls giving me attention has really helped me get over my crush on her.
My actual classes haven't been too demanding so far but I was excited for a much needed break and going back home for thanksgiving. Britt was coming too and Mike. Sam had been texting me about coming to glee club to show the new kids how things get done so I decided to go for homecoming with some of the other glee club kids.
I heard Rachel and Kurt were in New York, and Finn joined the Army or something like that. Hopefully, I won't bump into them. Exciting for everyone else though, except Mercedes who couldn't make it 'cause she's out in LA chasing record deals. You go, girl!
Got home a day early and met up with Quinn and Puck before everyone else for some drinks and dinner. Chilled with Puck before we went to pick up Quinn from work.
I thought I was totally cool with seeing her. Like, I've moved on and been with other girls, you know? But then I saw her. She had this new haircut, and it really suited her pretty face. She looked better than ever. I caught her getting into Puck's car, and bam, they shared a kiss. Damn, I wasn't prepared for that. I cleared my throat, and she turned around, spotting me in the back seat.
-Oh my God, Santana! Didn't expect to see you until tomorrow!
She gave me an awkward hug across the car. We said our hello and she kept me up with work stuff. I tried to go out and say hi to Karen but Quinn said she was on vacation so we were ready to go.
We went to the bar we used to hang out and I was having a good time but the drinks started to pile up, I was starting to feel tipsy and Quinn was clearly drunk and all over Puck, like full on make out right in front of my face.
-You guys are fucking gross
I said while Puck's tongue was inside Quinn's mouth, Quinn managed to break away from the make-out session and chuckled.
-You're such a good kisser babe
Quinn told Puck before going back to the make out. There was a lot of "Babe" and even soft moaning and it was fucking torture.
-Seriously, you two, I'm outta here. Get a damn room or something
I said, struggling to maintain my balance thanks to the drinks. Puck caught me just in time.
-Oh, come on, dude. We'll cool it. It's just hard to resist
Puck said, giving Quinn this hungry look like she's his next fucking meal.
-So how are things with you in Kentucky? Are you seeing anyone?
Quinn asked me while she was still sitting in Puck's lap
-I've had a few dates with some girls
Her face changed a bit but not enough for Puck to notice
-Wait, are you like a full-on lesbian now?
Puck asked and I rolled my eyes.
-I'm a good friend San, and let me tell you, before you stop having sex with guys, do it with Puck. You need to try it, he's so fucking good
Quinn suggested, then went back to tongue-wrestling with him. Ugh, kill me now.
-First of all, eww. Seriously, find a room, you two. I'm fine with ditching this whole scene, and there's no way in hell I'd ever hook up with Puck. Nothing in this world could make that happen.
I was so ready to leave that place, but Puck caught onto how damn uncomfortable I was. He pulled a smooth move and got Quinn her own seat while ordering another round. After surviving that hellish moment, we kept chugging our drinks, and I spilled all the college deets. At some point, I desperately needed a bathroom break, and Quinn insisted on coming with me. As I was washing my hands, Quinn got off her stall and approached me.
-You stopped texting
Quinn said washing her hands
-What do you mean? I text you every now and then
She wasn't having it. Quinn continued washing her hands, giving me a serious look
-That ain't enough. I missed you, and I wanted to know about all those interesting dates you've been having at college.
Next thing I know, she's playing with my hair, and I weakly tried to push her hands away. Damn, I was wasted and craving her closeness.
-So, did you really enjoy banging all those girls?
Her hands slid around my neck, and I couldn't help but wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her in tight.
-Some were amazing, some just meh. What about you? Is Puck really that mind-blowing, or are you faking it?
Quinn let go, but then she did the whole boob-grab thing. Ugh, it felt so fucking good, and she always pulls this thing in public restrooms! I knew I should stop her, but goddamn, I wanted her too.
-He's the best, seriously. Maybe we should consider a threesome or something. I bet he'd be down
I shook my head, holding back from here
-I won't
-Come on, try it
She whispered in my ear, her lips then were brushing my neck, and now she had her hands all over my boobs. I weakly pulled her closer, my hands resting on her lower back, desperately wanting to stop her. But fuck it, I just couldn't.
-How come you look hotter Santana?
She was basically moaning every word, her hands slipping under my shirt. It was my cue to shut this down.
-Come on, let's not go there. Let's go back to your boyfriend
Quinn hugged me and just nodded, and led me back to the table while still holding hands. But once we got there, she went right back to sitting on his lap.
The night ended shortly after that encounter, I didn't think much of that until Puck dropped me off at my house. Couldn't help but wonder what's up with Quinn? She always do shit like this and I know that and I should stop her or at least not play along but damn, I'm weak. I give up my peace of mind just to feel her this close. Gotta admit, I love that sexual tension between us, but it messes me up knowing she's gonna hop in bed with Puck right after.
