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Double Deceit

Chapter 5

Edward:

I was sitting in my office updating patient files, when all of the sudden the door opened and she entered.

"Dr. Cullen, I have an emergency appointment with you," Bella said.

I looked at her confused, we were not seeing any patients today.

"Kathleen and victoria were not in the waiting room, sorry I came in like this," she apologized.

"Bella, I'm not taking any patients today," I said standing up.

"Um, I talked to Victoria, didn't she tell you I was coming? She told me I could come today," She said, confused.

"No, Victoria didnt tell me anything but that's okay, what's going on? You said it's an emergency," I inquired alarmed.

"I need you to examine me, I need you to confirm it please," she pleaded.

I walked up to her, "what's going on baby?" I asked. Bella crossed the space between us and came closer. She hugged me, I cradled her in my arms and inhaled her sweet scent.

"This, I need to know for sure," she said, handing me an object wrapped in a napkin inside a clear ziploc bag. I opened it up and revealed an at home pregnancy test.

"I need you to tell me if I'm really pregnant or not Edward, please," she begged.

Before I could do anything her eyes rolled back and she went limp in my arms.

"Bella, Bella, baby open your eyes," I encouraged her, she didn't move.

I carried her to the examination table and removed her coat before I laid her down. I checked her pupils and they were dilated. I brought the blood pressure monitor, attaching the cuff to her arm. I checked her pressure and it was lower than what was normal for a woman her size and age. Quickly taking a cotton swab, wetting it with some alcohol I put it under her nose. I held it there for a few seconds until she finally responded and opened her beautiful honey colored eyes.

"Edward… what happened?" She asked, confused.

"You came to see me and fainted," I explained. "Do you remember?" I asked her.

"The test, I need you to confirm if I'm pregnant or not," she stated.

I nodded, I grabbed my tablet and opened her medical file, I added a new page and started the check up.

"When was the last time you had sex?" I asked.

"Between October 31st and the morning of November 1st," she recalled with a slight blush.

I wasn't expecting that to be her answer, that admission hurt to hear. "When were you supposed to have your period?" I inquired.

"Between the 8th and the 10th of this month," she replied.

"It's the eighteenth so you missed your period by a week?" I asked to corroborate, Bella nodded. I wrote everything down in her chart.

"Any symptoms besides the syncope you just had?" I asked.

"Nausea and dizziness," Bella added with a groan.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Cue the nausea and dizziness," she said, holding the sides of her head and closing her eyes.

"Please make it stop," she begged me.

"Bella there's a problem, we're under maintenance today and none of the equipment is online. Everything is being updated and recalibrated. That's the reason we were not seeing patients today. The only thing I can do is draw your blood and take it to the lab for analysis, but they're a little backlogged and won't have any results until Monday I'm afraid," I explained.

"Do you think you can hold on until Monday?" I asked her. She didn't look very good.

"Is okay, I just wanted to know if I'm pregnant or not, I guess I can wait a few more days," she said, a little resigned.

"Do you think I'm pregnant?" She asked me.

"Given your symptoms you could be, but I don't want to give you false hope baby," I said, caressing her flushed cheek.

I brought over the phlebotomy kit and proceeded to take her blood sample. I labeled it and placed it in the bag along with the test order.

"I'm going to take this down to the lab, I'll also get you something for the nausea and dizziness," I said.

"Will it be safe?" She asked. "In case I'm pregnant," she added.

"Yes, all the prescriptions I'll give you are safe for you and the baby. Why do you ask?"

"After I took the nausea and dizziness medications Dr. Lee prescribed, I lost the baby and I'm scared," she said, ducking her head and absentmindedly rubbing her abdomen.

"Well, I can assure you that nothing I give you will harm you or the baby. Do you really think you're pregnant? I asked, Bella nodded.

"You know how much I want this Edward, I hope it's for real this time," She said in a hopeful tone.

"Have you had false positive results before?" I asked her, there was nothing on her medical chart about that.

"Yes, twice, and I was devastated. I've lost hope," she said, her tone sad.

"Wait here, I'll only be out for a couple of minutes," I said leaving the exam room.

After taking the sample to the lab and grabbing the nausea and dizziness prescription, along with a new bottle of Utrogestan, I returned to the exam room. Before I opened the door I heard a choking sound. I opened the door quickly and found Bella hunched over my trash can retching.

I hurried, kneeled beside her, and held her hair back from her face. She gagged and vomited one last time.

