So I am always wandering about the picture they said . They said that I look exactly the same with the girl in his drawing. Does he likes me because I look like that girl! I don't know . I don't want be someone else . I just want to be myself .
I sneak upstair when everyone are playing, I sneak into his office . Then I see a large portrait on the wall. Yes I look exactly the same with the girl on the wall. However I do feel familiar with Alan but I don't know
"Why are you here?" Alan comes inside the room
"I see that you have a portrait on the wall and I am curious" I smile." They all said that I look like the girl."
"Delia I met you before but you forgot everything" Alan sits down .
Really! So this girl is me ? I shake my head
"So this girl is me?" I point at myself.
"Yes she is ." Alan nods at me
"You have a good drawing." I giggle
He asks me to sit down. I sit down beside him
"Thank you." Alan sighs." So tomorrow you have to fight four ."
"Yeah why is this worried you?" I blink at him
"He is stronger and better and I worried that he will hurt you." Alan shakes his head
He doesn't believe that I can win four . I feel sad
"Do you want to go play a dauntless traditional game with us now?" Alan stands up." Abby is going as well."
"Sure."i nod at him
He leads me out of the office . We climb to the exits . Everyone are on the platform .
"Hey Alan and Delia ." Amar waves at us
Amar and Abby are flirting with each other already
"Hey guys ." Alan waves at them
The train comes very soon and we all jump on it. I am used to it already so I don't find it difficult. We stand in a circle . Four is also here .
"So we are going to play the game called dare . " Amar explains." Who wants to go first has to drink this."
He takes out a bottle . I raise my hand . He throws this at me . Ted looks at me. I drink it.
"I dare you to kiss one of us but that has to be someone that you like." Amar smirks
I look at ted and Alan. I walk toward Alan and then grabs his shirt and yank him forward . I push my lips against his. He is shocked but very soon he kisses me very hard .
"Very dauntless of her." Four is shocked
Alan let me go. He is breathing so heavily. Alan hugs me .
"Delia you are such a naughty girl." Alan sighs.
"You like it. Don't you?" I make a ghost face at him
"I will punish you afterward ." Alan smirks
Then Alan is next. He drinks the liquid . Amar thinks for a minute
"Tattoo a girl's name on your body. She must be someone who you love." Amar laughs.
"Sure , I will do it when we are back." Alan brushes my hair
Next one is four . Four takes a sip. Zeke laughs
"Go kiss a girl and also get your first tattoo ." Zeke shrugs
"Oh my god , that is a cool challenge." Uriah claps his hand
Four walks toward me . Abby stretches out her arms. However four leans into me and kisses me. I am shocked . Why is he doing that?
"Four you are brave to kiss someone who is flirting with Alan." Marlene is shocked
"We are friends" I explain .
When everyone finish their dare, Abby has to kiss max so we are rushing back to compound . We all standing in front of his room. Amar is unhappy. Abby knocks on the door . The door opens and max comes out.
Abby kisses him without second thought and max wraps her into his arm.
"I want to do this very bad since the first time that I met you in dauntless compound ." Max sighs
Amar clinches his fist. I shake my head at him. He turns around and leaves . I know that he is angry.
"Let's go see Alan and four get their tattoo."
We walk toward the tattoo store . Only Bud is working.
"I will be first." Alan raises his hand
He lays down . He looks at me . Does he wants to tattoo my name .
"I want to tattoo Delia prior ." Alan says firmly.
"Alan are you sure ?" I am surprised." This is forever."
"Yes I am sure Delia" he touches my cheek.
I feel happy but also anxious . Amar is back with Abby . Bud starts his job. I lay my head on his chest.
"Alan I don't want you go to the fence." I say.
"However this is the best way to protect you." Alan kisses my forehead
"I can go explain to max." I am about to cry.
Alan brushes my hair . It is all my fault that Alan has to leave .
"It is just for a month." Alan giggles." I am happy that you are worried about me ."
