Over time, with Allie's recovery from her drug addiction, she hasn't changed anything to get herself better and get some help from their therapist, Ms. Westfall and for Bea. It's exhausting to keep doing this for so long now, but the real problem is that she can't break up with her. Kaz has been for her to make a move for months and wants to be with her. "I want you to fucking end it! it's not fair to me to keep waiting for you to do something. "They had been fighting for a couple of hours, and it was exhausting to keep talking about it
"I'm sorry. Kaz, I have been busy. I don't have time to break up with her, and being the top dog is tough. Plus, I'm cleaning up Allie's vomit off the fucking floor, and meantime behind the scenes, I'm seeing you and wanting to make you happy. So you can't get mad at me for not telling Allie shit right now because I don't want to make it worse for her and you."
Then it got really quiet and awkward between them. Tears were coming down Kaz's face and didn't want to look at her. "You're just in love with her, are you?" Bea wanted to talk, but no words were coming out, and Kaz cried even more like she knew it was true. "I stopped loving her a long time ago. It was before the last fight that we had, that time was the last straw, and I started seeing you more than that first kiss. The first time was so amazing." Bea started to tear up, "I'm in love with you. I'm so much in love with you that I can't live. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't breathe. It's killing me"
The silence was getting bigger by the minute, and Kaz had enough. "If you loved me, then she wouldn't be in the picture. I'm the other woman, I'm the other fucking woman Bea and please do something about it before it gets worse and fuck off I had a bad day and this whole thing made it's whole lot worse" Bea hugged her tight and they both cried long and painful for them "Kaz I promise you that it's going to happen okay" she didn't believe Bea at all and knowing that it's not going to happen "You have been saying that for months now, it was the day when we first got together and we both know that she never going to get clean"
"Bea, I can see that you have had enough of the bullshit and drugs that she's been doing, and you told me everything about it. Go break up with her right now, please do this for us and go on just be gentle with her and I will see you tomorrow" Bea got back after seeing Kaz and saw that her crew was playing some games at the table then there was Allie and was high as balls "Bea! Your back, I want to show you something." they went to Bea's cell and saw that the cell was clean
"I have cleaned your cell just to say thank you for taking care of me" Bea was pleased that she wants to get better from the drugs that she was taking "Well it looks great Allie" then Bea had Kaz in her mind and needs to tell her that she wants to break you up with her but she was too scared to say anything about the breakup with her because Bea doesn't the guts to do it and don't know what to do. The thing is that she let Kaz down if she didn't do anything about it, but it's truth is that Kaz is the other woman and the only woman who she loves and cares about so much. The next day rolled around, and at breakfast, everyone was eating. Bea was with her crew. And her girlfriend and Kaz saw everything just seeing them holding hands and happily together, then Bea was done with her food, then lifted the room to her cell for something. Kaz came by and grabbed Bea's arm into the showers. "What the fuck happened last night!"
"You didn't break up with her like you promise" Bea was trying to explain everything to her but she didn't want to hear it and wanted to leave the showers then Bea stopped her "Kaz stop!" She hugged her from behind, but Kaz got out of it and walked out of the showers. She is angry at Bea for not breaking up with Allie, Bea went after her and got to H3 to see her, if she was there with her crew and Bea can tell that she and Allie weren't talking at all
They both went to Kaz's cell and told Allie that they needed to talk and closed the door. "What the fuck do you want?" Bea put her hands on Kaz's cheeks and kissed her on the lips tenderly and softly, it lasted a few minutes then let go "I'm still angry at you" Bea was smiling at her "I know, I know you are and I didn't have guts to do it. I just couldn't do it." They were talking until Allie knocked on the door to ask Kaz about something, then she lifted it after a few minutes and then closed the door again. They both smiled and then kissed a little longer until they didn't stop kissing, Bea started to take Kaz's shirt off but something came up, and try to ignore it but it got bigger, and can't ignore it "Fuck!" Kaz didn't understand why it was such a deal. "Can you do it later?" It's a big deal for Bea, especially as a top dog. She kissed her on the cheek, but Kaz didn't want her to go and pull her closer. "I'm so sorry I have to go now."
They kissed tenderly, then let go, "Do you have to go right now?" Bea nodded yes and just about went out the door. "I will be back after lunch, and to finish up, we started." Kaz started smiling again. From one thing getting done, it turns out I got so busy for the rest of the day until a little late dinner. Bea forgot to go round to go see Kaz, then she remembered. Bea ran back to see her. Thank god she was there. "I'm so sorry, Kaz, I got really busy today." Kaz didn't care as long as Bea showed up as she promised, they started kissing like crazy and Kaz's came off first then 5 - 10 minutes into it the rest of their clothes came off their bodies and their hearts were beating fast
Their bodies were rubbing against each other, and some sweat was coming down then after a good hour later having sex felt good. For Kaz's first time doing so, I felt so. "Holy fuck that felt so amazing. Oh my fucking god, that was amazing Bea" she put her hands on Bea's wrist and Bea put her hand on Kaz's neck and kissed tenderly and softly little a while then Kaz's crew came back from their walk and Allie was with them. They both put their clothes back on fast before anyone saw them together, and Allie walked in. "Hey Bea, what are you doing here?"
"I needed to talk to her about something important and private that's all, nothing to worry about and I see you back in H1" Allie was confused about what is going on between them "What's going between you and Bea?"
"Nothing is going on between us, she just needed to talk to me about something." She lifts to see the crew and starts talking about the plans for tomorrow. "Is Bea cheating on me? Is that why she came to you?" Kaz said that she is not cheating on her. Allie went back to H1 to ask the same question "Bea? Are you cheating on me? "Everyone started laughing at the question."What made you think that, Allie?" She didn't say anything and shook her head, then went to bed early that night. "You better not do any drugs in there!" Allie comes back out. "Why do you care, Bea!!??" she yells at her. "I don't want to find you fucking dead!"