The Breakup was getting harder and harder every day and missing her like crazy but Bea respected Kaz's wishes and had her back in the future. Keeping the breakup out of her mind she is helping Allie to get clean from her drug addiction and doing really well. Also going to see the therapist in the prison "I'm so proud of you Allie, you're doing really well! I will see you tomorrow" Allie was happy and smiling ear to ear "Thanks Bea for everything, I'm grateful for you and for Kaz to be in my life. I want I can't live without you guys, hey Bea I'm sorry about the breakup"
"Thanks, Allie. It means a lot" Allie kissed Bea softly on the lips for a few seconds then let go they looked at each other with a smile on their faces and they kissed a couple of more times "I have to go to my session with Ms. Westfall" they were holding hands and looking with love in their eyes for a moment
They both lifted at the same time then went directions and Bea wanted to see Kaz but she wanted to give her some space, especially with the breakup and everything that was on her mind. Bea's heart hurts for Kaz and misses her like crazy but of respect for her space and hopes that Kaz gets her back in the future, later that day she went to her cell to get something from her cell then hears Allie and Kaz fighting with each other. It was about the drugs and just stopping going to therapy after the second session today Bea comes in "You are fucking liar, you told me you were going, and stop taking the fucking gear!" Allie wasn't backing out of the fight and started with her until Bea got out of this unit "I'm not going anywhere!" Kaz comes in then takes over and ends it even there
"Allie, do you know how many times we tried to get you clean? Too many fucking times! We have lost count, now fuck off! You don't belong here and don't come back until you are clean from the gear and getting help from your addiction, I'm done with you. I'm not helping you anymore" she went into her cell and closes the door, Allie looks at Bea as if she was crying her eyes out "Bea?" Bea didn't want to look or see her again "I'm done too, this was the time I helped you, Allie. The kiss that, That very kiss never happened goodbye, Allie"
Bea went to check up on Kaz but Allie has to have the last dig "The both of you are might for each other" Bea stops and looks at her with disappointment in her eyes "You know what Allie when we first started seeing each other and Kaz didn't know about us in that time, in that time I was happy and I was so in love with you at the time until the gear coming then love that started to fade away"
"I was tired and sick of your bullshit over time then I fell in love with someone else, so you need to change your life and act like an adult not a fucking child. She broke up with me because of you Allie and fuck off" Allie finally lifts and Bea went into Kaz's cell to see her. She wanted to make sure that Kaz is okay but she doesn't want to talk anymore and wants Bea to leave. It wasn't cutting it for Bea and stayed with her for a little bit, Bea went around behind her and sat down then hugged her from behind. She knows that Kaz was pissed and was done with everything, especially with Allie then the drama "I'm done with everything, I can't take it anymore"
Over time the fights with Allie got so bad that to the point where Kaz stopped talking to Allie because of the drugs and all the fights then Bea slowly stopped talking to her over time for the same reason. Around the same time, Bea and Kaz are not back together, it's driving Bea crazy a lot more now than it did when they first broke up
One day Bea was with her crew when Kaz came and wanted to talk with her "Bea! I need to talk to you please" she was acting really and not herself, so they went into her old cell then they could talk alone "Hey, what's going on? Are you okay" Kaz wasn't herself and it made Bea worried for her. She hugged Bea tightly and started crying "I can't do this anymore, I just can't" they both went on the bed and started talking about everything. It was all about Allie and couldn't handle it anymore she wanted out "I can talk to the governor" Kaz said no and went on about it "I don't want more drama, especially with her"
"Kaz, please let me do something and help get you peace of mind. Okay," she keeps saying no and telling Bea not to do anything just yet "I'm going to talk to her later, I just don't know why Allie is that she is in love with you and I mean so deeply in love with you" They've talked a little longer and Kaz was ready to go "Thank you, you're the best"
The chat with Allie never happened and Bea took some decorations and then went to see the governor. She wanted to tell her about moving Allie to the protection or moving her to a different prison "Smith, no prison wants her because they don't have room for her but I can do something with protection. Let me see what I can do for you" Bea has to sit and wait for the governor to get back to her but that news never happened and wanted Kaz to get some peace, one day Bea went to check her crew, and the only person who was there was Allie "Hey, un I have you seen them" Allie said that she just got here and needed some time alone. Bea came over and sat next to her "Did you see Kaz? Today" Allie shook her no and said that they stopped talking to each other, it was either silent or fighting
Then she stopped talking to Bea but especially with her questions that she had until this question came up "Are you still in love with me?" She looks at Bea with a smile on her "Allie, I love you but only as a friend and nothing more than that, my heart aches for Kaz and I love and miss her so much and I wish I can have her back" couple of day later she leaves the room and makes her unit. Everything feels a bit off around here and went to her cell and then closed the door because of the vibe that she was getting of off
She hears a knock on the door and it sounds like it was Kaz that wants to see her, Bea called her to come into her cell and she came in "Hey, how are you doing?" She sits on the bed next to Bea and takes her hand to hold "I can feel you, I miss you. I'm going crazy without you and Allie is making it worse, I can't stop thinking about you Kaz. My heart is hurting for you so badly I can't, I just can't" they both got a little teary-eyed and Kaz feels the same time about Bea "I can't handle not being with you, I'm lost without you and I can't. I can't do this anymore Bea" they both hugged tight and crying at the same time
They both kissed tenderly and softly then finally let go, they broke into a smile and did a couple of times "How Allie?" Bea told her everything and Allie is doing great "I don't know, it doesn't matter. I'm in love with you not her and I deeply care about you Kaz" they both smiled and hugged tight and also fixing their relationship back to together again
