Before you read, this is potentially not "K" but at least "T" or even "M" to certain readers. Be advised.

This is probably the riskiest chapter, and due to that I'd like to know if I should leave it, or redo it completely. I'm willing to rewrite this one due to its contents and the emotional stuff. After all, it's either too soon, or out of nowhere. Please tell me what you think after reading.

Getting up sneakily he creeped out of their room. Making sure to stay absolutely silent, the emergency food- erm… Chopper being an animal would have the hearing of a god, so holding his breath was a must. But when he could breath again he didn't know, holding his breath all the way to the deck before gasping for more air. He leaned against the mast lightheaded.

So after passing the grandline, running into Vivi, Baroque Works, Chopper, so much has happened. And as much as everything was a big deal, probably the thing that scared him the most was her fever. She could barely stand, much less move, he had constant nightmares about it. Thank god she's safe now and I'd be a while before reaching Alabasta, finally having some time together before jumping back to action.

He looked down at his hands, his fingers wrapped in bandages, as painful as it was he didn't regret it, nearly dying for her, he'd do anything to make sure she was safe.

And speaking of she was taking her time. Then again he kinda just assumed she'd come out, they finally have time, to be honest if she wasn't he didn't mind, she deserved to rest after the hell she's been through. But speaking of the devil, he shall appear, erm… her. He heard footsteps and turned, feeling his heart soar as he saw her in that onesie pajama again, a blanket in her other arm, and a cute but bashful smile.

"Jeez you look like a lost puppy who just found a home."

She chuckled before getting a big bear hug from him. He snuggled into her neck humming happily. She had suddenly felt emotional and hugged him back. They held each other in silence before pulled back, moving his hands to her now teary eyed face. Holding her cheeks as he wiped away her tears.

"W-Why… do you… make m-me… like this?"

She murmured with a whimper, sniffling.

"Don't blame me, I'm just glad your better."

"Thanks to you… idiot."

"Ow."

He groaned, seeing her pull his hands from her face and look down at them.

"Your such… an idiot…"

She whispered before brining his hand to her lips giving each finger a soft kiss. He blushed and whined, "she keeps breaking the promise", he thought before getting a kiss on the cheek surprising him beyond belief.

"Don't… do that… ever again."

"I… I can't…"

"Don't say that crap…"

"But Nami-"

"I don't want you… near dying… for me again… I… I can't live with that…"

"But-"

"Promise me…"

"I can't."

"Why not?"

He sighed, understanding her completely. Guess he can finally say it, he has no other excuse besides that. He's held onto it for a while now. And after seeing her go through hell, he was scared he'd never get the chance.

"Because I love… you."

He felt his heart accelerate, seeing her face look to him stunned. He gulped.

"I can't promise that… cause I love you. You can't stop me from keeping you safe. I will die to save any of you."

"Your just… such a selfish… greedy… pirate!"

She yelled as she begun to sob.

"Yep."

She sniffled as she hugged him tightly, crying into his chest. He took long breaths, having finally told her, maybe he should've held onto it longer but now, he didn't know what was next, hopefully they can finally kiss, she'd been teasing him for a while about it. But her put his arms around her, rubbing her back gently in an effort to calm her.

"God… you…"

She whimpered.

"Damn it…"

She pulled away looking up at his with bright red cheeks and watery eyes.

"Just…"

She let out a shaky sigh.

"Just hold me."

He made a small grin, carefully sweeping her off her feet, holding her like a princess as he walked toward the mast, sitting against it as she sat on his lap, her blanket on her lap. She took deep breaths, waiting to calm herself before talking again. He took the chance to take her hand, repeating what she did to him, kissing each finger.

"What are you doing?"

"Payback."

He snickered before leaning down to kiss her cheek.

"Even."

"Luffy."

"What?"

"You said it."

"Yea, well you kinda forced my hand."

She sighed and rubbed her wet cheeks away.

"Idiot, you can do all that stuff you tried a few months ago."

He tried recalling what had happened last time. Her nightmare, the bath, that time he… he blushed and looked down at her a bit surprised.

"As mad as I am I know you well enough that you won't change. So… I'll just have to love you so much… that maybe… you'll change."

She leaned up, cupping his cheek and closing her eyes as she finally kissed him. He widened his eyes in surprise but copied her, closing his eyes and cupping the back of her head as he returned the kiss. Both groaning as their lips smooshed and sucked each other, a feeling of achievement and bliss ran through his veins, he had never felt such happiness. But he didn't know if he'd ever feel it again as he soon ran out of air slowly breaking the kiss to breath. Panting the two of them looked at each other, he pressed his head against hers, huffing as he smiled.

"That was amazing."

She blushed heavily curling her lip between her teeth and biting it.

"Let's do it again…"

"Yea…"

They kissed again, her arms around his neck as his went to her hips. The two fought in their kiss, shifting and moving as he was soon pushed onto his back. The sudden change in position made the pull back, she held onto his bottom lip just a second longer before straddling him with bated breath.

"Why didn't you confess sooner?"

