You Were The Only Family I Had Left (What Could Have Saved You?)

by GoldenPrincessWarrior

After Sirius's death,Harry is feeling intense grief since Sirius was the only family he had left and now he was gone and Harry can't help but feel like the loss of his godfather was his fault. Harry wonders what could have saved Sirius from the fate that he had met. What would have happened if Harry learned Occlumency and was able to prevent the tragedy from happening?

12. Thoughts 10:Harry Potter

I couldn't believe it. Or maybe I just didn't want to believe it. It has already been a week since I lost my last best friend Sirius Black. He was the only family I had left ever since October 31,1981 when my parents died. Since dad and mom died,Sirius was the only person that I had left since I was supposed to get to be living with him after dad and mom died when I was only 1 year old on Halloween night 1981, almost 14 years ago. But that never happened but following his exoneration,it was supposed to happen but it never got to happen. Words can not describe how I feel or how much I miss him. If I wasn't an emotional wizard and the mutual animosity between me and Professor Snape,I could have learned Occlumency which would have prevented this from even happening.