Hi this is my first fanfic so hopefully this turns out ok. This is also a Touhou fanfic of lost world. Do note when I say "I" I'm referring to the MC of this story. This isn't a what if I was in Touhou story either. To be honest I just wanted to write down the story of this character that I made up in my head and liked. So it's hopefully enjoyable despite my terrible writing. And as the spiel go I don't own any of the characters except my MC and a few others which I make sure I'll make obvious. (Hopefully)

Chapter 1

My eyes opened and I could see trees and tall blades of grass. My whole body feels numb. I can't remember anything about myself. Who am I? Where am I? And What am I?. All questions that circle my head.

The top of my head feels light. Like if a weight was removed but I might have forgotten something I needed. My brain is too tired for this. I looked at the floor and saw small things roaming in the grass next to my feet. They're also flying around next to my face. They keep making a fluctuating buzzing sound. It's scary. Can't anyone make it stop? I tried to run but all I can do is drag my feet across the dirt. With tears in my eyes I begged them to stop. With an ear ringing sound all I saw was a purple mist and then a blinding light. Then all of those things were gone.

It was silent and peaceful, no stress, no tears, no pain. I felt like I had some energy restored back to me. I went through the forest. I felt happy . A blinding light hit me when I made it through the end of the forest and saw 2 girls. Most of my energy is gone at this point.They were much taller than me. One of them was holding tea cups and mugs, the other was sitting at a table reading a book.

The one who was holding the cups asked "Oh and who might you be?". I had no idea what to say. I looked at her with some confusion. The girl with the book interrupted this awkward moment of silence by saying that I'm probably some friend of Marisa or something. She told me to sit next to her. So I did. She was reading a book. I tried to see what she was reading but couldn't. She saw me struggling and asked "do you want to read as well?". I wanted to say yes, that I wanted to read with her, but words wouldn't come out. I just ended up looking at her in desperation. And yet somehow she knew what I wanted. She opened the book more, to the point where I could see the pages. I couldn't make out the exact words but I think the book is about history.

The girl who had the cups in her hand now finished setting up the table. She said teasingly "I didn't realize how soft you've gotten". The girl with the book replied, pouting " If all of you just stopped stealing my books then we would be fine. I mean seriously there is a bookstore in the human village not far from here. Why does everyone have to steal from me?". An unfamiliar voice replied "I'm not stealing your books" She said while on her broom. She jumped down onto the ground next to the table and continued. "I'm just borrowing them until I die". Book Lady replied yelling "that's the same thing!".

I can tell that the book Lady was really angry. In the corner of my eye I saw a doll moving on its own. It scared me so I held on to the book Lady. The book Lady and the other person the book Lady was arguing with looked at me confused. The book Lady asked me what's wrong. I point at the doll. They were both still confused. The Lady with the broom teased the book Lady by saying while trying to hide her laughter "who is she your daughter?!". The book Lady replied "Watch it" , seeming more annoying. "Anyway isn't she your friend?" The book Lady asked. The Lady with the broom shrugged and said " I have no idea who she is" Then the lady who set up the table said "I guess we should introduce ourselves then. Hi there I'm Alice Margatroid, It's nice to meet you. And I was the one who was moving that doll. It's kinda my thing" she extended her hand to me. I shook her hand and replied with "It's nice to meet you Miss Margatroid,but … I don't know who I am. I'm not really good at talking. I'm really Sorry" I tried to make eye contact but failed. I can tell that I made things worse. Should have I made up a name instead? Should I not respond at all? These are questions that circle my mind. My head facing down not knowing what to do.

As my thoughts ate at me I heard the book Lady's voice "I'm Patchouli". I turned my head up to Patchouli. Patchouli replied with "we were doing introductions, so there". The Lady with the broom came up to me and introduced herself "the name Marisa how you do?" She said while smirking. I replied "Ok,... it's nice …to me all of you" I could feel my voice getting quieter as my sentences dragged on.

A girl with a shrine maiden outfit walked in "excuse me". Marisa got excited and waved Reimu over. "Hey, we're having a tea party!! Get over here before the tea gets cold!!" Reimu signs and then continues over toward the team party. I think Patchouli realized that I didn't want to be the center of attention so she Asked Reimu what she was doing here. Since she normally does come around this area. Reimu answered "I found multiple weird crystals all around gensokyo, since I have no clue what it does though maybe one of you might-" Marisa cuts her off and states "I think I've seen something exactly like that." Reimu and Marisa took out their respective crystals. They looked Identical.

I piped up and asked "Sorry to ask… but what's a Gensokyo?" Reimu answered " Oh, hello. I don't think we met. I'm Remiu Hakurei. It's nice to meet you. But anyway Gensokyo where we are now, inside the Great Hakurei Barrier. It's a gathering place for all lost to the outside world-" Remiu cuts herself off. " Wait! How do you not know about Gensokyo!?" I replied feeling guilty "Sorry…". Patchouli added "She can't remember anything. Not even her name. I think she might be an outside" Remiu agreed and then asked me " Are you ok? You're not hurt or sick are you?". I lied "I'm…ok, thank you" I could barely feel the dirt on my feet. All my joints hurt. In my mind the pain won't go away. Reimu extended her hand to mine and put me on her back. Kinda like a piggy back ride. And carry me back to her shrine. But I don't remember since I fell unconscious.

Our main protagonist character design

Gender: female

Age: 8 year old

Hair: long, Cyan colored

Eyes: Cyan colored

Dress: blue Kimono

She is a frail person, very shy and timid, has social anxiety, self doubt, and blames herself for others failures.