june 20
i don't understand why did she leave me where did she go why won't she come back. is she with him are they together laughing at me because i fucked it all up again why didn't killing more make me feel better why can't i stop why do i need to do it again what's wrong with me
i scared him away and i killed her and i ruined everything just like i always do
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i won't do it again come back please i need you to come back you can't show me what it's like to be not alone and then leave alone again with no one that's not fair you can't do that to me why would you leave me here all alone please come back
where did all the stars go