We are sitting on the couch and I'm cuddled up to Arizona's chest. There's two cups of tea on the table in front of us. I've just told her about what I talked to Dr. Alvez about. We've been quiet for a while just sitting with our own thoughts.

"You're one of the strongest people that I know, you know that right?" Arizona asks.

I just shrug my shoulders in response.

"I mean it, Callie. There's not one point where I thought that you wouldn't get through this. I'm here for whatever you need and I promise that I will tell you if I need something too." She says. "Are you going to see Dr. Alvez again?"

"Yes, I have a session again next week. Are you seeing the counselor again?"

Arizona pulls me closer to her. "We don't have standing appointments but he told me to book one if I ever need it."

"How are you?" I ask.

"I'm honestly okay. It's not the first time that someone has pointed a gun at me."

"What?" I sit up so that I can look her in the eye.

"Uhm yeah, I never told you about that?" She nervously asks.

"No but you're telling me now. When?"

"You know we moved around a lot because of my dad."

I nod in response.

"Well, I got picked on a lot because of my name and I was one of those kids who stood up to the bullies. One day a friend of mine was getting kicked around outside so I walked up to the group of boys, trying to stop them. One of them pushed me to the ground and I just saw red. I launched myself towards him, landing on top of him and I just started throwing punches. It wasn't until one of the other guys pulled a gun that I stopped. That made me back away."

"How old were the boys?"

"About 17 I think."

"Didn't they get in trouble? You told your parents, right?"

Arizona shakes her head before answering, "I didn't have to. My dad saw the whole thing and the next thing we heard was a gunshot. He fired his gun up in the air and scolded the boys. I swear, Callie, they looked so afraid of him and I do not blame them. He can be one scary man."

"Don't I know it…"

She smiles at me. "Callie, I promise you that I'm doing okay and that I'm not just trying to be strong for you. I don't need to be. You can work through this and I will be here every step of the way."

I look her in the eyes and see the sincerity behind those words. "I love you, Arizona." I say before pulling her in for a kiss.

"I love you, Calliope."

Our kiss slowly gets more passionate and I move to sit against the backrest of the couch, pulling Arizona to straddle my thighs. She effortlessly moves on top of me, grabbing my face and pulling me in for a kiss. The way she straddles me is making her ass stick out and I quickly move my hand to rest on it.

She lets go of a moan as I start to knead the flesh under my hands. "Mmm, that feels good." She moans.

Arizona starts kissing my neck, finding the spot that makes me go weak everytime. Our breathing has picked up and Arizona is grinding her hips on top of me. I spread my legs a little, searching for some friction against my core.

"Yes." I hiss as our cores make contact through our clothes.

"You like that?" She seductively says.

I'm way too turned on to gather my thoughts enough to answer so I just moan, "Arizona…" She pulls back a little to look me in the eyes. I just give her a nod, letting her know that I want this. That I want her.

"Callie, what do you need?"

I pull her hips towards me, making her whimper in the process. "You, I need you." Arizona pulls me in for a sloppy kiss, grinding her hips urgently. "I need to feel in control." I confess.

Her hips slows down and she pulls back to look at me. "Tell me what you need and that's what we'll do." She says, "Do you want to go to the bedroom?"

"No, I want you here." I state, "Lay down for me."

Arizona does as I tell her and gently gets off of me to lay down on the couch with her head rested on a pillow. I move to lay with one of my thighs between her legs. We both moan as our cores make contact with each other's thighs. I lean down for a kiss and Arizona tangles her hands in my hair as she grinds up against me.

"Callie…" She moans.

I move my head to kiss along her jawline, down her neck and onto her collarbone. "I need this off." I say, referring to her t-shirt. She moves to sit up and I pull back, giving her space to do so. I pull the item over her head before saying, "Lose the bra too."

Her eyes darken a little. It has always turned Arizona on when I'm in control. She seductively reached behind her back, popping the clip open with one skilled hand before pulling the bra off her body. I'm captivated by the sight before more. Arizona naked from the waist up and with tousled blond hair framing her face.

"You're so beautiful, baby." I say before gently pushing her to lay down again. My kisses pick up where they left off and I slowly travel down to the side of her breasts. I can feel her shudder under me as I kiss around her nipples but never touch them.