"I wanted to have fun with you, I didn't know this would be this good."

He felt a feeling deep in his chest as he looked up at her, a feeling telling him to touch her. But would she let him? He asked himself, She was fairly light, and god was she gorgeous, very cute in her onesie. Could he possibly?

"You think this is good?"

She whispered leaning over him, her hand beside his head as she looked down at him with lustful eyes, they kinda frightened him, in a good way.

"This is the tip of the iceberg…"

She said licking her lips. His mouth felt dry all the sudden, as if his body knew what she was eluding too. He felt it instinctively, his body soon responding to her claim. She made a little gasp as she looked down at him with a deep blush. He too felt something, soft and warm through the fabric of his shorts.

"Luffy…"

She whispered with a light moan. He shivered at the faint moan, feeling it run through his body hitting every nerve.

"I know I've been teasing you… but this…"

She pouted.

"This is too much…."

He gulped nothing but air, his pants getting tighter as she spoke. She begun to pant as she gently and slowly ground her hips into his, letting out a small shuddering moan.

"Come on…. Are you… are you gonna make me say it…?"

She murmured embarrassedly. If he was honest, he'd admit he wasn't ready for this, but he was too shocked to fully understand what situation he was in, he finally got that long awaited kiss after a crazy few months. And now she's straddling him and near begging for it. He felt like he standing on the edge of a cliff, diving into the unknown was common for him, but this dive felt deeper than any other. Just a small push would send him falling in.

She made a loud whine, pressing her hand into his chest as she lifted her hips and tugged on his pants. He blinked up at her.

"Dummy…"

She huffed with hazy eyes,

her lips parted,

and her pajamas unbuttoned showing part of her cleavage,

She leaned in close to his ear,

and in a quite whisper….

"Fuck me"

He instantly changed places. Moving her to her back as he held himself over her. With one swift thrust of his arm he ripped the buttons from her pajamas, gripping the fabric before pulling it apart and down, getting the clearest view of her black bra and panties. She made a little squeal of delight as she shifted her body to let him pull the concealing fabric off her. The two practically animals as they hungrily kissed each other, she pulling his pants off as he tore off her underwear with his bare hands.

So hot, so sensitive, so painful. They only stared into each others drunken eyes. Their bodies moving on their own. They were so close. They wanted this, needed it, badly, horribly.

"Nami?"

They both froze he lifted his head, hearing footsteps cockblock- approaching. She made a loud gasp as he urgently pulled her onesie back over her, wrapping her open front in the blanket as he sat her next to the mast. He quickly jumped to his feet pulling up his pants before jumping in one leap onto the crows nest, sitting in the wooden bowl that it was.

"Nami? You ok?"

Vivi yawned walking onto the deck. Nami made a loud whine as she huffed.

"Yep… just… feeling restless yknow?"

She made a pained chuckle.

"Did I wake you? Sorry."

"No no… your fine. Sorry if I woke you."

Vivi looked around before rubbing her arms.

"Well I heard some weird noises and a thud. But it stopped."

"Really… I-I didn't hear anything."

"I guess I was dreaming then…"

"Another nightmare?"

She asked worriedly.

"Thankfully not… but since I told you about it, It hasn't come back.."

She made a small smile as she glanced up at the crows nest.

"Yea… some one close told me if I talked about it, it'd go away."

"Well they must be pretty smart to figure that out."

"Not in the slightest, but they can be at times."

Vivi giggled before shivering.

"Whew it's cold… I think I'll go back to bed. Are you sure your ok?"

She nodded.

"Yes I'm fine. Ill be in there soon."

"Ok… goodnight."

"Night…"

Vivi soon walked back inside leaving her to rub her face and breath slowly. He jumped back down, with a sigh of relief.

"She had nightmares?"

She looked to him and gave him a genuine smile.

"Yea, you really came in handy there. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't know how to help."

He returned the smile and sat next to her. The two breathing softly as they calmed.

"Sorry about her, I didn't think I was that loud."

"No… I think… I'll need a bit more time before trying that again."

She looked to him worriedly, but he looked back with a charming smirk.

"You didn't do anything, I just… I finally got that kiss and… im gonna need a lot more of those before im ready to try that."

She gave a small nod.

"I… I understand."

She said shyly before snorting and leaning next to him, turning his face to hers.

"I'll give you as many kisses as you want until then."

He smiled as they both locked lips in a passionate kiss. She held his hand as they made out quietly, feeling his other hand slip behind her and rub her back before holding the back of her head there. It was warm, so relaxing, so loving. They broke it slowly, threads of saliva breaking as they pulled apart. Both staring lovingly at each other.

"I love you."

He whispered, making her gasp and hum happily.

"I love you so much."

She said embracing him tightly. After holding onto each other for a few minutes they stood up. Finally letting go of each other as she walked back to her room, holding the blanket over her front as she left. He was alone on deck, his heart beating a mile a minute and the feeling in his shorts still ever present, this might be more difficult than he thought.

So all that happened. Like at the beginning please let me know if I should redo it all, or leave it.