Leah's POV
Last night Arizona fell asleep while we were watching the movie and didn't leave my apartment until almost midnight, I've been thinking about something she mentioned. She's been waiting for me to be ready and quite honestly I've been ready for some time now, it's crazy to think 6 months ago I had no idea who Arizona Robbins was or the impact she would have on my life but the more time we spent together the more sure I am she's the one I want my first time to be with.
Since last night I've been trying to figure out how to bring the subject up or how to even tell her I am ready, she texted me this morning to wish me a great day but besides that, we haven't talked, I figured the least embarrassing option will be to tell her over text, I know it's not ideal but she'll understand how awkward this can be for me so I hope she's ok with it. I have a free 30-minute free period since I'm done with my work so I start walking to the library to kill some time.
Busy there? -L
Never busy for you pretty girl -A
Ugh, seriously she is perfect, absolutely perfect.
you have me blushing here, Any plans this weekend? -L
are you not in class? also not much, I was hoping I could get to spend time with this one girl I can get out of my head ;) -A
I smile and decide to go with it.
finished my work already so my next 30 min are free! should I be worried about this girl? -L
Awesome, me too!, and yeah you should totally worry, she has me wrapped around her finger -A
I doubt that -L
I reply while I turn around and head to Arizona's office instead, it's not far from her lesson room, her class is my next, and I can get 30 minutes of her undivided attention.
what do I have to do so you can believe me? name it and you got it -A
this is my chance, she walked right into that one, I can see her office door halfway open so I try to approach it silently, I don't send my response until I'm at the frame of the door, I don't want to miss her reaction.
Mmmm, I don't know... maybe... me -L
I watch her phone buzz while she's signing some papers and she grabs it immediately, a huge smile appears on her face and she's biting her bottom lip, she hasn't realized I'm watching her.
"You're alright there?" I say and she immediately looks up and her smile is even wider than it was before.
"What a great surprise, please come in," she says motioning for me to take a seat in the chair directly across from her desk. I close the door behind me, locking it at the same time, still watching Arizona
"Did you miss me?" I ask low and she nods
"I always miss you, anytime you're not around me," she says as I approach her slowly, she's loving this I can see it in her eyes.
"Well, here I am," I say as I push her chair back so I can sit on the very edge of her desk.
"You are" she says as she rolls her chair so she can close the space between us, I'm now sitting at her desk and she has her hands in the front of my tights, she's looking up at me and it's doing something to me, to see her blue eyes looking at me like that, before I have time to think she kisses me and I kiss her back, in a split second she's standing and now I have both of my legs wrapped around her midsection.
"Your message, does that mean...?" she tries to ask but I cut her off in between kisses, she has her lips on my neck as I continue.
"It...means... I'm...ready" I finally say in between breaths because her lips on my neck are doing everything to my body and more.
she stops at once and gets very serious staring into my eyes
"Are you sure? When?" she asks, and I can tell she's being really careful with this, and my heart melts, she cares for me she cares about this as much as I do.
she's really asking me when, and I almost say right now
"Maybe this weekend? or..." I think about telling her tonight but I backtrack "nevermind" and she sees right through me
"or what Leah?" she says kissing my neck again and I'm totally lost, she does everything to my body and mind and I don't want to wait longer than tonight
"I was thinking...I have the night off at work so maybe... tonight?" I say in a low voice and she looks up at my face again.
"we will do this tonight then," she says giving me a smile and a soft kiss "But if we don't stop, this it will happen at this very moment baby," she says grabbing me by the back of my tights and lifting me off the desk.
"so you don't want me here?" I ask now standing across her desk, lowering myself so I can stare into her eyes while she's sitting in her office chair.
"Leah, I will have you here, just not the first time, I have different plans for that," she says grabbing my hand and staring into my eyes.
The bell rings signaling the change of classes and Arizona opens her office door slightly so anyone passing can see us, so it doesn't send the wrong message to anyone walking by.