I couldn't sleep well and not only because of how drunk I was but my mind kept going through the same questions. "Am I a bad friend for not stopping Quinn?" "Is that cheating? I mean, we didn;t even kiss ""Is she doing that just to mess with me?" "Is she going to fuck Puck and think about me?"
I hate how little she needs to do to just mess up my whole day.
The next day was Thanksgiving and we had a glee reunion which was cool. I got to see everyone, and I was the happiest to get to see Britt. I noticed that Quinn was trying to get my attention off of Britt and towards her, but I really missed my best friend. We even did a little song to show the new glee kids. Since she realized that my priority right now was to hang out with friends and not hold hands with her, she moved on and was all over Puck again.
It was great catching up with everyone, although it felt weird seeing Puck still stuck in high school. After that, I headed to have dinner with my family and had a good chat with them. It was a small gathering with just my parents and grandma, but I missed them, and it was a relief not having a house filled with extended family members I barely care about.
After dinner Britt picked me up and we went to her house, we caught up, she told me everything about LA, her friends, all the touristic places she's been to. She has run into some famous people, she loves LA. She belonged there, not in this crappy boring town. She was a star.
Puck joined us a bit later and I thought he was going to bring Quinn but he came alone and brought some drinks. It was just the three of us. It was fun because in middle school it used to be like this. The three of us hanging out before Puck got more interested in girls that would actually pull out for him.
-So what's the plan Puck? You need to graduate this year
Britt told him
-Hell yeah, for real this time. I've been hitting my classes, and guess who's helping me study? Artie, the wheelchair dude. He's actually pretty cool
-Damn, Puck, you're turning into a nerd
I teased him
-I mean, I really need to graduate. I feel like such a loser. Quinn's the only good thing going on in my life now. really being in high school still sucks. Mike's kicking ass playing football and being the math genius he is. You two are doing your own thing. Even Finn's out there being a hero in the army.
-I wouldn't call him a Hero to be honest
I replied
-So, are you in love now? With QUinn?
Britt asked as handing us some drinks
-Yeah, she's the best. Bro, we have the best sex! She's into some freaky shit
Puck said all proud, taking a sip of his drink. Normally, we'd dive into girl talk, but I wasn't feeling it, so I brushed off his comment.
-For real, she lets me do whatever I want. I'm like her master!
He just wouldn't stop blabbering about his sex life, giving us way too many unnecessary details. I mean, I didn't sign up to hear about how Quinn liked to be submissive or what kinky slurs she enjoyed. It seriously bothered me to hear him talk like that about Quinn. Some things should be kept private, especially when it comes to your partner.
If I was with her, these things would be private. I mean, if she trusted me enough to explore our sexual side together, that's something personal, right? It got me thinking, if he's telling us girls all this, what the hell is he saying to the guys? It totally changed how I see Puck, and even myself.
I had tolerated this before, he always told me about his girls but this is Quinn we're talking about. Now I realize it's just not cool to talk about a woman like that, no matter who she is. Puck should have had some respect for Quinn especially if he's in love with her.
-Dude, seriously, cut it out. We don't give a fuck about the details. It's getting awkward, man, especially cause Quinn's my friend
-I didn't say anything offensive, what the hell
-Yeah, but you gotta keep your private sex life to yourself, bro
I insisted and Britt jumped in, trying to ease the tension
-Chill, guys, it's not that big of a deal. Let's just drop it, okay?
-Is not that serious.
Puck replied.
While Puck was going on and on about Quinn, I ended up texting Sam the whole time. I had a few drinks, but I wasn't wasted or anything. I was just so done with Puck and the mental image of him with Quinn. That's when little Sammy offered to come by Britt's house and pick me up. So I waved goodbye and hopped into his car.
We hung out in his car the whole night but I needed a distraction and it was nice. We caught up, I didn't tell him about the girl I met in college though.
We ended up making out in his car, I needed to get my head out of the whole Quinn-Puck situation and he's a really good kisser. He asked if I wanted to go somewhere else but I didn't feel like having sex so he just took me home. Poor guy must hate me for leaving him high and dry but I just wanted to see him and make out a bit.
After that I met up with Britt again before she had to leave. We talked about how gross Puck was the other day and we planned my trip to LA. I had to go in the next few months.
The short vacation was over and I kinda missed Kentucky. Is not that different from Ohio. People are pretty much the same, but college was cool. As I head back, I've got a date with this girl lined up, but Puck's talk has made me reevaluate how I approach things with girls.
