AN: Hey to all who said this fic feels similar. I'm sorry I did not read all the Calzona fics so I have not yet come across such a fic . I hope it's not the same as someone else's but I do think it might be different. So please bear with me and read further if you feel it's similar or you don't like it you know what to do.

Also I'm just trying guys

This chapter is to clear up some uncertainties.

Much love and thanks for the reviews…

Arizona's POV

Mark left with my daughter back to Seattle. I've lost her again. I curse the day I got onto that plane. I hate Alex Karev for getting me so upset. I lost a leg and then I've lost my family. I still remember the day I lost Callie and Sofia.

Callie texted me from work saying she had the best news. News that will make me want to jump her bones. I wasn't ready for that. I was becoming more and more addicted to pain meds. Callie was scared to leave me alone with Sofia. Who blames her? I mean Sofia once fell out of my hands because I was high on pain meds.
I nearly burned down the apartment because I forgot the iron on. Again, I was high on meds.
So things wasn't good at home. I've been disappointment every day since the accident.
So when I read the text from Callie, I began to panic. I didn't want to disappoint her again. So to ready myself for Callie's big announcement I popped a few pills and I drank some red wine.
When Callie and Sofia got home I was passed out on the floor. Callie thought I tried to kill myself but when she realized what happened she was furious.
She helped me up. She gave me time to sober up and then she showed me the video she took of me being passed out.
I could hear Sofia crying in the back because Callie had to attend to me first before she could help Sof with whatever she needed.
Callie left for work that day and I had the video on repeat
Sofia's cries and screams broke me and then I left.
I wrote a note and I left.

A note with a mere three sentences:
Calliope I need to go. For both you and Sofia's happiness, I have to leave. I'm sorry.

She called me. She texted, I never replied and then it stopped.
When it stopped I realized I've been living of Callie wanting me for long and when it felt like she stopped wanting me, I broke.
I hit rock bottom. It was only when I woke up in a hospital, my mom and dad beside me with the same look on their faces Callie had, when I decided to pick up the pieces.
This is when I decided to get a grip on my life.
I went to rehab and sobered up. By the time I got out of rehab and back to being a doctor my daughter was already four years old.
I wanted to get in touch with Callie and Sofia so I went to our apartment. I knocked and another woman answered. I never returned.

About a year ago Mark posted a picture of Sofia in her tutu on facebook. He never posts about her. Callie blocked me. She looked sooo beautiful and I nearly relapsed after seeing what I walked away from.
I called Mark asking for a meeting. Him being in the crash and having to deal with PTSD himself understood and we decided that Sofia will come see me every two months in LA.
We decided my name should be Aria, so that when Sofia lets something slip, he could at least cover and say they ran into Aria in LA.
Callie and her sister doesn't have a great relationship but she knows Mark and Sofia.
She also lives in LA which makes it a great cover.

I feel like getting drunk and getting lost in this drunk world because I lost my everything again. Deep in thoughts I nearly lose my soul. Never in the last few years ever have I wanted to drink and pop a few pills like I wanted to know.
Ripping me from my thoughts is a phone call from the hospital. They are asking me to come in tomorrow for a very severe case.
So I guess I should thank the hospital because I'd better get some sleep to save some tiny humans. Even when I can't seem to save myself.

I woke up the next morning not wanting to get up but I had to. As I walk the hallway to the place I now call home, Los Angeles Private Hospital, I feel like dying but I walk with my head high. All off the staff here knows my story but not all of it. They know that I lost a leg in a plane crash and got addicted to pain meds. They always have this look of sympathy on their faces. I get to the room of my patient. I haven't seen her chart. I don't know who she is but that changed as soon as I went inside.

Those long brunette locks I'd recognise anywhere. She is standing talking to one of the nurses. I know that voice. She is standing with her back towards me. I stand there in shock. I want to leave. As soon as I turn to leave, nurse Peters sees me and calls me back. The brunette turns around and I am relieved. It was not Calliope Torres. They look so much alike though. I sigh a sense of relieve. Walking forward to introduce myself and before I could say anything she says:

"Hi Dr. Robbins, I'm Aria Torres."

Her hand is out to shake mine. I can't seem to lift up my hand and shake hers too. Rage takes over. This is the woman that once made my wife so unhappy. I mean Callie. Shit why did I think of wife now. She refused to acknowledge me. Now she is here; wanting my help. She is here smiling at me.

"What do you want?"

Definitely not how I usually speak to patients I meet for the first time. Nurse Peters stands there watching on in shock. I ask nurse Peters to leave.

"I want you to help me. Look at my chart and help me."

"There's a lot of other doctors that can help you, so if you'll excuse me."

I start to walk to the door. But she stops me.

"I'll tell Callie."

"Tell Callie what?"

"Mark told me how you used my name. He told me everything."

"Are you black mailing me Ms. Torres."

"If that's what it takes to save my daughter then yes. I am black mailing you. You off all people would understand what it's like to lose the people you love."

"Funny coming from you. I remember you cutting off your sister because of whom and what she loved."

"Please just look at my chart."

Furious at her, I take the chart from her hands. I read and I reread it. I need a moment to sit down. I cannot believe what I reading. She has cancer. She is almost 6 months pregnant. Her previous doctor gave her baby no chance. He wanted to operate and the operation might be fatal to the baby. Not operating might be fatal to Aria. I can't help but think of Callie and Carlos. Yes Callie and Aria had their differences but she loves her sister immensely. I look up to her. I still don't know if I'll be able to help her.

"Does Callie know?"

"No one knows!"

Then there was silence.

"Will you help me?"

"We'll need a general surgeon to do the operation and I'll assist with the baby."

"I know and the best one is in Seattle."

"You want me to go to Seattle?"

"Yes…for the operation."

"Did Mark tell you everything? As in everything?" She nods and again I ask:

"And you still want me to go to Seattle."

"I want to be with Callie. I want to make things right with her. I want her to be godmother to my kid. I want to get to know Sofia and Ar…. I just want to tell her I'm sorry."

"Sofia and who?"

I ask because she was about to say something but she quickly changed her tune. It was as if she shocked herself as to what she was about to say. She didn't answer me.

"Will you please just help me?"

I look at this woman who is at wits ends. If it were any other person asking me to go to Seattle I would say no but this is Callie's sister and she wants to reconcile. I know that Callie wanted to reach out to her for so long and now is the chance. Callie will also hate even more me if she knew Aria reached out to me and I refused.

"I'll go but on one condition. You ask for Dr. Bailey not Dr. Grey. Dr. Grey will tell Callie I'm there. We arrange for my rounds on you to be when Callie's not in the hospital. As soon as I see the baby and you are fine, I'll fly back and Bailey will take care of you further. Callie speaks to Bailey only. My name should not it mentioned nor should it be on your file."

"Okay but where will you stay?"

"A Hotel."

"No you can stay at the place I just bought; I don't want to hear excuses."

"Fine."

I roll my eyes at her.

And off we went to Seattle.

Next Chapter is Seattle and some more surprises. Review and share some love.