"I think that she is worried about herself." Abby smirks
"Shut up." Alan is angry
The second day comes fast. Alan will leave this afternoon . We stand in the training room . I will fight four . Four gets a dauntless symbol as his first tattoo.
"Four and Delia." Amar claps his hand
Ted is standing there too. I and four get on the stage .
"So when you are ready, then you can start ." Ted nods at us.
"Sure ." I say
I and four are shuffling at each other . He punches me but I dodge . He punches the air and gag
"Good job." Elizabeth claps her hand
I punch him right in his face and kick his gut. He moans so loud .
"Good." Four smirks." Continue."
He throws himself at me but I welcome him by my knees.
"God." Four falls .
I step on his chest. He can't move now .
"If you can't stand up for 20second then you are out."
Alan counts toward 20 and four can't get up.
"Delia wins."
I help four to stand up. We didn't get hurt much .
"Good ." Four pats my back.
"Thanks." I nod at him
"Abby and Eric ." Ted announces
Amar looks at ted. I know that Eric and Abby are ex boyfriend and girlfriend and Amar is worried.
"God , that is intense." Elisa covers her mouth.
Abby and Eric are on the stage . I am worried for Abby but her attitude last night reall disappointed me .
"Go for it abby." Mary is cheering for her
Eric attacks first and Abby falls. Abby stands up and kicks him but Eric grabs her leg and yank him backward
"So painful." Jessica laughs
Abby throws herself at Eric but Eric takes her pins from her hair and I know what he is going to do. I get on the stage and push Abby away and the pin stabs my chest
"Delia!" Alan is screaming
I fall down and I don't know what is going to happen.
I feel someone holds me up and that's all. When I wake up , that I am already in the infirmary .
"Alan?" I rub my eyes
"It's me . Alan went to go take a shower ." Ted smiles." Why you did that? All of us was scared."
"Abby was my best friend. I know now that she doesn't see me as one but I am still….." I am coughing.
The door opens . Alan comes in. He looks at ted
"You can go now ." Alan waves at him
"Sure , good night both of you." Ted leaves
"Delia." Alan hugs me so tight." I think that I almost lose you."
I am shocked . Why is he so worried to lose me
"Alan." I grab his hand
"Delia why are you so selfless?" Alan grabs my face." I think that I am already in love with you."
"Really?" I say.
Alan nods at me. He kisses my forehead
"However we have to hide it" Alan says
"Yeah I know it." I nod at him.
"I love you too Alan." I am blushing.
He let me lay down. I grab his arm. I don't want him to leave
"Can you stay with me for a night?" I ask him
"Sure , I don't need to leave . Max already knows about us." Alan kisses my forehead
"Really?" I am surprised." How?"
Alan lays down beside me . I wrap my arms around his neck
"I told him. I told him how much I love you." Alan kisses my forehead
"Alan, I dreamed about you." I sigh
"What was the dream about." Alan is interesting
I shake my head . I turn around and he hugs me from my back
"I can't tell you." I say
"Why? Is that something bad?" Alan kisses my ear
"I dream that you were fucking my sister in front of me ."I cry
Alan is shocked. The door opens and Linda comes in.
"Why? Why did you fall in love with her." Linda screams
"I think that you already married." I kiss Alan's neck.
"I did not. Delia let him go." Linda screams
Alan brushes my hair . I take off his shirt.
"Stop Delia, I can't control myself." Alan moans
"Then don't control it." I giggle
He pushes me against the bed . He is on top of me
"I will do it after initiation finishes." Alan bites my ear." You have to pray that I will not do it too hard." Alan laughs
"Why? I like you be hard on me ." i hug him tight
"You are challenging me . Linda if you want to see it, then keep watching." Alan kisses my neck
I look at Linda with smile on my face . I groan
"So sensitive Alan." I wrap my leg around his waist.
"Delia I love you." Alan moans
"Alan I love you too." I close my eyes
Very soon, Linda leaves and he stops right there
"If I continue , then I can't control it anymore ." Alan brushes my face
