One day when this life is over and I am no longer bound by the chains of this world I will be free.

I ran so fast, along the boardwalk pushing people out of my way. People would stare at me but I didn't care, tears streamed down my face and I knew I need to find somewhere isolated so I could be alone to scream.

Eventually I came to the bottom of cliffs. I was alone in the dark and finally let out the scream that I had been holding in for so long. A scream of anger, despair and most of all grief. Once I had spent all my energy I slumped to the floor crying softly while looking out over the ocean and the darkness beyond. It would be so easy to just walk out into the ocean and let the waves take me as their own.

I felt them before I saw someone coming close to me, dammit I thought I could be alone just me.

What's up petal? A smooth silky voice whispered, Go away leave me alone I replied. The intruder sat down next to me and I then realized it was more than one person around me. Please just leave me alone I need to be alone right now I begged them. No we cannot do that for someone as lost as you, we feel your pain and want to help.

I needed to get away from them, I don't want help I wanted to be alone. I stood up turned and looked at them, I am not lost, I know where I am, I just want to be alone right now. And turned and walked away.

Hearing them whispering among themselves and laughing at me, I turned once again stuck my middle finger up and ran as fast as I can towards the sea. Now was my chance I can get there walk in and be free before anyone could stop me. Just as I took my first few steps I felt arms around me pulling me back. Let me go I screamed I don't want to be here anymore. The voices from the group on the beach surrounded me, no we cannot let you we can help you, make you feel better. At that I laughed only death can help me I screamed in return. Pulling away from them I ran further into the sea only to be pulled back so fast it felt like flying.

Landing on the sand the arms held tightly around me looking up I saw 3 others standing between me and the sea. What the hell happened? how did I get so far back? Please petal don't do anything to hurt yourself we can help you that silky voice said.

All of the sudden tiredness swept over me and I succumbed to the darkness of sleep.