"Ugh, I got it on me," she groaned looking down, her face turned into a grimace of disgust. The front of her dress was soiled.

I helped her up and sat her on the edge of the exam table, "how are you feeling?" I asked her as I gave her a tissue and went to look for a pair of gloves and a biohazard bag.

"Here, let me get this off of you," I said untying the bow that held her dress. Carefully, shrugging it off her body and placing it inside the bag. Bella shivered and reached for her coat to cover her lace clad body. I tried to control myself, as I saw her delectable body before me.

I went out of the exam room to my office at the end of the hall, where I grabbed one of my spare shirts for Bella.

"Put this on," I told her.

She took the shirt and put it on. It was big on her, but hell if I wasn't hot and bothered by the fact that she was wearing something of mine.

After that, I gave her a dose of the nausea and dizziness medication. She then excused herself to the bathroom as she wanted to rinse her mouth.

"Lay down while I take care of the trash," I instructed her when she was dressed.

When I came back she had her eyes closed, I took the rolling chair and sat beside her.

I nudged her softly, "Baby," I said.

Bella opened her eyes and smiled at me.

"Do you feel any better?" I asked, she motioned 'no' with her finger.

"How much time do you have?" I asked her.

"I said I was going to the hospital because I wasn't feeling well. We have some time, why do you ask?"

"Because I don't want to leave you until you feel better," I admitted.

I kissed her forehead, "we could go to the studio for a bit," I suggested. "Would you like that?" I added, Bella nodded.

"Are you still dizzy? Did you bring your car?" I asked her, she nodded again.

"Okay, I'm going to call you a cab, you go first. I'll catch up in a few minutes," I told her.

"My car," she mumbled.

"I'll drive it, mine is getting a tune up and oil change," I explained. I have to pick it up later today.

"Okay,"

I called for a cab as she walked out of the building. I watched on the security camera until she got in the cab and drove away. I finished tidying up the exam room then wrote a message for Kathleen and Victoria. I told them I wasn't feeling well, so I was going home. I added that I would keep working on the patient files as soon as I 'felt better'. Which wasn't entirely a lie as I have been dealing with an upset stomach for the past couple of days. My doctor said it was something I ate, which was rare because I ate a pretty balanced diet. I grabbed my coat and bag with the ipad and headed out.

Bella's car was parked at the far end of the parking lot. I unlocked it and opened the door, I was instantly bombarded with her delicate smell. I took a minute to look around, there was a bag on the back seat, a blanket, and another coat. I also saw a pair of sandals. I got in, in the front she had a couple of tumbler cups, and her sunglasses were on the passenger seat. I started the car and turned on the heater as I waited for the motor to heat up.

~DD~

I arrived at the studio and headed up, slid the door open and found Bella splayed on the couch still wearing my shirt and her tights. I turned the heater up to 78 degrees and put the kettle on to boil some water to make us some peppermint tea.

While the water boiled I changed into some warm joggers. While that was happening I went and placed her dress in the washer. When the washer was done about ten minutes later I put her dress in the dryer and let it do its thing.

I grabbed the mugs and placed the teabags, added the water, and let it steep for a few minutes. On a plate, I served her some soda crackers to help settle her stomach. When the tea was ready, I placed everything on the coffee table, and softly woke her up.

"Bella, darling wake up," she stirred, but didn't open her eyes. I called her again, this time I nudged her.

"Hi," she greeted me.

"I made you some tea," I told her. She sat up.

"Thanks," she said as I handed her the mug. I took my mug and sat beside her, she scooted closer to me, I wrapped my other arm around her. We sipped our tea comfortably.

Bella drank the tea and ate all the crackers. "Better?" I asked her.

"A little," she replied.

"Do you want to lay down?" She nodded.

I stood and helped her stand. It was a short distance to the bed, but I carried her anyway. I placed her in the middle of the bed and went to get her blanket. I'd brought it in from her car, she smiled at me when she saw it.

I laid down beside her and she laid her head on my shoulder. She snuggled under the blanket and sighed as I idly played with her silky hair.

A few seconds later I heard sniffling.

"What 's wrong?"

"I feel guilty," she confessed.

"Because…"

"Because I let my husband fuck me, and I enjoyed some of it," she full on sobbed.

"Oh darling, I understand don't worry," I cooed at her.

"You're not mad?" She asked, appalled.

"No, I'm not mad. It's bound to happen baby," I told her truthfully.

"But I promised you I was yours," she insisted.

"Yes, I know that. Bella, I don't care what you do when you leave my side. I know you're going to have to be his wife," I said.

