Chapter 3: Buffy, It's Me, I'm Dawn
September 13, 1997 – Saturday
Summers & Harris Residence
Dawn's morning began with a mix of relief and trepidation, her emotions still raw from the events of the previous night. As she glanced at her alarm clock, a sigh escaped her lips. It was already ten o'clock, and the weight of the recent events hung heavily on her mind.
With the evidence they needed gathered, and witness statements secured from both Dawn and Xander, Detectives Stabler and Benson had, with the doctor's permission, allowed Dawn to take Xander home with her. Guided by her compassionate heart, she had settled him into one of the spare bedrooms, ensuring he felt safe and cared for.
As Dawn made her way to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, she couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions swirling within her. When she found Xander already sitting in the kitchen, eating a bowl of cereal, she offered him a warm smile, grateful for the presence of her friend.
"Morning, Xander," she greeted him gently.
"Morning, Dawn," he replied, his voice carrying a mix of gratitude and vulnerability.
Just as the atmosphere in the kitchen began to feel slightly more relaxed, Dawn's heart sank as a knock echoed through the house. She instinctively went to open the door, revealing a man standing there.
"Ms. Summers?" he addressed her; his tone professional but with a touch of empathy. "I am Michael Kuzak from Paine and Hope. The hospital said they released Mr. Harris into your care last night after the detectives had acquired their evidence and yours and his witness statements. Is he in?"
"He is," Dawn replied, her voice holding a mix of determination and vulnerability as she welcomed Michael into her home. Leading him back to the kitchen, her heart was heavy with the weight of responsibility for her friend's well-being. "Xander, this is one of the attorneys for the law firm that administers my inheritance," she explained to him, her voice trembling slightly with the memories of the previous night's events. "As I'm sure you probably remember, I called them last night before calling 911."
Xander's eyes met Michael's, a sense of gratitude and apprehension mingling in his gaze. "Hi," he greeted with a soft voice, his vulnerability palpable as he found himself facing a future that held both uncertainty and hope.
"Mr. Harris," Michael addressed him, his voice gentle and reassuring. "Ms. Summers has put us on retainer for you for legal advice as well as potential emancipation if you so choose."
Dawn, though aware of the sensitive nature of their conversation, wanted to give Xander the space he needed to discuss his options. "I am going to let you two talk," she said, her voice warm and supportive. "I have some errands to run. You have my cell number, Xander," she assured him, her voice filled with genuine care. "If you need anything while I am gone, don't hesitate to call."
"Thanks, Dawn," Xander replied, his gratitude and affection evident as he hugged his friend.
Summers Residence
Sitting in front of 1628 Revello, Dawn's gaze fixated on her sister's house, a mix of nerves and excitement swirling within her. As Hank Summers' car pulled out of the driveway of 1630, she knew her sister was finally home. Butterflies fluttered in her stomach, their erratic dance only intensified by a faint buzz that invaded the back of her head, unsettling her senses.
Summoning her courage, Dawn stepped out of the car and began walking toward the front door. The buzz in her head grew stronger as she approached, like a relentless hum echoing her apprehension. Still, she maintained a smile on her face, eager to reconnect with her sister after all the years spent apart.
As she drew nearer, the feeling of anticipation weighed heavily on her heart. The sight of Buffy sitting on the porch swing heightened the emotions swirling inside Dawn, reminding her of the complex relationship they once shared.
With each step, she recognized her sister as the source of the buzzing sensation, and the intensity of it made her palms clammy. When she finally reached the porch, Buffy's intense gaze bore into her, studying her face as if searching for a sign of familiarity.
Dawn tried to keep her composure, even as her sister's expression shifted between confusion, fear, and a hint of anger. For several seconds, neither of them spoke, the air charged with unspoken emotions.
"DAWNIE!?" Buffy suddenly blurted out.
Dawn knew that, like Xander, Willow, and Giles, Buffy would eventually recognize her. After all, she hadn't changed much since she was eleven. "Hi, Buffy. Yeah, it's me," she said, her voice carrying a mix of vulnerability and hope.
Buffy's mouth opened and closed twice, but no words escaped her lips. The revelation seemed to stun her, leaving her speechless.
"Look, I know this is weird, but..." Dawn's words trailed off, her heart pounding with uncertainty, emotions swirling inside her like a tempest. Her breaths were shallow, and she couldn't ignore the rush of adrenaline coursing through her veins. Something in Buffy's demeanor shifted, and Dawn could sense the shift in the atmosphere, like a gathering storm that was about to break.
In those fleeting moments, Dawn became acutely aware of every subtle movement Buffy made. She saw the slight shift in her sister's weight, the tiniest bursts of motion in her shoulders and legs. It was as if she could read Buffy's intentions written on her very body. The impending confrontation loomed over them, and the air was charged with the tension of unresolved emotions.
Buffy's once gentle features hardened, her lips thinning and her eyes narrowing, sending an unmistakable message of aggression. Dawn's heart sank, knowing what was coming, yet determined to avoid an unnecessary clash.
Dawn backed into the house's small front yard. A blocked punch, blocked punch, duck under a kick, roll backward to avoid a follow-up kick. "Buffy, stop! I'm not here to..." She ducked under a jab, knocked another punch aside, all the while backing away. Dawn sidestepped a kick and missed the follow-up backhand, but rolled to the side to minimize the force behind it. It put enough distance between the two girls for Dawn to drop into her own fighting stance. Dawn stepped back as Buffy's roundhouse kick swept through the area her head had previously occupied, then pushed aside her sister's follow-up punch with a high block that she turned into a capture maneuver.
Dawn grabbed Buffy's wrist and pulled. Not expecting it, Buffy stumbled forward, allowing Dawn to turn Buffy, dragging her arm back and upward in a classic arm-lock. Using her greater mass and height, she pushed Buffy forward and hooked one of her feet around Buffy's ankle and took her down to the ground as gently as she could. She wasn't there to hurt the other Slayer.
"Okay, stop. Just stop. I'm not here to fight you. Think about it, for God's sake. I'm a Slayer!" Dawn spoke directly into Buffy's ear. Buffy was struggling, and it was taking all of Dawn's effort to keep her on the ground. Buffy brought her other arm around, grabbed a handful of Dawn's hairs, and yanked. Dawn bit her lip against the scream, trying to ignore the pain. "Damn it, Buffy! I'm Dawn! I'm Dawn! Stop, already!"
"You can't be Dawn!" Buffy's response was frantic, her emotions spiraling out of control, and Dawn could feel the desperation in her sister's voice. She saw the fear flickering in Buffy's eyes, a mixture of disbelief and uncertainty. It was as if part of her wanted to believe that Dawn was who she claimed to be, while another part was terrified of the possibility. "Dawn's just a kid! You can't be her. She's not... she's not... you!"
"I'm sorry, Buffy, but it's true. You were right the first time. I'm Dawn. I'm your sister," Dawn repeated, her voice carrying a mixture of sadness and determination. She could see the struggle within Buffy, torn between hope and disbelief, and it pained her to witness her sister in such turmoil.