Arizona's POV
After my class today Leah went home, so she could do some homework she doesn't want to do over the weekend and we agreed that I would pick her up at 8 pm tonight. I thought about renting us a nice suite at a nice hotel but decided against it.
I want this to be at my home, in my bed so anytime she remembers it, It can be more than just a random hotel suite, plus hotels have never been my cup of tea, I don't like to share my personal space with random people and knowing many randoms have slept in the same bed it's not for me, I just hope Leah doesn't mind that this is happening at my home.
as soon as I left the university I started making calls, I told Dax some parts about my relationship with Leah, the only thing he doesn't know is that she's my student and I intend to keep that a secret for as long as possible.
"I need the best florist you can think of, and I know you know the bests," I say to him on the phone as soon as the call connects
"don't know what you're planning but it must be good, I've texted you the best ones I know, there is a catering guy I know he makes the best sushi in New York, I texted you his info too, whatever it is you got in mind I hope it works in your favor"
"Thank you, Dax, what would I do without you, love you"
"you would be completely lost honey, love you too, and good luck"
"don't need it, I'm as lucky as I can be right now"
"And I love that for you," he says before hanging up
I'm going to make this night as meaningful as it should be, Leah has saved herself for the right person and I can't even explain how honored I feel to be that person for her, I'm nervous because I don't want to hurt her in any way and I know the first time always entitles some pain, I just want tonight to be perfect for both of us but even more for her, this is the night she's going to remember for the rest of her life and I need to make it count.
By 7 pm I'm ready, I finish with the last touches of the room and I think I did great, I just hope she thinks the same, I'm wearing a new lingerie set that I got just for her eyes, tonight isn't about me but it will just work as motivation for her if everything goes as planned she will stay here tonight.
on my way pretty -A
Leah's POV
I've never been so nervous about anything before, Arizona is on her way and I am a ball of nerves. Tonight I'm giving myself to her, I am absolutely sure Arizona is who I want to do this with and I've been ready to do it for some time now, I've just never found anyone I liked or cared enough about to give them this part of me.
Tonight I decided to wear a flowy dress, I know Arizona will love it, she's never seen me wearing one, the times we have gone out I was either wearing work clothes or just jeans so I know this will be a good surprise for her.
I'm not nervous about the act itself I know it's going to be amazing, I'm more worried about Arizona not enjoying it because she's too worried about me, I know she cares about me, and that is one of the reasons that make me love her, yeah I know its soon but I love her, I am so in love with her that the mere thought of doing this with someone else feels wrong, I want everything with her, the life, the future, I know it's soon to think about that and that why I've decided against telling her, I am sure of what I feel, however, she just finished a long term relationship less than 3 months ago and I don't want to scare her off, so I'm waiting to tell her until the time feels right.
my intercom ringing brings me out of my head and Ana from the front desk tells me Arizona is in the lobby.
She's here, this is happening, I keep repeating to myself on the elevator ride to Arizona. As soon as the doors open I see her and my heartbeat goes back to normal, she looks beautiful, she's wearing black dress pants, matching black heels, and a white top that hugs her breast perfectly and it makes my mouth salivate, but I swallow before she notices.
"You look absolutely beautiful," she says as I am approaching her
"You like it? I wore it for you" I say giving her a shy smile and she mirrors it with a perfect dimple smile that reaches her eyes
"I love it! ready?" she says reaching for my hand and I grab hers at the same time as I nod.
The ride to her house it's perfect, we talk about our day and what we want to do tomorrow, since i'm staying at her home tonight, when we reach her garage she pulls a blindfold out of the console between us and I smile
"You're covering my eyes?" I ask, even though is obvious
"I have a surprise for you, trust me," she says and I nod, turning around so she can cover my eyes.
"I do," I say at the same time she's setting the blindfold in place, and she kisses the back of my neck, I hear her getting out of the car and opening my door, leading me inside her home, my eyes are still covered, it smells amazing, I can't put my finger on it but I've smelled this before.