"Calliope, please." She pleads as I continue to tease her. Her hands are wrapped in my hair but she's not trying to direct me to where she needs me. She's letting me be in control and it's sexy to have her at my mercy like this. I can feel her hips bucking against my thigh, seeking some sort of relief.

"I need you naked, Arizona."

She quickly shimmies out of her pants and underwear before pulling my shirt and pants off, leaving me in just my bra and panties.

"Better?"She asks.

"Much." I say, smiling as I lean down for another heated kiss. The teasing that I've been doing hasn't only gotten Arizona extremely turned on, I also feel my arousal pooling between my legs. I move my hand down Arizona's body as I continue with our heated kiss. Arizona throws her head back when my hand makes contact with her dripping center.

"Fuck, Arizona." I moan at the amount of wetness there.

"Callie, you're killing me here." She says as my fingers light brush up and down her slit. I smile at her, loving the effect that I'm having on her. My middle and ring finger slowly teases her opening and spreads her legs, desperately telling me what she needs.

"I love you." I say before thrusting two fingers into her heated center. "Fuck that feels amazing." I moan.

"Uh huh." Is all I get from her as she starts to thrust her hips in time with my fingers. "Mmm, shit Callie." She moans as I place my thumb on her clit, drawing firm circle there.

"Does that feel good?" I breathe into her ear before lapping onto her neck.

"Yes." Arizona moans, loudly.

I pick up the pace of my thrusting and start curling my fingers on every two strokes, just the way she needs it.

"Fuck, I'm so close."

I'm using my whole body to back up my thrust while I look down at her face. Her eyebrows are scrunched up, her eyes are closed and her mouth hangs wide open.

"Oh my God." She moans. I can feel her start to clench around my fingers but I'm not done with keeping her on the edge yet so I slow down. "No," She whimpers.

"You'll come when I say you can, Arizona."

"Fuck" She groans, frustrated.

I slowly but firmly continue to pump my fingers in and out of her. Our lips meet in a sloppy kiss before I make my way towards her core. I maneuver to lay my head between her thighs, still keeping my fingers thrusting into her center. Arizona is arching her back and moaning incoherent words while she's kneading her own breasts. I remove my thumb from her clit, instead I run a flat tongue over it.

"Yes, Callie, yes."

After about five minutes of building her up just to pull her back down, I start to feel my arm weaken so I decide that I've been teasing her enough.

"Do you want to come?"

"Yes." She moans.

"How much?" I challenge.

"So fucking much, Callie. I need you, I need you to make me come." She pleads.

That's good enough for me and I double my efforts on everything. My fingers pick up their pace. I make my tongue a little stiffer, firmly lapping at her clit.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck…" She moans, "I'm so close."

"Say it." I demand.

Arizona is trashing from side to side on the couch, her hips bucking wildly.

"Say it." I repeat while I use my whole body to thrust into her as hard as I can.

"May I come?" She asks loudly.

I thrust a few more times before answering, "You may."

Her whole body arches as she lets go and her mouth opens in a silent scream. I can feel her walls clamp down on my fingers, making it nearly impossible to move. She starts moaning loudly after a few seconds, riding out her orgasm. I keep my fingers and tongue moving, drawing out her pleasure. I feel a hand gently push me away as Arizona says, "No more."

I pull my mouth away from her clit and still my fingers inside of her, giving her a moment to come back down. Arizona's chest is moving up and down as she tries to catch her breath and get some much needed oxygen.

"Are you okay?" I ask, "Was it too much?"

Arizona doesn't look up at me as she answers, "That was… amazing."

I smile before slowly pulling my fingers out of her slick opening, earning a whimper as I do so. My body moves to lay between the backrest and Arizona, turning her to her side and spooning her from behind. I kiss the back of her head before saying, "That was so sexy, baby. Thank you for letting me have control."

Arizona caresses my arm that's draped over waist and holds on just below her breast. "Whatever you need, right?" She says, referring to our conversation earlier. "What about you?" She asks.

I'm laying with my eyes closed just enjoying how close I feel to Arizona right now. "For now, I'm good. I'll tell you if I need something too." I tease, also referring to that conversation.

We lay in silence for a couple of minutes before I ask, "We're getting through this, aren't we?"

"We're getting through this." Arizona answers.


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