Releasing her hold on Buffy, Dawn scrambled backward, ensuring she remained out of her sister's reach, yet not wanting to seem threatening. The ground beneath her felt unsteady, mirroring the uncertainty that engulfed her.
Desperate to prove her identity, she frantically searched for a way to convince Buffy. "What can I do to convince you? Wait. Got it." Memories from their shared past flooded her mind, and she blurted them out with heartfelt honesty.
"When I was eight, I accidentally set fire to the backyard while trying to cook a hot dog over a campfire! Dad grounded me for a month!" she exclaimed, her voice trembling with vulnerability. "And when I was ten, I decided I was going to grow up and marry Taylor Hanson; I played their album so often you threatened to throw it into a wood chipper!"
As she recounted these cherished memories, Buffy's expression seemed to shift, a flicker of recognition glimmering in her eyes. Dawn's heart soared with a mixture of relief and trepidation, knowing that she was making progress in breaking through to her sister.
"Oh! When Mom and Dad sent you to that hospital, I tried to give you my elephant, Fred, because I didn't want you to be lonely!" she continued, her voice thick with emotion.
Buffy's reaction was almost beyond words, her voice barely above a whisper. "You tried to give me Fred," she acknowledged, her vulnerability echoing through the air.
"Yeah, you know. Stuffed elephant. Wears overalls. Has big white plastic buttons on his suspenders, which is why the dork orderly wouldn't let you have him because you might have choked. Missing one ear. His trunk bends..." Dawn's voice quivered as she recounted the details of Fred, the beloved stuffed elephant they had shared as children. Each word carried a wave of nostalgia and bittersweet memories.
"... to the right. Because you got sick and puked all over him and Dad put him in the washing machine," Buffy continued, her voice tinged with both sadness and a touch of humor.
The memory of that chaotic incident resurfaced, and Dawn couldn't help but smile through her tears, cherishing the bond they had forged even amidst the messiness of life. Her heart ached as she recalled another recent memory, only two months ago. "Then there was just two months ago, I followed you into the Master's cave. I watched you face the Master, I watched you drown."
Tears welled up in Buffy's eyes, mirroring Dawn's own emotions. "You held my head in your lap begging me to wake up."
The raw vulnerability in her sister's gaze made Dawn's heart ache even more, realizing the pain she had endured, yet still finding the strength to carry on
"Dawnie? What happened? How are you so... big? How are you a Slay-" Buffy's words faltered as she slapped a hand over her mouth, her anguish evident. The weight of her emotions was palpable, and Dawn could feel her own heart breaking for her sister.
"Oh God. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I never wanted..." Buffy's voice wavered with regret, her guilt seeping through her words.
Dawn's eyes stayed locked on Buffy's, witnessing the shock and disbelief play across her features. The realization was sinking in, and it was as if the boundaries of time were crumbling before them.
"You're older, and you're a Slayer! You're from the future! Somehow you're from the future!" Buffy's words tumbled out in rapid succession, her mind trying to grasp the extraordinary truth before her. The emotions in the air were overwhelming, a mix of astonishment, confusion, and an underlying hope for understanding.
"Yeah," Dawn's voice trembled with emotion as she enveloped Buffy in a tight hug, as if trying to bridge the chasm of time and distance that had separated them for so long. "I missed you so much. You have no idea how much I've missed you," she whispered, her words carrying the weight of years of longing and yearning for her sister's presence.
In that embrace, Dawn could sense Buffy's initial resistance, but she felt the gradual surrender as her sister relaxed into the hug, allowing the flood of emotions to wash over them both. It was a moment of reunion, a moment of finding solace in each other's arms after what felt like an eternity of separation.
However, the tender moment was interrupted by a sudden voice that sliced through the air like a knife, pulling them back to the present reality. "What in Heaven's name is going on out here!" Joyce Summers' voice echoed from the house, and both Dawn and Buffy turned their attention toward the source of the sound.
Dawn's heart raced, her senses heightened with anxiety and anticipation. Her eyes locked with Joyce, and her emotions surged like a tidal wave. The sight of her mother on the porch, alive and well, was almost too much to process. It was as if time itself had been rewound, and the reality of their family intact was too overwhelming to bear.
"Buffy, who is... what happened to your face?" Joyce's concerned words pierced through the air, addressing the visible signs of battle.
Joyce's voice brought an avalanche of emotions crashing down on Dawn, and tears welled up in her eyes.
"Why do you have dirt and grass all over... were you two fighting?" Joyce's questions hung in the air, revealing her motherly concern and puzzlement at the scene before her.
"Mom?" Dawn's voice quivered as she called out to Joyce, her heart throbbing with a mixture of joy and sorrow. "Mommy?" Without a second thought, she rushed past Buffy, propelled by an overwhelming need to be closer to their mother.
"Dawn! Wait!" Buffy's desperate plea hung in the air, but Dawn's determination was unwavering. She was on a mission, propelled forward by a potent mix of emotions, and nothing could deter her now. She deftly sidestepped Buffy's attempt to grab her, moving with the agility and resolve of someone who had been through too much to be held back.
In a few swift motions, Dawn reached the porch, and her arms enveloped Joyce in a tight, longing embrace. It was a hug that carried years of longing, pain, and unspoken words, a hug that sought to mend the fractures of a shattered world.
"Dawn..." Buffy's voice trembled with emotion, the sound of it so close yet feeling so far away. "Dawn, you can't just... Oh God, how do we... Mom, you have to understand..." Her words faltered as she tried to make sense of the impossible situation before them.
But Dawn couldn't let go. The tears streamed down her face as she held her mother, unwilling to lose this moment, to relinquish the connection she had fought so hard to find. She took a half-step back, her arms still wrapped around Joyce, desperately trying to convey all the love and pain that had consumed her for years.
Joyce's face was a canvas of emotions, each expression like a wave crashing against the shore—surprise, confusion, sadness, anger, and then back to surprise and confusion. The sight of her mother alive and present was both a dream and a reality, a testament to the extraordinary journey that had led her here.
With a trembling hand, Dawn gently wiped the tears from her face, her emotions spilling over uncontrollably. "You're alive, and you're here! I missed you, Mommy. I missed you..." Her voice cracked with raw vulnerability, and all the pent-up emotions she had held at bay came flooding out like a torrential storm.
The weight of being the lone survivor of her entire world, the burden of loss, and the agony of years spent yearning for her family had finally caught up with Dawn. It was as if the dam had broken, and all the stress and tension she had carried inside her crumbled under the weight of her emotions.
Dawn felt her mother's embrace enveloping her, a familiar and tender gesture that brought a flood of memories rushing back. Joyce's hand rubbed soothing circles on her back, just as she had done countless times before when comforting her daughter through tears and fears.
The moment of reunion, however, was bittersweet, and Joyce's confusion added to the emotional storm that raged inside Dawn. "Buffy?" Joyce's voice quivered, seeking answers in the midst of the improbable scene unfolding before her. "Who... you called her Dawn? What is going on?"