I've been going on all these meaningless dates just to satisfy my physical needs, without really giving a damn about the people I'm with. But you know what? I had a wake-up call. It hit me that I could actually hurt someone's feelings, and that's not the kind of person I want to be. So, I had to do the awkward task of sending about eight "breakup" texts. None of those flings were serious, but some of them needed clarification.
Also I wonder how I could kiss the hottest girl in here and still wouldn't feel a thing compared to Quinn just being near me. How in the hell will I get over this girl? She has too much power in me.
When I think about her and Puck, yeah is gross, horrible, it helps to get over her, but then she texts me, and it's just her, and suddenly Puck fades into the background. It's like she's the only one that matters.
Q: Thought I'd get to see you before you left.
S: Sorry, heard you were busy.
Q: I'd make time for you, Santana. Love hanging out with you. Missed you so damn much. You're my favorite person. Hope you come back soon.
S: Figured Puck was your fave.
Q: Well, he's up there, but you... you just get me, you know? Hard to explain.
S: Miss you too, Quinn. Had to head back, though.
Q: I know. Sorry 'bout the other day. I was wasted, and I get it if it made you uncomfortable.
S: Yeah, it did, seeing you two going at it and all.
Q: Oops... I meant what went down in the bathroom. Didn't that make you uncomfortable?
S: Yeah, a bit. But not as much as seeing you getting it on with Puck.
Q: Couldn't help myself. You were going on about all those college girls.
S: So what?
Q: Well, I started picturing you with other girls, and it drove me insane.
S: How so?
Q: Well, I couldn't help but wonder what it'd be like to make out with you, so I had Puck there as a stand-in, in my mind.
S: You had plenty of chances to make out back in high school, Quinn.
Q: So now I don't?
S: I mean, you're dating Puck.
Q: Oh, he wouldn't mind. He's been talking about having an open relationship, and I never really thought about it until I saw you again.
S: Come on, Quinn. You don't really want that.
Q: Maybe not an open relationship, but something with the two of you is like a dream
The conversation started to turn weird so I stopped replying. Like, no way I'd ever do anything with Puck, it's just gross. But Quinn? Oh hell yeah, I'd be all in. The thing is, this chat totally changed how I see Quinn.
I was crushing on her, like, I actually pictured myself dating her. Holding hands, taking her to family dinners, having cute dates. The whole thing. Now I don't see her that way, it's just over. But then she posts a picture and I'm back again, but now it's just physical. I could date the hottest girl here but I want Quinn.
Her relationship with Puck was weird and I'm not surprised that he wants "an open relationship" this soon. He's not the dating kind of guy.
I texted Quinn for a few weeks, and let me tell you, those texts were flirty as fuck. But then I just ghosted her. I mean, I wasn't about to get into some Puck threesome, like, no way. Plus, keeping up with Quinn was messing with my mental health.
I focused on school, I stopped dating, I was disgusted with my first few months here, I wanted to focus and do my own thing, I hurt some girls without even noticing and I didn't want to be that person.
Having meaningless sex with guys was easy because I didn't really care about it. But with women it is a whole different thing.
I didn't go back home for christmas or new years eve. My grandma was in Puerto Rico with some family and my parents didn't know if they'd have time to do something so I booked a flight to LA and spent the holidays with Britt and Mercedes. We went to Disneyland, Universal Studios, ate the most amazing Mexican food, and visited some beautiful beaches that were warm even in december.
We swung by to visit my cousin Martin, and not gonna lie, I tried to hit up Melissa, the first girl I hooked up with. But she straight-up blew me off, turns out she's all committed in a relationship or whatever.
More months went by and I didn't really keep up with Ohio. Grandma stayed in PR so she could have family to actually take care of her. Brittany visited me here in Kentucky, I heard Sam was super in love and had a girlfriend so we stopped talking. I kept up with Puck every now and then, he even came to visit once by himself and we had a lot of fun. I forgot he was dating Quinn for a moment and just enjoyed time with my friend.
Quinn and I barely texted anymore, but I was cool with that. This place had become my new home, you know?
I heard Quinn was majoring in law and was actually working in a firm, so that was cool. I decided to major in Business and I was doing great. I can't say life was great here because I never really bonded with anyone like I used to with my friends in Ohio. Like I was never alone, had a bunch of friends but none of them I really cared about that much.
Life had become a bit predictable, you know? School, hitting the gym, cheerleading, hanging out with people, chilling at home, and listening to my super Christian roommate. It was like a never-ending cycle. Kinda monotonous, but I didn't feel the urge to visit Ohio. Didn't really have any good enough reasons to go back.
This one is a bit short, but yeah, Quinn can't make up her mind and Puck is being Puck.
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