After dinner, Sasha brings me and some of friends back to her room. She opens the fridge . So many cakes and drinks . I am shocked . I take out one bottle of drinks. It is alcohol.

"You drink so much ." I am surprised

"Yeah tonight we can drink in my room. Don't drunk yourself please especially you Delia , Alan will kill me then ." Sasha giggles

"I am sure that he will not." I shake my head

We sit down and Sasha takes out some cakes so we can share .

"Delia tells us about you and Alan." Elizabeth is curious

"Alan was my body guard when he just became the member of dauntless. After two years , for some reasons max asked him to go back. I don't really want that to happen but he belongs to dauntless more than belongs to anywhere and anyone ." I smile at them." However I fall in love with him the first second that I met him."

"So romantic" Sasha claps her hand

I brush her hair . She hugs me like a little girl

"You were not even member at that time right?" I ask her

"Yeah I am one years younger than him. However he is too old for you." Sasha rolls her eyes

"I don't care . I just love him." I drink my bear .

We drink and laugh for a whole entire night. We fall in to sleep around 12am . Elizabeth and Elisa sleep in our room as well as Jessica and Maria .

When we wake up, it is second morning. I look at the clock,it is already 7:30.

"We have 30 minute ." I say

We leave the room. Alan and Zeke come toward us

"Why did you guys all stay in Sasha's room." Alan frowns

"We chat too late alan so I was concerned about their safety. You remembered last time that I was attacked! That is the reason." I wrap my arms around his arm

"Yeah how many did you guys drink ?" Zeke says

I know that they all worried about us . I smile at him

"Just one for each ."I shrug

"She has so many alcohol in her room . I know it." Alan says

"I am pretty worried about her too but I don't know how to say it." I rest my head on his shoulder

We enter the glass building. Amar is already there

"Late."

"You have to deducted their marks." Abby and Mary smirk

"It depends on me . They are with us so it is okay." Alan folds his arms.

Zeke looks at Abby for a long time . Abby lowers her head

"Now you are training with us so Abby . Maybe you will be out after second stage ." Zeke laughs." Let's start."

"So the second stage is emotional which is also very important for the midst of the fear . During the emergency state , you will need to be as calm as possible so this stage can help you do that." Amar stops for a minute ." Today you will not see your own simulation but one of ours "

"You will see mine ." Alan steps forward ." You will be assign to one of my fear."

I don't know what he is afraid of but I am interested in.

"So cool." Elizabeth is happy." I want to see it as well."

"Who want to come first." Alan claps his hand

"Me."I raise my hand

Then Elizabeth , Zeke and Jessica volunteer . We enter the room with Alan. I lay down on the recline chair as well. He injects us with the serum and I passed out very quickly.

I wake up in a room. There is a circle of light in the middle . A girl who was tied to the wall sitting in the middle of the light. I am now Alan Davis in his fear landscape . I walk toward the girl.

"Who are you?" I ask her, she does look so familiar to me

The girl lifts her head and I am shocked . She is "me." She is crying and struggling. She is scared . I am guessing what Alan will do to me when he saw me in his fear .

Then there is a gun appears in front of me . I am shocked .

"Kill her or yourself ." The woman's voice appears

I don't know what decision that he made but I know what should I do. I know that this isn't real so I don't need to worry that I will really die . I take the gun and click the bullet into chamber

I aim at the "me" in front of me. I bite my lips . I am still nervous about it . I pull the trigger and she is gone .

I wake up from the fear and start coughing.

"Are you okay Delia!" Alan wraps me in his arm

"I am fine Alan." I wrap my arms around his neck." It is just so scary."

"What did you see ." Alan kisses my forehead

I don't know how to tell him. He looks at me

"I saw "me" in your fear landscape . I should choose to kill her or you." I explain." I choose her instead of you."

"My silly girl . For me , I choose to kill myself . How can I see that you are dying." Alan holds me up." You need some punishments ."

"Alan but that isn't real." I am shy.

Alan brings me out of the room. Amar looks at us

"Alan ! You can't leave now ." Amar screams

"They still can go through my simulation with you watching it." Alan says

"Alan , you are not doing your job." Amar complains

Alan brings me away. I don't want him to get scolded .

"I am fine Alan. I don't need you to do this ." I shake my head

"You are my wife soon to be in the future . You are my everything." Alan nudges his forehead with mine .

"However I don't want they to think that you are irresponsibility." I say

Alan laughs. He brings me into his office .

"It's not a big deal. I can take care of this ." Alan kisses my forehead." Stay here ."

"Alan ." I grab his arm." I am scared."

Alan sighs and holds me in his arm. I lay in his arm and feel safe.

"Mr Davis , Linda is here ." Someone says

"Let her comes in."'Alan wraps me tight.

The door opens and Linda comes in . She is smiling at us

"Hey alan." Linda sits down

"Who asks you to sit." Alan frowns .

"It's fine alan. Linda just got married ."I get down the chair

Alan looks at us . He doesn't know it?

"Yeah I am pregnant. I want to see you but they said that you are with Alan. I slap Abby for you because I know that she is always bullying you." Linda giggles.

"Thank you Linda." I say

"So what are you going to give to me for thanking me ." Linda blinks her eyes."I heard that you make good cake ."

I know that she likes cake . I laugh so loud .

"I have some left in apartment but you are having baby so I have to make new one ." I bite my finger." Alan I will go now and come back later ."

"Fine you can go. Your friend is always before me ." Alan rolls his eyes

I kiss him on his cheek. He grabs my hand .

"I want on my lips." Alan points at his own lips

I kiss him on his lips again. I turn around and go with Linda

"Delia." Abby comes toward me .

"Abby, one more time . I will ask my mom to kick you out of dauntless ." Linda stands in front of me

"She is erudite and I am dauntless." Abby lifts her chin

I stand in front of linda . Abby is looking at me

"My parent are the government leader and they can intervene with it." I smirk

Abby clinches her fist and I know that she is very angry .

"Why are you helping her now ?" Abby points at me

"I don't love Alan anymore and I am having a baby." Linda smirks.

I grab her hand and leave . Linda is angry but she shouldn't be

"Linda you have to control your emotion. Don't be angry okay? You are a mom now ." I sit her down." I will go baking the cake and you can rest here ."

"I just hate that she is bullying my friend . Thanks Delia."'Linda smiles at me.

I enter the kitchen and start working. After 20minute , I am finishing with baking .

"We have to wait for that to cool down . I can bring some back for you to erudite ." I say

"Thank you. I am sorry that I treated you like that before . You deserve everything nice ." Linda hugs me ." Don't worry , I will not let Abby hurts you ever again."

"Thank you. I will protect my self and I promised ."I say

After five minute , cake is down. Sasha comes in with Alan

"Nice cake ." Sasha is happy s

"We can share." Linda claps her hand

They start eating. I feel that my hand is hurting.

"Did you burn yourself?" Alan takes my hand

"It was an accident." I shake my head

"I told you don't make it." Alan is angry.

He takes out an ice pack and puts on my hand

"I am sorry Delia. I shouldn't ask for that." Linda is worried too

"I am fine . You guys are happy and I am happy too." I say.

"You are not abnegation already." Alan hugs me ." You are so silly."

I know that he loves me . I feel something drop on my face . He is crying.

"Alan , it's okay. It's not a big deal." I grab his face." I am dauntless. I need to be brave ."

"I promised that I will protect you but you still get burned." Alan cries

"That is because you protect so we'll that I lost ability to do those things." I explain