The silence that followed felt heavy, like an unspoken secret hanging in the air, until Buffy finally found the words to respond. "That's Dawn, mom. That's our Dawn. I don't know how, but she's... I think she's from the future."
Joyce's mind struggled to comprehend the possibility, grappling with the notion of time travel. Her emotions were in turmoil, torn between disbelief and the desire to understand. "The future? That's... what are you talking about, Buffy? That's not possible. She can't be..." Her protests wavered, her voice softening, and yet she couldn't resist offering comfort to her sobbing daughter. Her motherly instincts took over, bridging the gap between disbelief and a longing for understanding. "Sweeite... um... Dawn? Honey? Look at me," Joyce implored, and Dawn obediently lifted her head, a mixture of vulnerability and hope etched on her tear-streaked face.
"Yeah, Mom?" Dawn's voice was soft, her heart yearning for her mother's understanding, praying that the bond between them could transcend time and bridge the gap that had separated them for so long.
Joyce's eyes were wide with astonishment, her hands trembling as they gently caressed Dawn's hair and cupped her face. The emotions flickering across her mother's features mirrored the whirlwind of feelings inside Dawn's heart. The flood of recognition, the disbelief giving way to acceptance, and the overwhelming realization that her daughter had indeed grown up—all of it painted a vivid portrait of their reunion.
"Oh my God," Joyce whispered, her voice quivering with awe and wonder. She struggled to find words, to grasp the enormity of what stood before her—a grown-up version of the child that right now was in her room upstairs.
"You—you are Dawn. Oh my God. You're Dawn, all grown up," she said, her voice filled with both joy and sadness. Her touch was tender, like she was trying to memorize every detail of Dawn's face, fearing that the moment might vanish like a fleeting dream.
Dawn simply nodded; her throat choked with emotions too profound for words. She felt a lump in her throat, but a reassuring warmth emanated from her mother's touch, reminding her that this was real—that she was real.
Joyce's eyes flickered with a mixture of bewilderment and concern, and the heaviness of the situation settled around them like a suffocating fog. The reality that there were now two Dawns—one grown-up and the other still a child—was an inexplicable phenomenon that seemed to defy the very laws of nature. The weight of this revelation hung heavily in the air, a tangible reminder of the complexities they were about to confront.
"But... but Dawn's..." Joyce's voice trailed off, and Dawn could feel the unspoken ache in her mother's heart. Eleven-year-old Dawn was upstairs in her room, and the thought of the two versions of herself existing in the same time and space was overwhelming.
Dawn nodded again, her eyes filling with tears. "I know. I'm, uh..."
"How is this poss—wait." Joyce's voice quivered, and she held up a hand, needing a moment to gather her thoughts. "Let's—let's go inside. Okay, honey?" Her motherly instinct kicked in, seeking to provide comfort and stability amidst the surreal situation they found themselves in.
Joyce's nod to Buffy conveyed a silent request for support and understanding, acknowledging the incredible task they now faced. "Okay? Let's go inside."
With a delicate touch, Joyce guided Dawn into the house, their footsteps echoing with the weight of the unspoken questions that filled the air. "Here, sit down," Joyce said tenderly, leading Dawn to a place where they could talk and make sense of the extraordinary circumstances.
Her gaze shifted to Buffy, who stood near the door, torn between her protective instincts and the need to respect Dawn's wishes. "Buffy, why don't you bring me a glass of water for... for Dawn."
However, Dawn's voice, filled with determination, halted Buffy in her tracks. "No, I'm okay. I'm fine," she insisted, wanting to embrace this moment of honesty and vulnerability. "Please, just... it's okay. We should talk about this."
"Right. Talk. Okay." Joyce's voice wavered with a mix of anticipation and trepidation. Her heart yearned for answers, to understand the inexplicable situation that had unfolded before her.
Dawn's voice carried a determined resolve, even amidst the flood of emotions swirling inside her. "There is a lengthy explanation," she began, her words a testament to the complexity of their reality. "I intend to do that with our friends here as well. Tomorrow, okay? For now, you have questions, I will answer them."
The room was thick with unspoken emotions, and the three women found themselves caught in a poignant moment of uncertainty. Dawn's eyes searched for a focal point, avoiding direct gazes with her sister and her mother, both to shield herself from their judgment and to gather her own composure.
"Right. Talk. Okay." Joyce's voice wavered with a mix of anticipation and trepidation. Her heart yearned for answers, to understand the inexplicable situation that had unfolded before her.
Dawn's voice carried a determined resolve, even amidst the flood of emotions swirling inside her. "There is a lengthy explanation," she began, her words a testament to the complexity of their reality. "I intend to do that with our friends here as well. Tomorrow, okay? For now, you have questions, I will answer them."
The room was thick with unspoken emotions, and the three women found themselves caught in a poignant moment of uncertainty. Dawn's eyes searched for a focal point, avoiding direct gazes with her sister and her mother, both to shield herself from their judgment and to gather her own composure.
Joyce's gaze, however, couldn't help but drift towards Dawn, her motherly instinct yearning to embrace the truth that was standing right in front of her. Her attempts to disguise her staring were futile, her heart torn between amazement and the longing for understanding.
Buffy, too, seemed lost in her own thoughts, her hands fidgeting as she grappled with the enormity of the situation. The weight of the unspoken words hung heavy in the air, making the silence more profound and fragile.
Dawn noticed the ticking of the kitchen clock, a reminder of the passage of time and the urgency of their present circumstances. The sounds of movement from upstairs—the innocent humming of her younger self—served as a poignant contrast to the complexity of their reality.
"The first thing I want to do is tell Mom," Dawn's voice trembled with emotion as she turned her gaze toward her sister, seeking support and understanding. "Everything."
"What? You want to tell..." Buffy's anger was palpable, her emotions raw and tumultuous as she shook her head in vehement disagreement. The idea of revealing the supernatural truth to their mother, that she was the Slayer, seemed to be the last thing she wanted to consider. "No!"
"We have to, Buffy. We have to," Dawn persisted, a sense of urgency in her voice. She couldn't bear the thought of keeping their mother in the dark any longer, especially now that they were reunited.
Joyce's confusion only deepened, her eyes darting between her two daughters as they exchanged charged words. "Tell me what?" she implored, sensing the intensity of their conversation.
Buffy's defensive stance, arms crossed tightly, betrayed her reluctance to discuss the supernatural. "Nothing, Mom. It's nothing. We don't need to talk about this, Dawn."
Dawn's frustration simmered beneath the surface, her emotions running high as she confronted her sister's resistance. "Jesus, you are so dense sometimes," she blurted out, her words driven by a mix of exasperation and determination. "Buffy, do you believe I'm who I say I am? Have I proven it to you?"
The question hung in the air, and Buffy's reluctant nod indicated that, despite her reservations, she couldn't deny the undeniable truth.
"Do you believe me when I say I'm from the future?" Dawn pressed further, seeking her sister's trust and understanding.
Again, Buffy nodded, unable to refute the extraordinary evidence that had brought them to this moment.
