If after death you could reincarnate into a world, which world would you choose?

I'm sure it would be one where magic and fantastic beings existed, but what if you weren't given this option?

I'm sure you would choose a normal world but based on one of your favorite series. What do I want to get to with this? It is simple, I was reincarnated in the world where oregairu events happen, and to add, I am not a simple extra, I am nothing more and nothing less than the older brother of a secondary character.

Although I do not remember that Rumi mentioned having a brother, so perhaps my mere existence does not change the story at all. Well, it is not that I am the center of the universe to think that everything revolves around me, but after reincarnating, it seems that so be it.

So, from the events that will happen in the future and what I can try to guess, if Rumi had a brother, he would not be in Sobu High School, nor in Kaihin Sougou, since, if he had been in that school, his brother would have participated as an assistant to the committee for the preparation of the event in which Rumi's class participated.

I only have 2 options left: Rumi's supposed brother never existed, or I study in a school far from Chiba, although I think this cannot be, so I will choose to take that my existence in this world is something new. For this reason, since I already know all the events that will happen in the not-too-distant future, I would have 2 options.

It could interfere with the events to alter them and make me include myself in them, or it could be an extra and not interfere with the main characters. If I went for the second option, I wouldn't have any chance to interact with them, and, well, one of my fantasies is having a conversation with Yukino and Hachiman.

On second thought, if I exist in this world, doesn't that mean things might not turn out the way they should? If that were the case, my mere existence could attempt to take those events down their original routes and thus save this history.

No. I guess I'm dreaming too much already. For an adult-minded child, I am too a dreamer.

Ever since I found out that I was born in Japan, I had planned to have a normal life. Of course. Since I have a new lease of life, I had thought to be someone extravagant, after all, not every day you have the opportunity to restart your life.

I was also planning to found my own service club in honor of Oregairu, where I would try to solve people's problems, and I guess I would also try to improve as a person. Since I mean my attitude, well, let's just say it's not the best after all, I'm a pessimistic and conformist person and somewhat vindictive but just a little bit.

But since I now know that I am currently in the world where this happens, I cannot just ignore it.

Although I do not feel confident enough to try to relate to the main characters in this play, since it would be the same as meeting your favorite actor, you would get nervous, and you could even do something to offend him. Of course, I speak from my perspective since over the years I have gained enough experience to know myself.

Although at the same time I also want to relate to them, it doesn't matter if they only see me as a classmate.

Just thinking about it makes me nervous, but at the same time it excites me since I never expected to be in a situation like this, it even seems that this world is a mediocre fanfic written by a guy with a lot of free time.

Those thoughts aside, I'm between being someone who intrudes into the main story or just being an observer, in other words, an extra character.

Not that I am against this, as I will also enjoy my life, not that being extra I will avoid having fun or something like that.

But given my personality, I think it's best for me to be an additional character, someone who just doesn't stand out and can see the events to come in the future.

I know that some if they were in my situation would think that I am an idiot or things like that. I do not blame them, but let's say that before I was born again, I was not the more outgoing and sociable. I'm not going to say I was a loner because I would be lying, I had my friends, and I got along with my college classmates.

In other words, he could be considered a character who does not stand out at all, someone you could see once and the next time you meet him you will not remember his name.

Therefore, I would not have much trouble adapting to this role.

And to achieve that I would have to apply to Sobu High, so I would have to study hard, although if Yuigahama passed the exam, I doubt that the level required is too high.

But once I got in, could it be an extra character?

As I mentioned, I wish I could relate to some characters, but if I end up changing some things, I think I would regret it.

For example, if I managed to befriend Hachiman before entering Sobu, do you think I would be at ease knowing that my friend would be run over? Obviously, not, so I would avoid that accident, well, you can imagine the rest.

But if I tried to get closer to some supporting characters, would it bring some changes to the main story?

If I continued my life as I had planned, it is likely that with my bad luck, I would end up joining Hayama's clique, and that is the last thing I want. After all, if I had him in front, I would not hesitate to hit his beautiful face. Although I doubt that this will be achieved, since being from a rich family, he must know how to defend himself, so I would only get him to treat me like a rag. One of my goals for the future should be to learn martial arts, after all, who knows if a situation might arise where I could hit Hayama.

The idea of befriending any of the Hayama clique members is out of the question, so my next option is to go after Hiratsuka. I think this would be the best option since we have similar tastes, and if I can train my body, I suppose I would like to receive one of his blows, not that it is a secret M.

But there is also a risk, to get her attention I should be a problem boy, although I have no problem with that, I always wanted to play the role of the delinquent in school, but if I did there is a great possibility that she would assign me to the service club, so it would be 50/50. Better not to risk and avoid future interference in the story.

I could try to relate to Kawasaki, but it would be difficult. After all, she is only friendly to Hachiman because of everything that happened, so I doubt that she can achieve something of such an impact, so it is also ruled out.

I would like to associate with Haruno, but it would be impossible given our age, and she would have no interest in me unless i knows her sister, in which case I am sure he could get his attention.

In my deepest thoughts there is the idea of meeting Yui's mother, but that is just a fantasy, a child thinking of a married woman. Although technically I am 23 years old, so the age difference would not be much, but it is still impossible, unless those miracles of the ntr occur where the wife messes with her daughter's partner, although for this I would have to relate to Yui, and I prefer to avoid it, so we ruled out another option.

I guess my options were exhausted, not that I had many. Of course, I also have the option of avoiding attending Sobu and going elsewhere, and living a life as I had planned, but opportunities only present themselves once in a life.

So, I think I should run for Sobu and be at least an extra who can witness the events. Maybe I can take advantage of this to write a novel with a similar theme and change the names.

Of course, it is an idea for the future, perhaps because of the euphoria I feel my ideas at the moment are not the best, but I could take them as a role model.

At the moment, my idea is to be the background character although my appearance does not suit me, after all, my eyes attract attention. I could mimic Hachiman's method as know how to dodge and ignore everyone around me, although I should add wearing contact lenses to avoid drawing attention.

I should think carefully about what my future preparations would be. Of course, there are still several years for this, and maybe I'll end up changing my mind, or maybe not, I guess I'll consider it according to how my life unfolds.

Before I decided what I would do from here to enter Sobu: first, is to study to enter Sobu, although I will not interfere with the characters, but I would like to at least have them close. After that, he is learning martial arts in case the opportunity to hit Hayama presents itself, although if I join the judo club, I will have the opportunity to humiliate him, as I know the events of the future, I can use them to my benefit.

That would be all my planning so far. I am sure my parents will accept if I tell them that I want to learn martial arts and with regard to contact lenses I can say that I prefer not to draw attention, so if I can achieve these two things, everything should be alright.

Leaving that topic aside, thinking about it, I don't have to give up my dreams of writing novels, I just change the names and some things, and it would be a masterpiece. I also know more works, so I would have no qualms about writing based on it.

For a 6-year-old to have plans for his future is already a great achievement. I guess I'll go back to sleep. I was in my room all day, and it's already night. Being focused on something makes time fly. Now I understand why Hachiman likes his monologues.

With this last thought, I feel my eyes begin to close, and I enter the world of dreams.