Callie's POV

I can't believe she really didn't have sex for that long. Arizona Robbins, the woman who basically ran through the whole hospital.

"Just tell me Callie!" - Arizona raised her voice at me.

"Well I was kind of seeing someone for a while. And obviously we had sex. It was fun but that was all I could give." I laughed nervously as I was giving my ex-wife an update.

"So, who was she?"

Shit, Arizona met her already and she l seemed to like her. I have a good friend in her, I just hope Arizona won't freak out.

"Well, you met her recently. It's Jada she is my ortho nurse."

"You mean the 'This is my right-hand Jada', that Jada?"

She is right. Whilst she was helping Aria in hospital, she caught me off guard one day in hospital. I was talking to Jada. I was in a bad space and Jada basically told me suck it up. She was talking me through a rough time and then we hugged. Arizona saw us hugging. I panic and introduce them. I don't know why I panic I mean I was still angry at her, and I owed her nothing but I felt guilty. Here my ex-wife saw me hugging another woman. So when I introduced them I kind of said: "Arizona, this is Jada my right-hand. She is my nurse and assist with all surgeries because she knows my next move."

I wanted to confirm but the beautiful blond interrupted me.

"So I guess that is why she knows all your moves."

"I didn't say she knows all my moves I said she knows my next move." – I replied.

She started laughing. I know this laugh. It's her nervous sarcastic laugh. It's the same laugh she gives when she gets anxious. The same laugh she give when she is about to be really angry.

"Arizona don't do that. Use your words." She used to laugh like that when she was irritated. After this she normally switches off and she just lives in her head.

She starts to slowly gather her things. She looks so lost. It looks like I just broke her heart. She almost seems dizzy. The marks on her wrists are killing me. I have so many questions about this. She has so many scars on her body and I can see all of those are self-inflicted. It's old scars but man it had to be deep cuts. It hurts me to the core of my soul. How could someone so beautiful be doing this to herself. I don't see any new marks so she must have stopped. If she stopped then I'm happy but if she did not? How do I even approach something like this?

"What am I doing Callie?" – Arizona disrupts my thoughts.

Before I could answer the baby monitor goes off. It's Mia she is creaming her lungs out. Not long after that she will wake up Aaron and then Sofia. Oh yeah there we go, there goes Aaron. Yup now Sofia is up too, she is calling for us.

"Callie will you get them? I have a few things I need to do today, and I need to get running."

"Arizona, love, I know what you are doing. So yes, I'll get them but we'll talk about this."

I see her face turn pale. I can see her withdraw. She walks towards the bedroom and turns to me to say.

"No Callie, I'm not your love. I'm Arizona the mother of your children and no Callie you don't know me."

She was calm now. She wasn't laughing. She did not look anxious. Before I could say anything. She stops me and starts to move faster.

"Go get our babies ready for today."

And with that she left.

I was getting the kids ready. Mia was just hungry so I fed her her bottle. Sof and Aaron were eating pancakes and I tried calling Arizona for the third time and she is not picking up. This woman is ghosting me for something I did when we weren't even talking.

Let me just text this stubborn blonde.

Arizona, I thought we are friends. So why are you angry?