"So, if I'm from the future, I know what's going to happen, right?" Dawn's voice softened, a plea lacing her words.
Buffy's shrug was accompanied by a mixture of uncertainty and resignation. The weight of their conversation and the impending revelation about the supernatural seemed to bear down on her, causing her shoulders to droop slightly. She was torn between her protective instincts as the Slayer and her desire to trust her sister's judgment.
Dawn's voice quivered with a blend of determination and vulnerability as she explained her reasoning. Her heart ached to spare her mother from the overwhelming truth, but she knew that delaying the inevitable would only make the situation more complicated in the long run. "Mom finds out eventually anyways, a year from now. I would rather do it now though as it will make the explanation of me being from the future easier to swallow," she pleaded. "So, trust me on this, okay?" She turned to face her mother. "Mom, you, me, and even, um, me... the other me."
Dawn's gesture towards the ceiling, where her younger self resided, was both playful and heartrending. The presence of her eleven-year-old counterpart in the house was a vivid reminder of the time paradox they were facing—a reality that seemed to defy all reason.
Buffy's nod conveyed a mix of resignation and trust in her sister's judgment, a silent acknowledgment of Dawn's plea to help ease their mother into the truth.
"What are you two talking about?" Joyce's confusion deepened, sensing the gravity of their conversation and the exchange of emotions she wasn't privy to.
"Mom, you see. Um. Okay, this is going to be difficult." Dawn's voice faltered for a moment, her throat tightening with the weight of what she was about to reveal.
But even amidst the tension, Dawn's resourcefulness shone through. She knew that using a prop, like a frying pan, could help make the explanation more relatable, less overwhelming.
"Hey, Buffy? I think we need a prop. How about a frying pan? Can you go find a frying pan or something? Please?" Dawn's request held a touch of humor, an attempt to lighten the mood even in the face of the extraordinary truth. "It will make the discussion about how there are now two of me better to handle."
Buffy's departure into the kitchen left a moment of tense silence between Joyce and Dawn. The weight of the unspoken questions hung heavy in the air, a whirlwind of emotions threatening to spill over.
Joyce's hesitation was palpable, her desire to understand and connect with her long-lost daughter warring with the fear of what the answers might reveal. "Yes?" Dawn prompted gently, her heart aching to provide the comfort her mother needed.
"Oh," Joyce began, her voice wavering, "it was nothing."
But Dawn knew better; she could see the uncertainty in her mother's eyes and the longing to know the truth. "No, it's not nothing," Dawn asserted firmly, her emotions rising to the surface. "You deserve every single question answered today."
The raw sincerity in Dawn's voice warmed Joyce's heart, realizing that her daughter had come back not only to provide answers but also to rebuild the bond that had been severed by time.
Joyce nodded, grateful for Dawn's willingness to share, even if the truth might be difficult to bear. The anticipation built as they waited for Buffy to return from the kitchen, each second feeling like an eternity as they braced themselves for the revelation that awaited them.
"So, uh, when did you. Um. How should I...? When did you arrive?" Joyce's voice trembled with both curiosity and apprehension, eager to understand the mysteries that surrounded her daughter's return.
"Two days ago," Dawn replied, her voice steady as she met her mother's gaze head-on. At the look of surprise in Joyce's eyes, she nodded with certainty. "Yep. Two days ago. Arrived just at sunrise. Spent the day figuring out what was what. Met Willow and Xander before the day's end. Of course, already knew them, just had not seen them in a long time."
Dawn's words held a mix of nostalgia and longing, memories of a time long past intermingling with the present. The emotional journey she had undertaken was etched on her face, a testament to the challenges and revelations that had led her back to her family.
Joyce's eyes were a mix of relief and concern as she asked the question that had weighed heavily on her mind. "Where have you been staying?"
Dawn's voice held a hint of optimism, a glimmer of hope amidst the uncertainties. "I have a house, just down the block. I'm not quite moved in, yet. I mean, I dug some clothes out of the boxes, and some sheets." Her expression brightened, eager to share her small victories in the midst of the emotional whirlwind. "Oh! And I went grocery shopping, so I have food."
Joyce managed a small smile, grateful for the little blessings that had come Dawn's way. "Um, that's good. Food is good."
The atmosphere in the room held a mix of warmth and tension, as they navigated through the complexities of Dawn's sudden appearance and the circumstances that had brought her here.
"So how did you get a house?" Joyce inquired, her curiosity mingling with concern.
Dawn hesitated for a moment, her heart feeling heavy with the weight of what she was about to reveal. "When I came here, things had been set up for me to survive, so I've got papers, and money and a bank account," she explained.
But there was another truth that Dawn knew she needed to share, however difficult it might be. "I, um... I even have a birth certificate. You're not on it," she confessed, the words lingering in the air. "According to the birth certificate, my folks are Celia's parents. Uncle Mark and Aunt Lyssa. Apparently, I am Celia's twin now."
The room seemed to hold its breath as Joyce absorbed this revelation. The complexities of the past and the present collided, leaving a trail of emotions in their wake. The loss of Celia's parents and the newfound reality of Dawn being her twin added a layer of grief and confusion to an already extraordinary situation.
"If I remember right, Hank said they died a couple of months ago," Joyce recalled, her voice tinged with sorrow as she connected the dots. "Wait, so you're all by yourself?" At Dawn's affirmative nod, Joyce's frown deepened with concern. "You weren't placed with Hank?"
Dawn's words carried a mix of acceptance and strength, her voice tinged with both gratitude and a touch of sadness. "No, I was declared emancipated, I assume that was part of their will. All my legal stuff and money issues are handled by a law firm in LA," she explained, her emotions hidden beneath a facade of composure. "It's okay."
As she spoke, Dawn's eyes flickered with a mix of vulnerability and resilience. The weight of the loss she had endured was evident, but she had managed to find a way to move forward, standing on her own despite the challenges she faced.
"What are you two talkin' about?" Buffy's return to the room brought a sense of relief and a momentary distraction from the intense emotions swirling in the air. She held a saucepan.
"Where I was living. I've got a house just down the block." Dawn took the pan from Buffy, her eyes meeting her sister's with a hint of reassurance. As if anticipating Joyce's thoughts, she added, "Don't worry. I'll replace it, I promise."
The exchange between the two sisters was familiar and heartwarming, their bond evident even in the midst of the emotional storm that surrounded them.
"What, you mean you're not going to live here with us now?" Buffy sounded honestly surprised, her voice carrying a mixture of hope and uncertainty.
Dawn's response held a mix of contemplation and consideration. "I could," she admitted, "But the thing is, you recognized me. How many people do you think are going to notice that I look like her?" She motioned toward the ceiling, indicating her younger self. "It's one thing for me to be your cousin, Celia's twin. Coming over from time to time will draw less suspicion than if I am seen on a daily basis coming from this house."
"I guess you have a point," Buffy admitted, her voice tinged with a hint of regret. "Wait you said you were Celia's twin?"
"Yeah when I came back," Dawn replied. "I was inserted into Uncle Mark and Aunt Lyssa's family as their daughter, Celia's twin."