"But be aware of this, Bella, whenever we're together you're mine. Nothing you do will change that," I added.

"Whether it is here or in my office, you belong to me. That's our time to enjoy ourselves. I'm not happy you're feeling ill, but I do like the idea of having you here right now." I declared.

"I won't stop loving you just because you're with him," I confessed, looking into her eyes.

Her eyes widened as she took a surprised breath.

"You love me?"

"Yes, Bella, I love you," I repeated.

"Edward I…" She started.

"Shh, you don't have to say anything," I said, placing a finger on her lips.

"You'll tell me how you feel when you're ready," I said.

She caressed my arm and placed a kiss on my chest right over my heart.

"So you don't care that the baby is his?" She asked.

"No," I reassured her as I dried her tears with my thumb.

"When you're with me everything yours is mine too," I kissed her lips chastely.

"You're too important to me, I'm not going to lose you over this," I said with conviction, then I brought her face closer to mine and kissed her deeply.

Bella wound her hands around my neck and reciprocated. She parted her lips and let me in. Our tongues danced as we made out. My hands dipped under 'my' shirt and roamed her soft skin.

"Bella," I whispered.

"Ung,'' she moaned as I brushed the underside of her lace covered breasts. Not breaking the kiss, I started unbuttoning the shirt and removing it from her body. Placing my hands at her waist, I pulled down her tights and shrugged them off her body.

She was dressed in her white bra and matching thong. I kissed the side of her face and traveled south down her body, licking loops at the top of her breasts as I descended to her navel. Reverently I kissed and lapped at her abdomen. I smiled at the thought of her being pregnant. I didn't care that the baby could belong to another man, she's my Bella.

I moved her thong to the side and lapped at her clit, lower lips, and slit. Bella started whimpering and moaning as my tongue circled her moist skin. I took all I could of her sex in my mouth, I sucked her folds with all my might, eliciting the sweetest sounds of her lips. I found myself grinding and thrusting my hips as I sucked her. She made me crazy, Bella awoke parts of me that had been dormant for way too long. I was a different man with her, I felt like myself again.

Bella was a mess of short pants and whimpers below me. I smiled, as I knew I was the only one capable of making her come like this.

"Edward baby please," she mewled as I continued attacking her folds.

I took off her thong, automatically Bella's legs spread wider to give me more access to her skin, I was on cloud nine as I feasted on her sweet pussy.

"Ung, Edward, yes," she moaned.

Bella moaned loudly as I inserted two fingers inside her wet heat. I groaned as I felt her so nice and ready around my expert fingers.

"Damn it Bella!" I exclaimed.

"Edward!" she yelled.

I pumped my fingers at a quick pace, "ung ah, oh, oh, oh" Bella moaned.

"That feels good doesn't it baby?" I whispered, Bella nodded.

"He doesn't touch you like this" It wasn't a question, Bella replied with her head, confirming my statement. As I licked along her folds.

"Only I get to do this," I growled.

"Yes, fuck, only you Edward." Bella whimpered.

My fingers moved faster inside her, I bent my head and took her clit between my lips. I sucked with the same intensity I was finger fucking her.

"Oh, oh, ung, ah, ung," Bella whimpered.

The only sounds in the room were her moans and the wet sound of my fingers pleasuring her. Bella had removed her bra, I licked my lips and then my mouth descended and closed around the pink peak. I groaned as I lapped at her soft, pliable mound. Bella was a writhing mess under me.

"More, Edward, please," she begged me.

I took the other nipple in my mouth, my fingers still attacking her pussy. I groaned at the feeling of her, she was drenched. My hand was completely covered in her juices. I looked up to see her, her mouth was open in an 'O' her eyes closed in pure bliss.

"Fuck, Edward!" She moaned.

I moved my fingers faster, "Oh, oh, oh!"

"Yes, Edward, yes, yes, so good!" Bella yelled.

"Shit! Shit! Shit! Fuck!"

"You like that don't you darling? You love it when I fuck you like this," I said in her ear.

"Yes, Edward, yes, yes ung!" was her reply.

"Ung, ung, oh, fuck, ung" she moaned.

I could tell she was coming, I was hitting her sweet spot.

"AH!" she yelled, "yes, yes, ung. Right there Edward, right there," she mewled.

"Cum, baby, cum" I commanded her as I circled her clit.

"Oh, fuck, YES!" Bella choked out as she came, her hips rising from the bed.

