Despair. The fourth stage of grief.
I'm thinking about our discussion.. Why are we like this ?
Did you think I was offering to take you back to Heaven because I don't think you're worth it anymore? That a demon isn't good for me? I can't believe I made you think that.
Crowley, you're the only one I trust completely, and that's why I wanted you to come with me! Because I'm stronger with you. Because you support me in all circumstances... Couldn't you have backed me up on this as well?