Dawn's admission brought a mixture of surprise and awe to Buffy's face. The realization that her sister was now her cousin added a layer of complexity to their already extraordinary circumstances.
"Wow," Buffy whispered, her eyes darting between Dawn and Joyce, trying to grasp the implications of this change.
"Dawn," said Joyce.
"Right. Um, Mom, do you remember back when Hemery High's gym burned down, and everyone was blaming Buffy?" Dawn began, her voice catching slightly with the memory. "And Buffy running run off to Vegas with her boyfriend. And while she was gone, I got into her diary and told you all about her saying that she was fighting monsters and vampires?"
As the recollection of that moment hung in the air, there was a sense of regret and remorse that washed over the room. The past mistakes and misunderstandings weighed heavily on Dawn's heart, and she wanted to make things right.
"Well, she really was fighting monsters and vampires," Dawn continued, her voice steady as she braced herself for their reaction. The truth was difficult to bear, but she knew that it was essential for Joyce to understand the reality of Buffy's life as the Slayer.
The room seemed to shrink in the face of Buffy's incredulity and Dawn's attempt at explanation. Emotions swirled in the air like a tempest, and Dawn's heart ached at the realization of how her actions had affected her sister.
"Wait!" Buffy's voice trembled with a mix of hurt and disbelief. "You read my diary? I can't believe you read my diary."
Dawn could see the anguish etched on her sister's face, and her own heart sank with regret. "Look, it was a long time ago, okay? Years, even." She tried to justify; her voice tinged with remorse. "I was only ten! What did I know?"
But for Buffy, the wounds were fresh, the memories raw and painful. "For you, it was years! For me, it was a single year, Dawn!" Her words carried the weight of her past, the invasion of privacy and betrayal she had endured. "I can't believe you read my diary."
Joyce stepped in, sensing the tension escalating. Her voice was soothing, an attempt to quell the storm of emotions. "Girls, calm down." She laid a comforting hand on Dawn's arm, then turned to Buffy, trying to bridge the gap between them. "Both of you calm down."
As Dawn met her mother's gaze, she could see the shock in Joyce's eyes as a new truth dawned on her. "Wait. Are you implying that vampires are...? No, that's just... That everything with the monsters was real? You're telling me Hank had our own daughter committed for nothing?"
The revelation hit Joyce like a tidal wave, a flood of emotions surging through her. She couldn't fathom the gravity of what had transpired, the magnitude of the secrets that had been kept from her.
"Mom, it's okay." Buffy's voice trembled, her heart aching to ease her mother's pain. "I survived it, okay. And I don't hate you or Dad. It was actually a little bit restful at times."
As the truth hung heavy in the room, Dawn's heart ached at the sight of her mother struggling to come to terms with the reality she had just learned. Her hand trembled slightly, an echo of the emotional turmoil that gripped her.
"But yeah, it's all real. And Buffy is a Slayer." Dawn's voice wavered with a mixture of determination and vulnerability. "And so am I."
Joyce's hand went to her forehead, as if trying to steady herself amidst the whirlwind of revelations. "Monsters are real. Monsters are real. Okay. Monsters are real," she repeated, almost as a mantra, as if saying it enough times would make it less unbelievable.
Her disbelief was palpable, and Dawn felt a pang of sadness for her mother's struggle to accept the extraordinary truth. Joyce shook her head, as if resisting the weight of reality. "And what's a Slayer?" she asked, seeking to understand the truth from her daughters.
"Giles, would do it better," Buffy chimed in, looking towards her sister with a knowing glance.
Taking a deep breath, Dawn began to explain, her voice steady despite the emotions swirling inside her. "Into every generation, there is a chosen one. One girl in all the world. She alone will wield the strength and skill to stand against the vampires, the demons, and the forces of darkness; to stop the spread of their evil and the swell of their numbers. She is the Slayer."
"Slayers are like superheroes. They've got increased strength, stamina, reflexes. They heal really fast, have really sharp senses. It's sort of a package thing," Dawn added with a touch of amusement, trying to lighten the heavy atmosphere.
Joyce's eyes searched her daughters' faces, trying to process the truth that was unfolding before her. She clung to the last sliver of skepticism, seeking any form of evidence to support or deny this new reality. "You said you could prove it. That you could offer me evidence that you were telling the truth," Joyce pressed, her voice tinged with both hope and trepidation.
Dawn could see her mother's longing for a simpler reality, where monsters and Slayers were mere figments of imagination, but she also saw the glimmer of curiosity—a yearning to understand the extraordinary lives her daughters led.
awn gave a slight smile, her eyes twinkling with a mix of nostalgia and determination, as she held up the saucepan. "Nothing up my sleeve but my elbow," she quipped playfully. With casual grace, she began to bend the sides of the saucepan until it surrendered, collapsing in on itself like a defeated foe. Passing it to Buffy, she watched the pan glide effortlessly through the air, caught by her sister with a fluid motion that spoke of years of training and camaraderie.
Buffy took the malleable metal in her hands, her expression a mix of concentration and excitement. She proceeded to work her magic on the pan, each roll and twist transforming it into an empty, stainless steel tube with a handle. It was like watching an artist create a masterpiece, the saucepan turning into a symbol of their shared strength and resilience. With a satisfied grin, Buffy tossed it back to Dawn, who gracefully caught it and then handed it to Joyce.
"Careful, it's a little warm where the bends are," Dawn cautioned, her voice tinged with a protective concern for her mother.
Joyce stared at the piece of pop art that had once been a humble saucepan. Her heart swelled with pride and admiration for her daughters, their skill and courage evident in every twist of the metal.
Dawn took a deep breath, gathering her emotions before she continued. "Six years ago, from my perspective, I was held hostage for five years so that another Slayer wouldn't be called. Anyways, several years from now, Buffy led a team of fighters against the worst threat she'd ever faced. It was like nothing she'd fought before, and believe me, she'd fought everything at that point. Witches, sorcerers, vampires, evil robots..." The memories brought a nostalgic grin to her face, shared by her mother.
"But this was nothing like anything that had come before," she continued, her voice filled with awe and a touch of trepidation.
"I lost, didn't I?" Buffy's voice quivered slightly, her bravado momentarily slipping.
Dawn nodded solemnly, her eyes reflecting the weight of their shared past. "Yeah. There were maybe twenty or thirty of us who went into the fight, and..."
Tears welled up in Buffy's eyes as she absorbed the weight of her sister's words. "Wait, us? Was this before or after you were called as a Slayer?" she asked, her voice trembling with a mix of disbelief and concern.
Dawn nodded, her own eyes shimmering with unshed tears. "Before," she answered softly, her emotions tightly held in check.
"And you were fighting?" Buffy's voice quivered, fearing the answer.
Dawn took a deep breath, her voice catching with emotion as she explained, "You tried to keep me out for years, but in time I started helping. Then, at that battle, everyone had a job to do. I did mine. You lost." The pain of that loss still resonated in her heart, and the memory of the chaotic aftermath haunted her.
