Raw: December 3, 2012

Randy stretches in the locker-room. "Man, I've got it easy tonight."

I raise an eyebrow at Randy. "Do you now?"

"I do. I'm facing Brad Maddox."

"That poor man. Don't hurt him that much."

Randy laughed. "I'll hurt him as much as I want."

"You know, you're such an asshole."

"You let this asshole marry you and get you pregnant. I can't be that bad."

"Mhmm."

Randy sat down next to me and put his hand on my stomach. "How's the baby doing today?"

"I'm sure he or she is doing good."

"Speaking of that, we could be finding out the gender in a few weeks. Are we going to tell people then?"

"Considering that'll be twelve weeks, I'll have to start because I'm going to start to show."

"Fair enough. Do you have a feeling about the baby's gender at all?"

I shake my head. "Not yet. I think you have a preference though."

"We both know I would love a boy, but I'm absolutely excited if it's a girl too."

"Good. At least if it's a girl, I can steal clothes from Chelle."

"You're still going to end up buying clothes either way."

"Probably."

"But this baby is going to be so spoiled by the two of us."

"Obviously. It's our son or daughter. We are going to treat our baby like royalty."

Randy kissed my forehead. "Absolutely. Anyway back to my match. Brad Maddox is done for."

"You shouldn't have anything to worry about."

"I don't. Marissa, I'll kick his ass easily. Then we can leave."

"Sounds like a plan. We'll be just fine tonight."

"Exactly. I'll take you straight back to the hotel. You can sleep all you want."

"Randy, I love you so much. You are everything to me."

"I love you too, sweetheart."

"I'm so excited about this baby."

"You and me both."

"I want to buy different Christmas decorations this year by the way. Don't put them out yet."

"Where's all this coming from?"

"I think the pregnancy is just making me think about a lot. You got those Christmas decorations just to have some. I've let it slide for three years because I'm not at the house much because of work, but I'm thinking about it more because of the baby. Plus, I'll probably start staying home more around Christmas. It'll drive me nuts. We can obviously keep sentimental ornaments, but we need new decorations."

"Okay, just let me have input on the decorations."

"I can do that."

Randy kisses my forehead. "Speaking of Christmas, I had an idea."

"What's that?"

"I know we won't be home on Christmas Eve because of work, but I figure we get home on Christmas day. Due to that, I was thinking maybe we host the friend group as a whole for Christmas."

"We won't be able to get away with that much longer. That's fine with me. Make sure to tell the others though."

Randy smiled. "Thanks, sweetheart."

"I'm cooking all the food with that many people over at our house."

"Deal."


I sat in my locker-room as Randy had his match against Brad Maddox. I had a lot on my mind. Really, I've had a lot on my mind since I found out I was pregnant.

I didn't know how to handle becoming a mom. I had imagined it while being in a relationship with Randy of course, but I had no true idea of what I was getting into. Randy seemed to be significantly more prepared for this than I was.

Throughout my lifetime, I had been nervous about so many things, but I was starting to think that I was fearful of becoming a mom. Looks like I had another thing to go therapy for.

I need to get past everything that was going on with me personally before this baby was born. I didn't need to be having so many personal issues when taking care of him or her.

Having a baby was something that is absolutely amazing, but I hadn't gone through it before. That made me fearful. On top of that, I was prepared for my career to change for the foreseeable future. I am due to give birth in early July, but I didn't know when I would actually be wrestling again after that, if I even ever would at all. One thing that always made me nervous was uncertainty. My pregnancy made a lot of things uncertain, so I have been rather nervous about a lot of things. I knew Randy would definitely do whatever he could to help me, but I also knew that some of this I would have to deal with on my own, without Randy.

I looked at my stomach and put a hand on it. I already loved this baby with everything in me, but it sure made me nervous.

I smiled as Randy won the match. "Your dad is so good at wrestling. He's been kicking ass."

Colby, along with Dean and Roman, attacked Randy and hit him with a Triple Powerbomb in the middle of the ring. I take in a deep breath as I stare at TV before deciding to get up and head to guerilla to wait on Randy.


I glanced at Colby, Dean, and Roman as I waited for Randy to arrive in guerilla. I wasn't happy about the three men attacking Randy, especially Colby, but I wasn't going to say anything because that was them and I didn't want to risk ending up not talking to another brother.

Randy arrived and pulled me into his arms. "Hey, I thought you were staying in our locker-room."

I leaned into him. "I was worried about you."

"Sorry, I realized while that was happening that I didn't tell you about it."

"Tell me about what?"

"That was my idea. I told them to do it. Brad Maddox is barely a match and they didn't know what to do tonight. I figured attacking big star Randy Orton would make them look good."

"Seriously? I was so worried that was all them, and you and Colby were going to have issues."

"There's nothing to worry about. That was my idea."

"You better tell me next time. I was worried about it a lot."

"I will. That's on me. I apologize."

"You're forgiven."