I always thought the first kiss would be something special, like sparks flying.
Like the person, when you meet the 'one' , you will feel nervous around them in a good way, and there will be this tension of doing uncharacteristic behaviour like a light brush of touch and feeling awkward in the next moment, then the heat of the moment gives you the courage to be bold for the next moment, and in the next moment, you try to slowly lean towards them, but you are not sure if other people want that, but then they don't push you away, and as an act of shyness, they slowly close their eyes and lean towards you. This is enough courage for you to lean towards them, and as your lips make the first brush of contact with theirs, there remains a moment of hesitation, and at the same time, both of you forget to breathe and are anxious for what is to come.
Then, with a few hesitating brushes of lips, you realise the warmth of the other person's lips and their softness. You might have thought of this moment a lot before, but you never knew the feel of those lips on you. You let your senses guide you, and you make the light brush of contact more sincere and confident, which leads to a deeper kiss, and both of you relax as it gives both of you the confidence that a kiss is not just imagination but reality. It anchors you down to reality and forces you to be in the present, to stop thinking about what-ifs and what-nots, and all doubts revolving around your mind suddenly freeze and disappear, and all your attention is on the feel of the kiss and the person before you. You both crave more and stay like that; you don't want this sensation and warmth to go away. You want to have this peace of mind where you stop thinking about things for once and enjoy the present.
But it has to come to an end just like every good thing, and as you try to separate from them, you already start missing the warmth, and your lips just stay a bit away from theirs. Both of you felt the lingering effect of the other's lips on theirs. And once again, you can't stop yourself from experiencing it again, and you get this sudden urge to kiss the other person with a bit of pressure on their lips, like you are addicted to their lips and crave more like an addict, and push them a bit to manoeuvre and...
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You thought more? Well, what if all these don't happen? Then all your dreams go down the drain, but no one can stop you from having your own version of experience, hopes, and imaginations. So what is your opinion about this? Do share?