"The bad guys chased us out of Sunnydale, whittling our numbers down," she continued, her voice trembling. "Xander and Giles died in the battle with all the girls you took in. It was just me, you, Faith, and Willow." The mention of their fallen comrades weighed heavily on her.
"At some point, you died," Dawn said, her voice hushed, memories of that harrowing moment flooding back. "I don't know when, as you and Willow were separated from me and Faith. For years, I didn't know what had happened to Willow." The anguish of uncertainty had been a burden she carried for far too long. "Eventually it was just me and Faith. Faith died protecting me, calling me as a Slayer."
Her eyes now glistening with tears, Joyce's concern was evident on her face as she asked, "Can you fix things, I mean?"
Dawn's voice quivered with a mixture of hope and determination. "I think I can," she said, her eyes shining with a newfound sense of purpose. "At least some things. There's a handful of things I think I can stop entirely. There are other things I won't be able to stop, but I believe I can change them, hopefully for the better. And there are some things I still don't know what to do about," she admitted, the weight of responsibility evident in her every word.
Joyce couldn't help but feel a surge of pride and concern for her daughter. "And you're going to tell us about them?" she asked gently, wanting to support Dawn on this uncertain journey.
"Some of them, yeah. Not all of them," Dawn replied, a mix of vulnerability and determination in her eyes. As she spoke, she felt a strange tingle, akin to what she felt in the presence of the Buffy, only this time it was different. It signaled that she was in the presence of someone else who held the Key, but this time, she was the senior.
Turning her gaze, Dawn looked toward where the feeling originated and locked eyes with her younger self, her eleven-year-old version. She saw innocence and curiosity in her younger self's eyes, reminding her of the girl she used to be.
"Who's she?" the younger Dawn asked, a hint of shyness in her voice. "Buffy, is she a new friend of yours? Why is she looking at me like that?" Confusion filled her younger self's face as she glanced down at herself, then behind her. "Do I have something on me?"
"Dawn..." Buffy started, her voice catching with emotion as she struggled to find the right words. She closed her mouth abruptly, feeling overwhelmed by the situation unfolding before her.
"What?" Younger Dawn approached the older with an unmistakable air of curiosity. As they drew closer to each other, Joyce's breath caught in her throat, sensing the profound connection about to be revealed. The smaller girl gently brought a hand up and traced the lines of the older Dawn's face with a finger. The tenderness in her touch was filled with wonder and recognition as she realized that every contour of the older girl's face mirrored her own.
"I know who you are. I had a dream about you, the other night," the younger Dawn revealed, her voice hushed with awe and revelation.
The Older Dawn understood the significance of this revelation. Whatever had caused the younger Dawn to come early had allowed her to glimpse fragments of the older girl's memories in that dream. "My memories," she whispered, the weight of the connection sinking in, and the younger Dawn nodded in affirmation. Turning to the others, she explained, "She knows who I am because she saw bits and pieces of my memories. Probably a result of how I arrived."
"Dawn..." Buffy spoke slowly, her heart swelling with admiration. "You're doing a fine job at not freaking out right now. How's that work?" she asked, half-amazed and half-amused by her sister's composed demeanor.
The younger Dawn simply shrugged, a small smile tugging at the corners of her lips. "I think she helped," she said, her eyes glancing at her older self. "Like the other me said, I saw some of her memories. That said, there probably should be at least some freakage, you know? But I just don't feel it."
"Well I feel it. I'm feeling a lot of it. I need a drink." Joyce stood up, looking at the three girls. "I just... I need to..." Without saying anything else, she bolted for the kitchen.
Sunnydale High School
Chloe stifled a yawn as she entered the library. She placed her two suitcases, all she had in the world at the moment, behind the counter and looked around. At first, she thought no one was there, but then she noticed that the door to the library's office was open. She knocked lightly on the office door before entering. "Mr. Giles? Good morning."
"Good morning," he said. "I've just been in contact with the Council. They confirmed your assignment as Dawn's Watcher. They also suggested I provide a reference here at the school in case you wish to procure employment here as part of your cover."
"Ah, well thank you, Mr. Giles. I appreciate it. I hadn't decided yet what I was going to do." Chloe paused for a moment before continuing. "I, too, spoke to the Council. I received some in depth results of the background check on run on my Slayer."
"And what did they find?" he asked knowing exactly what they would find, what Dawn herself had said they would find, that she was Buffy's cousin.
"They found that Dawn Marie Summers was born to Mark and Lyssa Summers in 1981 in Beverly Hills, California, one of the suburb communities of Los Angeles. Mark Summers was a senior associate at Paine and Hope Law Firm in Los Angeles. Lyssa Summers, formerly Lyssa Thompson was an executive at one of the movie studios in Hollywood. She had a twin Celia Summers who died when she was eight. Their cousin Buffy, your Slayer, who was also eight years old at the time, was there, she watched as Celia Summers died."
Giles took off his glasses and began to polish them. He would have to discuss this with Buffy privately, or at least semi-privately as he might want Dawn there to help, about seeing Celia die. It would not surprise him in the least if Buffy had repressed trauma from watching her cousin die at such a young age. It would also explain, he realized, why Buffy had been afraid of facing the Master. "In your medical opinion," he said knowing that Chloe had been pre-med during her Watcher's Academy training. "Do you believe Buffy could house residual trauma at watching her cousin die?"
"In my medical opinion," said Chloe. "While not my field of interest, I was wanting to be a emergency room doctor, I do believe that there could have been residual trauma, yes. I also believe there could be residual trauma for Dawn as well."
"First her sister dies and then years later her parents die leaving her alone," said Giles. While he knew the truth, he had noticed that Dawn had been holding herself in check like she didn't want to release the emotions she felt escape. He was sure beside potentially being held captive for years she might actually have trauma from something even more scarring. "I have noticed it as well."
"I, uh, I may have betrayed my oath as a Watcher last night, Mr. Giles."
"Just Giles, please," said Giles. "I have grown accustom to the familiarity since Buffy started doing it herself not long after her move to Sunnydale.
Chloe nodded. "Very well," said Chloe. "Anyways, I failed to inform the Council that Dawn is aware of the Cruciamentum. Or that she was adamant that neither she or Buffy would be participating. Personally, I'm like you in that I feel it is a barbaric tradition designed to ensure Slayers do not live past the age of majority when they can walk away from the Council legally."
"That was always my assessment as well since most potentials and Slayers typically become the wards of their Watchers and their families give up all rights to us," agreed Giles. "So, bringing back to the topic of her background."
"Yes," said Chloe, "Dawn is a legally emancipated ward of the State of California as a result of her parents' death. Her affairs are overseen by her father's former employers, and they seem to be doing a fine job of it. This put a stop to the Council's initial idea, which was to use our connections to force an adoption through the system."
"Yes, that would make it sticky. I suppose for such an adoption to occur, she'd have to enter it voluntarily. I don't suppose..." Giles looked the question at Chloe.