"wait here, don't take the blindfold off," she says and I nod, I can hear Arizona walking towards me after a minute or two, her heels are the only thing I can hear.
finally, she takes my blindfold off and I'm in awe, her whole house is filled with roses, all white with some sunflowers here and there, there are candles everywhere too, this is the picture of romantic, she's absolutely amazing
"Arizona this is..." I try to explain but I don't even know what to say "Just wow, you did this for me?"
she nods and smiles "I would do anything for you Leah," she says pulling a box out of her right pocket, and I know she didn't have it before because there is no way I would've missed that.
"Before anything else happens, there are some things I want to say" she explains and I nod, my heart about to explode for this woman "Leah, I know we haven't known each other for a long time, however in this short amount of time you've become so important to me, I thank you for being patient with my whole situation, more than anything I want you to know how honored I am to be the one you decide to do this with, and how incredibly lucky I feel to have you, even though our situation isn't ideal at the moment, I didn't want us to take this step without having a real title...so I wanted to ask you... Will you be my girlfriend?" she says at the same time she opens the black velvet box revealing a perfect gold necklace with a single heart, a tear falls down my face and I can't even explain how incredibly happy this woman makes me, she's staring into my eyes and a slight doubt appears in them, she's not sure of what I'm going to say, so I kiss her to reassure her I am here and I'm not leaving.
"is that a..." she asks pulling away from the kiss
"YES, nothing would make me happier than being your girlfriend," I say and she pulls the necklace out of the box and puts it around my neck.
"I love it so much thank you," I say grabbing the hanging heart and she smiles
"turn it around" she says and I do, our initials are engraved into the back of the heart as well as today's date in Roman numbers
"Oh my, Arizona I love it," I say grabbing her face before kissing her deeper this time.
We are all limbs fighting for control, she grabs a handful of my breasts before pulling away
"Should we..." she tries to say but I cut her off
"take this to the room?, yes please" She smiles and leads me through her home, we reach her bedroom and there are even more flowers, but I don't focus on that, I want Arizona and I want her now, the fact that she put so much effort into making this special for me has me feeling some type of way about her and I don't want to wait any longer.
I start undoing the buttons of her top while we are kissing, not stopping for air at any point, I get to undo her pants too and they fall to the floor revealing a very hot black lingerie set she has on just for me, and my mouth salivates. I take one or two steps back to watch her, she's in nothing but her set and heels and she couldn't be hotter if she tried.
"for me?" I ask
"Always," she says above a whisper and I push her back into the bed, her knees connecting and she falls back, I'm on top of her in seconds and we continue kissing
in a move that I'm too slow to catch Arizona turns us over, she's on top of me now and the anticipation is driving me crazy, she pulls me towards the edge of the bed so she's now standing between my legs and motions for me to sit.
"hands above your head please," she asks and I do as I'm told, grabbing a hold of my dress she pulls it off my body, leaving me in nothing but my own new lingerie set, which I totally got today after class and I'm so glad I did, the set is white and it brings my skin tone out even more and by the look on Arizona's face, she's loving it.
"you look...stunning," she says and I blush
"just for you," I say in a whisper, she smiles and her eyes get to a darker blue, pushing me back into the bed softly. Arizona gets on top of me and I can't think of anything else that isn't her. She starts kissing me slowly and softly, her lips moving to my neck, she kisses a spot behind my ear that makes me release a low moan, she's moving incredibly slow and I'm savoring every single second of it, I suspect that's why she's moving slowly so I can enjoy this and that thought connects to my midsection, I'm surprisingly really wet right now and Arizona hasn't even touched me there.
"just for me and only me," she says above a whisper before undoing my bra and taking it off, when she does I can see her mouth almost salivating, her eyes are watching me like I'm the best thing that has ever happened to her and it reassures me that this is the right decision, she's the only one that I would want to do this with forever.
