AN: To the guest who ask who died in the plane crash, only the pilot did. The other guest who asked about Merder and Zola, this fic is a Calzona fic and therefore my focus is mainly on them .

PLEASE NOTE IN THIS CHAPTER CALLIE TALKS A LOT! Also read the fic bearing in mind that Callie can still have babies:) and that Calzona froze a few of their embroys for latter use. Arizona mentioned "eggs" earlier my bad. But in this chapter I do however refer to it as embryos.

I have no medical experience. Google is my friend.

Thank you all for the reviews.

Thank you to reader Nita who pointed out my mistake with PMS/PTSD.

Callie's POV

Here we are standing in the middle of a hallway. There's no way I can deny this now. She knows her emroys are missing. Well it's our embryos but we used her eggs and Latino guy's sperm. She can sue the hospital for negligence if I spin a story. I don't want that. I don't want to involve the hospital. I took her to my office. I'm telling her the truth.
We get to my office and I tell her to sit down, which obviously she doesn't do but I have my ways and after a while she sits down.

I take a deep breath and then I start telling her everything. From the day she left to the day she came back.

"Well remember that night I found you passed out on the floor? I wanted to tell you something. You suggested another baby and we went. We went for the insemination and everything. I would have never gone for the insemination if I knew you had PTSD really bad. Like I knew things were not great and you had bad days but I never knew it was that bad. Anyway that day I found out we are pregnant. I wanted to tell you and I thought since you suggested it, it would make you happy. I was excited but then I found you passed out on the floor. I took a video of you to show you what I and Sofia had to walk into. When I came home the next day to talk to a sober you, you were gone. I texted and called; you didn't answer. Then I stopped; not because I wanted to but because I had to. It wasn't good for the baby, not good at all. Worrying, all the stress and me being consumed with finding you made me neglect myself and I lost the baby. I hated you for that but I got better.
When Sofia was about three I had my first night out with Addi. We had so much fun and for the first time I could talk about you without breaking down. I told her I wanted another kid. We were having fun. I joked around about taking our embroys and if I fall pregnant that this would be a great way to force you to comeback. We had too much to drink and then we went to the hospital with stupid idea. She inseminated me. The next day when we realized what we had done, we were appalled. We were convinced that it wouldn't take because my body wasn't prepped. We were drunk and Addi felt that she might have even done it wrong. Apparently she didn't do it wrong. Also I wasn't keeping track of when I was ovulating and when I was not. Three weeks after our drunken night I wasn't feeling well and when I went to Kepner to just check me out, she confirmed it for me. I was pregnant. My boy was a drunken mistake some would say but I call him a miracle. So yes Arizona, Aaron is your son."

Arizona's POV.

I'm still shocked as to what she had just told me. The words linger in my ear. 'Yes Arizona, Aaron is your son'. I have a son. A beautiful blue eyed baby boy. A son, who knows nothing about me because Callie kept him from me. I feel anger towards her. I feel like I could punch her but I would never. The hurt I feel now I don't know how to compare it with anything. I'd rather lose both my legs then finding out about a son I never knew I have. Wait, she lost a child, we lost a child. I can't imagine what she went through. My heart is shattered. I can't be angry at her. I just want to hug her. I want to hold her and never let go. Tears are streaming down her face and I can't seem to hold back mine.

"Callie I know you hate me but can I just hold you before we continue this conversation?"

It's as if she was waiting on me to ask this. She basically fell in my arms and we just held onto each other for dear life. At this moment my life was a mess but having her in my arms felt perfect. She cried. I cried. It was as if we had just heard that she lost the baby. I blame myself. I hate myself.

She pulls back from the hug and she stands up. She stands with her back to me. That perfect moment was short lived. She was cold Calliope again. It was my turn to talk.

"I don't know how to say sorry. I feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest. I can't imagine what you were going through. I hope that one day you can forgive me. I'm angry at you for not telling me about Aaron but I know that this is my own entire fault. You said that it was a joke that you'd inseminate and then in that way force me back to you but when you found out you were pregnant why didn't you tell me?"

"Because you already left me and Sofia, why would me being pregnant again make you comeback?"

"I was already on my way back. If we look at the timeframe that was close to the time I came back to our apartment but there was someone else there, remember."

"Ahh the woman you talking about. That is my best friend. The one I met in Botswana. She worked here for a while and helped me with Aaron."

"So she wasn't…"

"No Arizona I haven't been with any else since you. I have two kids to take care of."

"I'm so angry at you for not telling me but I understand. I'm so angry and I want to stay angry at you but then I think back to what you had to go through and I just don't know what to do. I just…I want to see them. Can I see them?"

"I don't know if that's a good idea. What if they get attached and you run."

"I'm a stronger person now. We might not be together but I won't bail on them. I know you don't believe me and I understand but I'll prove too you that I won't run."

"I don't know how we'll do this. Sofia is starting to ask questions about her other mom. I don't want to confuse them. I feel like we should take things slow. I don't want to be your friend but I understand that for the sake of our children we'll need to be civilised. "

"So you're saying I can see them."

"Yes you can. We'll be having dinner with Aria again tonight. You can join us. At least we'll be on safe ground and things won't be awkward with Aria. "

May heart is jumping. I'm seeing both my babies and this time Callie knows. There's no hiding needed. Callie asked me to leave her office. The air between us was still thick. We were still awkward. I was still nervous walking the halls knowing I might run into her. Nevertheless I checked on Aria and I kind of stalk Aaron. Then it was time for me to join them for dinner. I was super nervous. I was scared what if Aaron doesn't like me. Standing at the threshold of Aria's hospital room I watch on as an animated Sofia tells the other a story. Aria sees me first then everyone turns around. Aria looks confused when Callie signals for me to come in. Callie sits Aaron down next to Sofia on Aria's bed and then she takes the lead.

"Sof and Aaron, this is Arizona."

"No mama, her name is Aria just like tia Aria."

"Okay baby girl listen. You and daddy and Arizona played a game. They didn't tell you. They only told you to keep it a secret. Mama didn't want you to see her but she wanted to see you sooo bad. So she and daddy worked out a plan and then they gave you her wrong name. Do you understand?"

"So she is daddy's friend and her name is Arizona?" Sofia said nonchalantly. This child is innocent. Why did we have to drag her into this?

We ate dinner and Sofia was centre of attraction. She told Callie all about the few times we visited. We had a few laughs. Aaron wasn't happy with the idea of Sofia getting all my attention and then the most amazing thing happened. I didn't want to push him to like me so I kept my distance. He was sitting on Callie's lap and Sofia was sitting on Aria's bed. I was standing beside Sofia. Aaron stuck out his hands towards me. Callie asked him if he wanted to go to Sof but instead he shook his head and said 'Ari'. A simple gesture from this beautiful boy helped me forget about the heartache from this afternoon. I picked him up and played with him. Sofia moved over to Callie and she got quiet and reserved. She kept staring at me and Aaron, so I thought that she got a little jealous of Aaron. Alas she was not jealous something else bothered her. Callie noticed it too and Callie asked her what's wrong.

"Sof, what's up baby girl?"

Then she threw us off guard.

"Mama, what is my other mommy's name?"

I sometimes tweet about Calzona ….okay maybe I tweet more than a little. So if you want you can go follow me at QueerSoldierEmi

Thanks for the love. Leave some more