"Mr. Giles, please." The female Watcher shook her head at the very idea. "I'm only four years older than Dawn. Being a mother to a teenager is out of the question as it would bring up questions. Now if we were related, I could do a kinship adoption, but since I am not then it would look weird why I am her legal adopted mother when I am not much older than she."
"And a mentor relationship would not work as well either due to your age. I believe it might be prudent to form a more personal, intimate relationship with her," said Giles. "Once you have gained her trust, you should possibly try and form a sisterly bond, someone she could talk to openly and freely."
Summers Residence
Buffy and both Dawns followed Joyce into the kitchen, their hearts heavy with concern for their mother. Joyce was seated at the table, her demeanor reflecting a mix of distress and resignation, as an empty glass and a full liquor bottle stood before her.
"You going to be okay, Mom?" Buffy's voice quivered with worry; her eyes fixed on the full bottle. Taking a seat across the table from Joyce, she tried to offer her support.
Joyce sat with her gaze locked on the bottle before her. "I don't know."
Younger Dawn moved closer, pulling a chair beside her mother on Joyce's left, and tenderly embraced her. The sight of her mother's struggle tugged at her heart.
Meanwhile, Older Dawn settled in a chair to Joyce's right, her eyes showing empathy and understanding. "You probably have a lot of questions," she gently said, looking at Joyce.
Joyce let out a grim, mirthless laugh, her emotions entangled in a web of confusion and concern. "You could say that. For a start, let's talk about this Slayer thing. How long have you been..."
Buffy's eyes sought comfort from Older Dawn, and her sister responded with a gentle, reassuring touch, patting her hand. A grateful smile graced Buffy's face, a wordless expression of thanks for the support amidst the difficult conversation.
"About a year and a half ago, is my guess. I'm not sure exactly when. Right before things went bad at Hemery," Buffy replied with a mixture of emotions, the weight of her past experiences evident in her voice.
The truth began to unravel, and Joyce's mind raced to connect the dots. "Wait, did this have anything to do with... no, of course it did. This is why you started having trouble." Her hands instinctively went to her face, overwhelmed by the realization of her own blindness as a parent. Regret washed over her. "I've been so blind."
Turning her attention to Older Dawn, Joyce sought to understand the depth of the situation. "And you? How long have you been a Slayer?" Her heart ached with the knowledge that her daughters had been facing dangers beyond her comprehension.
"A little over five years," answered Older Dawn, her voice tinged with the weight of experience. "I know the exact moment pretty much when I was called."
Joyce sighed, grappling with the newfound awareness of a world she had only glimpsed from afar. "So how does it work? How do you become a Slayer? I mean, do you have to volunteer or something?" Her curiosity mixed with concern, hoping for some semblance of control in a chaotic reality.
"I wish that was the case," Buffy interjected, her voice carrying the weight of the burden she bore.
Dawn's voice carried a mix of resignation and wonder as she began to explain the intricate threads of their destiny. The weight of their shared burden was evident as she unfolded the ancient tale. "Pretty much it's more like a destiny," she said, her eyes reflecting the weight of generations past. "Buffy and I kind of were destined to become Slayers. A long time ago, there were these men, they imbued in a girl the essence of a demon. Since then, every potential Slayer can trace their ancestry back to that girl. Technically, Mom, you should have been a Potential when you were our age. Now, how one is called over another, no one truly knows. But generally, sometime after the start of our period but before the age of eighteen is when we're called. So, if a girl starts her period at the age of say eight, she could be theoretically anyways called then."
Buffy's surprise mingled with sorrow as she absorbed the revelation. "Really? I hadn't heard that part."
Joyce, on the other hand, was trying to grasp the complexity of it all, her gaze shifting from one girl to the other. The gravity of the situation weighed heavily on her heart. Younger Dawn observed the emotional interplay, her heart going out to her mother. Her curiosity turned to anguish as Joyce questioned, "But what, um, what starts it? What turns it on?" She desperately sought to understand the catalyst behind the calling that forever altered her daughters' lives.
The flatness in Buffy's voice betrayed the harsh reality they faced. "When one girl dies, the next one is called," she said, the burden of her role as a Slayer evident in her weary words.
The shock and disbelief in Joyce's eyes turned to Older Dawn, seeking answers and confirmation. "What does she mean?" she implored, her emotions swirling with concern and confusion.
Older Dawn's shoulders sagged with the weight of truth she had come to accept. "What she means is that usually there's no retirement plan for Slayers. They fight until they die, and when they die, the next girl in line inherits the power," she explained with a heavy sigh. "I was called after one of Buffy's successors died protecting me. We never even knew I was a potential to begin with."
The revelation hung heavily in the air, and Older Dawn could see the realization dawn on Joyce's face like a bolt of lightning, electrifying the room with emotions. "Wait... Buffy's been a Slayer for... and you're from the future, so you came after..." Joyce's voice trembled as she struggled to articulate the profound implications.
"Yeah," Older Dawn confirmed, her heart aching at the weight of the truth they now had to face.
Amidst the swirling emotions, it was Younger Dawn who found her voice first, breaking the silence with a determined yet vulnerable tone. "But you're here now, right? You're going to change things." Her eyes bore into Older Dawn, hoping for a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness.
Older Dawn nodded, her eyes reflecting a mixture of resolve and uncertainty. "I'm going to try," she promised, understanding the immense responsibility that lay on her shoulders.
Buffy's throat tightened with unspoken emotions as she attempted to find the words to voice her concerns. "How, uh. Crap. How..." She stumbled over her thoughts, her gaze falling to the floor, feeling the weight of her own mortality.
Dawn understood the unspoken question that hung heavy in the air. She gently interjected, aware of the fragility of the topic at hand. "I don't know, not for sure," she replied honestly, knowing Buffy was asking about her own mortality and how much longer she had. "You have technically died three times. The first was at the end of the last school year in the Master's cave. That triggered a potential in Jamaica to be called."
Joyce's disbelief and sorrow mingled as she processed the revelation. "Wait, Buffy died?" Her voice trembled, unable to fathom the gravity of the losses her daughters had endured.
Older Dawn's heart ached for her mother, understanding the pain she must be feeling. "Sorry, Mom!" She embraced Joyce tightly, offering comfort in the face of heartache. The brief moment of solace between mother and daughter was a testament to their unyielding bond. "You okay?" she asked with genuine concern, hoping to ease the burden her mother carried.
"Somewhat," Joyce replied, her emotions raw and vulnerable. "I just never pictured after what happened with Mark and Lyssa that I would have to potentially do the same thing that they did." Her heartache was evident, grappling with the idea of having to face the same heart-wrenching choices as brother- and sister-in-law had in the past.
Older Dawn's eyes shifted to Buffy, a mix of worry and understanding in her gaze. She knew they needed to discuss the matter of Joyce's cancer later, but for now, they pressed on, trying to answer the pressing questions. "Anyways, the second will be protecting me. Buffy, you sacrifice yourself for me," she continued, her voice tinged with sorrow. "There was this ritual that opened a portal with my blood and for it to close…"
"You had to be dead," Buffy said. Her eyes met Younger Dawn's, and a deep sigh escaped her lips. She then turned to Older Dawn, her resolve firm despite the pain in her heart. "So, I jump instead," she stated, acknowledging the sacrifice she had made for her sister's life.