I continued stroking her insides as the shocks of pleasure subsided. She was a heaping mess beneath me.

I used my discarded shirt to clean my hand, then I removed my joggers. After that I cradled Bella in my arms. We were spooning chest to chest. She was still shuddering and panting as I held her.

"Show me how you feel, Edward," she said, wrapping a leg over my hip.

"Bella," I groaned as my tip grazed her slick folds.

"Please, Edward, please," she begged.

"Ung," we both moaned in unison as I entered her.

She felt so different in this position, "you feel so good baby," I said as I sheathed fully inside her.

"Ah," she moaned at the sensation of being completely filled by me.

"I love you so much," I said with a kiss and upward thrust.

"I need…ung," she choked as my hips moved forward inside her.

"Yes, Edward, oh!" She moaned.

I started moving slowly at first, relishing in the feeling of her walls around me. She felt so good, so much better than before. She was so wet too, my pelvis was drenched in her juices.

"Fuck, Bella!"

"More, Edward, please," she asked.

Damn it, I wanted to be nestled inside her forever.

"Edward, Edward, Edward," she chanted in tune with my thrusts to her pussy.

"Bella, Bella, ung, oh fuck, darling. So good, so fucking good!" I moaned.

" Ah, ah, ah ung, oh, oh, OH YES!" She moaned louder.

I shivered as her nipples grazed my chest with each thrust. We were so close; her body was completely flushed with mine as I rocked inside her.

"Bella, baby, ung,"

"Edward, Edward, Edward, fuck!"

I kissed her harshly, plunging my tongue into her mouth. She groaned as she kissed me back with the same force and intensity. I could feel her nails digging into my back as Bella clung to me for dear life as I continued to impale her.

The sound of our pelvises coming together was the only sound in the room.

I was feeling every shock of her cervix on my cock. The things she made me feel are indescribable. I couldn't get enough of her. I didn't care that she or myself are married, does that make me an asshole? I wished he could see the way she moaned my name, the way she writhed and shook under me as I brought her pleasure like he never did or could.

She said she enjoyed the last time they were together, but I can assure you that she didn't enjoy it as much as she was enjoying it now.

"Edward, Edward, ah, ah, ung!"

Bella's hips were now moving along with mine. We were creating the perfect rhythm. Sharp but sweet at the same time.

"Fuck Bella, damn it!" I cursed her flesh for being so addictive.

"OH, Edward I can't. I have to…ung, ung, Ah…" She moaned incoherently.

I circled my hips faster giving her what she was looking for. I bent my head and toyed with her nipples as I grabbed her sides and drove into her faster.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes" she chanted.

"Ungh, oh, Bella, baby, fuck!" I groaned in a shaky breath.

My orgasm was building, I could feel my stomach tightening and my balls constricting. My whole body was shaking as I tried to fight it off, I wanted Bella to come first. I could feel her walls tightening around me like a vice. She was close to coming, I looked down at her body, she was covered by a sheen of sweat. Bella gripped my biceps tightly wanting to feel me closer. I kept a steady pace inside her, I knew what she wanted, what she needed to let go. I grazed her clit with my cock and then whispered sweet dirty nothings in her ear.

"You like that dont you? You like it when I fill you with my cock and love you like you've never been loved before," I grunted with pointed thrusts.

"You belong to me," I stated. Bella nodded her head, as she was breathless.

"Cum Bella, I know you want to," I encouraged her. her face twitched as she tried to fight it off.

"You're going to come nice and hard baby, I can feel it," I said as I pushed in and out of her tight ever so moist heat.

"Say my name, out loud, say it as you come,"

"FUCK EDWARD!" She said as her walls tightened and she came. Her breathing hitched and her legs started shaking.

Without a care in the world I released my seed inside her, once again claiming her as mine.

Even Though it was cold, we were both covered in sweat. I nuzzled my head in her hair smelling her intoxicating smell, I groaned as I inhaled.

"I love you so much," I said, nipping at her lips.

Bella was whimpering as she came down from the high, I was still breathing hard as I contained myself. I was still inside her heat, my pelvis and upper thighs were drenched in her pussy juices, she had marked me too.

I looked at my watch, I was barely ten in the morning.

"Do you want to sleep for a bit?" I asked Bella, she nodded burying her head in my chest.

"How 's your head?" I added.

"Better," she whispered.

"Sleep baby, I'll set an alarm," I said, setting the alarm for an hour.

We'd made love under her blanket, so I just rewrapped it over us. Soon enough my head drooped and I succumbed to sleep beside my Bella.