Arizona brings her hand between my breasts and keeps moving south, until she reaches the waist of my panties, before I can think of anything else her mouth is in my breasts, pulling and bitting, making me incredibly wet.
"Arizona please" I beg and she pushes her hand past the waist of my panties, met by wetness like never before she starts drawing circles with her fingers in my clit and I can't help the moans that come out of my mouth, but I want more, I want her everywhere and I think she can tell, she grabs ahold of my panties and before pulling them down she looks up straight into my eyes, asking for permission and I nod, I'm more than ready for this, the anticipation is making everything 10 times better and I suspect she also knows this.
I'm laying completely naked and before coming back to me Arizona watches me, just for a split second she watches my body and the way she's watching me makes me want to beg her to fuck me, she's so hot I don't even think she realizes it. Coming back on top of me this time she's not wasting any time, her mouth all over my body she bites sucks, and licks every inch of skin she sees and I can't help the moans getting louder, finally she spreads my legs with the help of her hips, moving down my body trailing her way with kisses until her head is in between my legs.
She takes one full-length lick and my whole body shutters, she starts drawing circles in my clit with her tongue and I can't hold on for much longer, but I want more I need more.
"Please Arizona, make me yours" I beg, shes watching me at the same time as she's entering me with one single finger, I can feel my body tighten up and I'm ok, its a strange feeling but Arizona is giving me time to adjust and it's making everything perfect, my moans growing louder and louder, I start rolling my hips and Arizona takes this as a sign to speed it up, she comes out of me fully and enters me this time with two fingers, I can feel pressure the deeper she pushes, is not painful yet but I know it will be soon, she's being careful and making sure I'm not in pain however I can see in her face just how much she wants to go harder.
"harder please," I ask and that's all the permission she needed, she pushes harder than before and I feel it, it's only 1 or 2 seconds of pain but it hurts "Holy fuck" I say barely above a whisper and she stops so I can adjust.
"You're ok?" she asks and I nod, then she starts moving her fingers in and out of me slowly first so I can get used to the feeling but then she starts picking up the phase and the more she does it, the less it hurts, she's all over me, pushing harder and harder every time, we fall into a perfect rhythm and I can feel my body tense up, I'm trying to hold it but Arizona isn't stopping and I can't control my own body and it betrays me.
"Arizona...Fuck...baby... I'm..." I try to tell her but I can't my body takes over and it starts shaking uncontrollably, my eyes roll back and for a moment or two everything goes black, my head is spinning when I come back down and Arizona is pulling out of me.
"That was...better than I ever imagined it would be," I say above a whisper, Arizona grabs a tissue from her nightstand and I can't see what she's doing.
"what are you doing?" I ask and she turns around to show me, there is a little blood in the tissue that I assume was in her fingers, and i throw myself back down in the bed covering my face
"hey hey, why are you hiding?" she asks laying back down next to me
"It's embarrassing," I say without looking at her
"Leah I feel honored to be the one you share your body with, no need to be embarrassed, you're ok right?" she asks concern evident in her eyes
"better than I've ever been," I say smiling and she gets up and heads to the restroom, coming back just seconds before with a small towel that is steaming "What is that for now?" I ask and she smiles
"you, can I?" she asks, this is so intimate and private between us that I feel my heart about to come out of my chest, so I nod.
Arizona gets between my legs again and uses the warm towel to clean what I assume is the remaining blood, the warmth of the towel feels really good, soothing, I watch her as she cleans me and all I can think about is how personal this is and how much intimacy there is between us, I could trust this woman with my life no doubt behind it.
"Arizona... I..." I stop myself before I say something I might regret, not because of me but because I don't want to scare her off, she sees the worry in my face.
"me too Leah, Me too," she says and I smile, no need to say it because we both know exactly how we feel, she's not pressuring me and I'm not pressuring her either, when the time is right and we don't feel it rushed it will come out.