Dawn nodded; her heart heavy as she recounted the difficult events. "You were dead that time for five months, the longest five months of my life," she said, the memory still vivid and haunting. "You then get resurrected by Willow, who by that time is an extremely powerful witch."
The final piece of their tumultuous journey remained shrouded in mystery. "The third and final time we were separated. It was you and Willow, and me and Faith," Dawn explained, her voice laden with uncertainty. "I don't know what happened; Willow didn't say when I found her."
Tears glistened in Buffy's eyes as she implored her sister, desperate to know the truth in order to change their fate. "Dawn, you have to tell us what's going to happen if we're going to stop it all," she said, her voice quivering with emotion, the weight of their destiny bearing down on her shoulders.
"I know," Older Dawn replied, her voice soft and laden with both determination and frustration. "I just... I don't remember it all. You know how I talked about keeping things secret? While I had my first encounter with a vampire from your perspective two months ago."
Joyce's disbelief mingled with concern as she absorbed the revelation. "What?" Her eyes shifted between Younger Dawn and Older Dawn, trying to comprehend the complexity of their intertwined destinies.
Buffy recounted the haunting events of that fateful night, the pain still etched in her memories. "Dawn followed me," she explained, her voice quivering with emotion. "The night that Dawn was just telling us, the night of my death. She saw a master vampire drink from me and then cast me aside. I fell into a pool of water and drowned. Dawn saw all of it."
Witnessing the tears escape Younger Dawn's eyes, Joyce's heart ached for her youngest daughter. She pulled her close, enveloping her in a tender embrace, whispering soothing words to comfort the distraught girl. "It's okay, my little pum'kin belly," she whispered, her own voice choked with emotion.
Older Dawn's smile held a touch of melancholy as she observed the loving bond between her mother and Younger Dawn. When Joyce glanced back at her, seeking more answers, she explained, "Even though I now knew there were vampires in the world, you and Buffy kept me out of it for as long as possible. So, there are holes in my future knowledge." Her heart yearned to have all the answers, to protect her family from the painful truths, but she grappled with the limitations of her own memories and experiences.
Buffy's eyes held a mix of determination and vulnerability as she spoke, her heart yearning for any piece of information that could shape their future. "We still want to know though," she said with a hint of pleading in her voice. "What you can remember, anyways."
"I know, and I'll tell you," Older Dawn replied, her voice tinged with both solemnity and caution. "But it's going to be a long conversation, one I want with everyone here, not just us. And there are some things I'm not going to tell you, because it's better if you never know about them, ever."
Amidst the charged atmosphere, Joyce's cough cut through, bringing their attention back to the present moment. She steered the conversation towards a more practical matter, seeking to resolve the issue of Dawn's identity. "Not to change the subject, but earlier you said that you have a new birth certificate?" she inquired, her eyes filled with concern and curiosity.
Older Dawn nodded in affirmation, knowing the significance of what her mother was trying to address. Joyce continued, "Your mom and dad are Mark and Lyssa... right." Her eyes flicked towards Buffy.
"I know, Mom," Buffy replied gently, her voice laced with tenderness. "Dawn is technically now my cousin, and I need to start thinking about her that way, at least when we're out in public."
Older Dawn chimed in, offering a practical solution to the naming conundrum. "Also, we should give Mini Me a nickname, or possibly even change her name outright. The problem I am seeing here is there are two Dawn Marie Summers. Unless there is a logical explanation for why you and Dad, Uncle Mark and Aunt Lyssa, both named me and Mini Me the same…" Her brow furrowed with concern as she contemplated the implications of having the same name. "I would change my name to fix that, but I don't know how that might affect my inheritance," she admitted, wrestling with the complexities of their situation.
Joyce carefully considered the situation, her eyes shifting between Younger Dawn and Buffy. "She does have a point. We should come up with an excuse on why both of them share the same name," she agreed, recognizing the need to differentiate between the two Dawns. Her gaze rested on Younger Dawn with warmth and affection. "Maybe to differentiate between the two of you, you should go by Marie as a nickname." The suggestion held both practicality and endearment, embracing the uniqueness of her youngest daughter while navigating the complexities of their shared experiences.
Marie's voice quivered with emotion as she responded, "Okay, Mom," embracing her middle name as her nickname with a tender fondness.
"I don't know how long I have been here, but I probably should go," Dawn said, her eyes darting around the room, searching for her purse. "Where did I put my purse?"
Buffy gently pointed out, "Uh, you didn't have one. At least not when you came up and started talking."
Dawn's frustration with herself surfaced as she realized her oversight. "Great. Left it in the car," she sighed, berating herself for the inconvenience.
In that moment, she caught Joyce in an all-encompassing hug, their bond transcending time and space. "I missed you, Mom. I'll be back, I promise," she reassured, her voice quivering with emotion. Turning to her older sister, Dawn's eyes softened with gratitude. "Buffy, you have no idea how much it means that you're here."
Her gaze then settled on her younger self, and she spoke with a mix of wisdom and affection. "And you, I want you to behave and listen to your sister. You saw some of my memories, so you know what I'm talking about."
Marie nodded; her memory fresh with one of Dawn's heartfelt moments. "It doesn't matter how you got here or where you came from. You are my sister. There's no way you could annoy me as much if you weren't," she recalled, the words etched in her heart with love and understanding.
Hopping off the chair, Marie walked around the counter to Buffy, embracing her tightly. "I'm sorry, Buffy. Be brave. Live. For me," she said, her voice filled with both sorrow and hope.
Buffy pulled back from the hug, her eyes searching Dawn's face for answers. "What was that?" she asked.
Tears shimmered in Dawn's eyes as she mustered the strength to explain. "Memory," she said, her voice thick with emotion, holding onto the words that had touched her soul. "Something you said to me." The memory had become a lifeline, anchoring her to the love and connection she had with her family.
Gathering her composure, Dawn made a promise, her voice determined yet tinged with vulnerability. "I'll try and come back this afternoon as soon as I can for dinner. Then tomorrow, I plan to get everyone for that lengthy explanation." The weight of the truth she bore was heavy, and she knew that sharing it with her loved ones was essential to change their fate.
With resolute steps, she walked out of the door, leaving behind a mix of emotions and memories.
Marie's concern for her counterpart remained palpable, her voice carrying a touch of sadness. "There is one other memory..." she began, hesitating as she struggled to grasp the fleeting fragments of Dawn's recollections. "It's blurry, like her memories are slowly slipping away."
Joyce's motherly instincts kicked in, and she moved to support her youngest daughter. "What's that, pum'kin belly?" she inquired gently, picking up the bottle and glass.
"I think something happened to you," Marie said, her gaze unwavering as she looked at her mother. The weight of her words hung heavily in the air, the need to uncover the truth to safeguard their family's future. "We have to figure out what so we can prevent it."