~DD~

One hour later, on the dot, the alarm rang waking me from my Bella cocoon. She was completely buried on my side. I woke her up and she was not happy.

"I'm sorry Bella," I apologized.

"It's okay, I understand it has to be like this for now," she said. "You don't regret what happened between us right?" She asked.

"Of course not, why would I? " I replied, kissing her shoulder.

"I guess I'm still in disbelief of the fact that you aren't mad that I slept with Jacob," she commented.

"Bella, please stop chastising yourself. We're married to other people, it's bound to happen," I explained.

"Have you and your wife…" she started.

"No, you're the only one I've been with since that night at the bar," I said.

Leah didn't want anything to do with me apparently. I wouldn't be surprised if she asked for a divorce, I'll gladly sign the damn papers in a heartbeat.

"I'm going to shower; you want to join?" I asked, changing the subject.

She nodded, rising from the bed.

"I'll need a hair dryer though," she said.

"I have one, don't worry." Her hair was styled straight with some volume, I had everything she needed here. I walked to the bathroom and laid out a towel and toothbrush for her. I also placed the hairdryer and bush on the vanity.

I turned on the water in the shower and set the shower heads on different settings. I got in while Bella brushed her teeth. I'm relaxing under the stream, my eyes closed, when I feel her hands on my back. I turn around and smile at her as she hugs me close to her.

I cup her tits in my hands and start massaging them, my hand dipping down to her folds; she was still so wet.

"Love, are you sore?" I asked.

"Nothing the hot water can't fix, I'm okay," she replied.

"Are you sure I didn't hurt you?" I asked, I didn't want to hurt her like her asshole husband.

"Yes, Edward, you didn't hurt me," she said, placing her hand over mine and grinding it to her skin.

"Come here," I smiled.

Bella giggled and kissed me as I inserted two fingers and slowly pumped in and out of her.

Bella rocked herself against my hand, the back of my knuckles grazing her engorged clit. When Isabella came, I took my fingers out of her, spread her moisture on her nipples, and played with them till the rose peaks were perked up and ready for my tongue. I flicked them slowly alternating between that and sucking them softly, there was no need to rush anything.

Bella hummed in pleasure letting her head fall back, I sat us on the shower bench. She sat on my thighs as I feasted on her supple breasts, I held her with one hand on her hip while the other wandered into her folds again, I fingered her slowly paying attention to her clit, Bella rocked herself on my fingers; small cries and whimpers escaping her lips. Bella grabbed my cock and pumped it, like I had taught her to. Making pressure on the tip, and pulling upwards with a tight grip, I hissed.

"Love me?" she whispered her eyes pleading.

"Insatiable minx," I cooed as she closed the space between us.

I grabbed her by her ass and held her up a little, she positioned herself over my cock and I slowly let her down on it, we both groaned when our skin made contact. She hugged herself to me as I rocked her softly, unhurriedly. She kissed and nibbled on my neck while I inhaled her scent, the steam from the shower enhancing it.

Water cascaded on us as I made love to Bella once more, what we shared on the bed had been amazing but this right here was more intimate and close. I hurried my pace a bit as Bella threw her head back and I buried my face on her tits. I played with them until Bella moaned loudly in my ear and we both came hard, she buried her head on my neck while we came down from the high. After that we washed each other languidly and got out of the shower.

I helped her out of the shower as she got a little dizzy, I brought the stool and sat her on it. Then I blow dried her hair, when I was done Bella took over and finished styling it. I laid her dress and tights on the bed along with her underwear. Bella got dressed while I made us some chicken sandwiches and vegetable soup.

"Come eat when you're done," I told her.

She sat down in front of me a few minutes later, after doing her makeup.

"Thanks, this looks great," she smiled.

We tucked into our meal in comfortable silence, I didn't want to spoil the last minutes I had with her. Now that she felt better she had to go back home, a pang of sadness filled me as I looked at her as she enjoyed the food I made her.

Soon enough she was finished and it was time for her to go. I walked her to the door and gave her the keys to her car. She whimpered as she kissed me goodbye.

"Please don't cry Bella,'' I pleaded. I didn't have the strength to see her cry.

"Please come to the office on Monday for that checkup," I reminded her. She nodded and smiled.

"Until Monday," she said, dying her tears.

Monday couldn't come fast enough; I couldn't wait for the results of her blood test. Bella was eager to know if she was pregnant, but I wanted; no, needed to know if that baby was mine…

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