That night Bea is supposed to tell Kaz everything about her release and Jackson. They passed out until early morning before Everyone else and it was around 1:45 am, They started talking about everything and the governor said "She will update me as soon as she can. I just want when I will get the fuck out of here then you get out and I will be on the other side of those gates and wait for you" Kaz was smiling and giggling "You will have to wait a long time because of my 12 years sentence" Bea didn't mind waiting more 7 years for Kaz come out
"There is something that I need to tell you" Kaz moaned as she was moving closer to her to get some cuddles, "Jackson told me after the game that he is in love with me and can't sleep at night because he was thinking about me then I told him that I'm happy in love with you and not him. When he grabbed me by the arm just to talk to me about how much he was in love with me but I kept telling him that I love you and not him" Kaz was surprised but not shocked at all about him "Well it's too fucking bad, your with someone else that you love most and finished the job" she went on top of Bea and they kissed tenderly for a while then the clothes came off. They were giggling and kissing, their heartbeat was beating hard Bea got up off her and kissed her on the neck they were sweating like crazy
After an hour of having sex. They lay there and talked, then cuddled with each other until morning. Everyone was waiting for breakfast because it took a while to get ready and it was posted to be done 20 minutes ago, Bea wanted to see what was going on in the lunch room but the panic button had other plans for them and it was time to sit down then wait until the lockdown was over
Meanwhile, their food is on the way to get delivered to the units and I don't know why they are in lockdown for how long it is going to take "Who thinks it's drugs?" Only 3 people said drug overdose "What do you think it is? Bea," she thought of drugs but strong feeling it might be murder but not ruling out drugs. Bea found out at the end of the lockdown someone killed themselves with a homemade knife in the lunchroom and they came just yesterday morning "You're back!" Kaz was smiling so big when she saw Bea come around to see her "Hi, gorgeous" she went to kiss her on the forehead and then sat down next to Kaz "Are you okay? You look exhausted"
"I'm done with everything with all the drama plus the being of top dog is making it worse for me" They talked about it for a little bit and thought about what's the next step for Bea then go from there to see what happens "I'm here by your side and support you. I love you and I want you to be happy without any stress"
"You make me so happy Kaz" She smiled so big and Kaz held Bea's hand and kissed it "When I dumped right into you that day and looked each other in the eyes I knew I was safe even though I was with Allie secretly at the time. I felt safe with you then after that, I start to have feelings that I never had before when Allie went to medical then you came and sat next to me, oh man that every first time when we kissed and I knew that you were mine" they were holding hands and looking at each other with love in their eyes for a moment "If we had that second session of a kiss I guarantee you that we would be in that bed and getting naked and having great sex" they both were laughing and joking around with each other
Kaz got off the couch and Bea followed her and then gave her a hug from behind Kaz was smiling to herself "What is going to happen if you got out and I'm stuck here for 12 fucking years" She turned around to look at Bea "Don't worry about that right now Kaz, just for now we can focus on us and only us okay" they were giggling and smiling ear to ear then the talking started back up again. They both were holding hands and about to Bea's cell but Jackson went round to talk to her "Hey! Smith, can I talk to you?"
"I will meet you outside" They kissed a couple of times and she went out to meet up with her crew "What's up Mr. Jackson" He has found out about her release "I overheard about your sentence and it's very strange" She was waiting for him to keep talking it but he ended up talking about himself and his feelings
"My feelings for you are killing me, I'm so in love with you Bea I can't keep giving you the silent treatment. I can't control my emotions and feelings for you" He nearly kissed her but Bea stopped him from kissing her "What the fuck is wrong with you, I'm not in love with you okay I have a girlfriend and I love her so much. I want to hear about my release not you and your fucking feelings, go fall in love with someone else that is not in prison" Kaz came back for her "Bea! Are you coming? We're starting to play basketball" Bea took her hand and went back outside to basketball with some of the women. The game was fun and long but in the end, Bea's team didn't win, for now, just let the other team have their little cheer of their own
Bea went to sit down with her crew for a little bit and Allie wasn't in the mood then mad at her for the things that happened between them Bea didn't want to talk to her anyway but didn't want to be rude "Hey, Allie how are yea? It's a beautiful sunny and warm spring day" she didn't say anything or even look at her when Bea talked to her "How are my girls in H1?" They were all talking and having a great time with each other "I miss you"
They were all looking at each other with confusion and Bea looked at her "Excuse me?" Allie stands up from her seat and looks at her back "I FUCKING MISS YOU! Bea, I want you back. And not the same without you and, and I'm going crazy without you and I miss you being in bed with me and making me safe and telling me everything is going okay" Everyone was starting to stare at her because she was dramatic and her observation of Bea "I want you back and I need you" The feeling was overwhelming for Bea to hear from her and doesn't know want to what to that "Bea, please say something or anything please" but there was nothing for Bea to that and Allie was going on and on about it to the point that Bea had enough with her shit and got out off and start walking "The day you died! I saved your life. Kaz is not the fucking hero, she pulls you out of the water"
"That day Allie, that very day that I was in love with you and at that time Kaz and I weren't together at the time. You chose drugs over your girlfriend, don't you put Kaz into this. She saved your ass so many fucking times because she believed in you and loves you so much, you have ruined not just her's but our relationship, and our love died over time then I and Kaz relationship became stronger every day. So you can stand there and fight with me or you can move on because I'm done with you and your shit"
"Allie, I don't miss or want you back. I'm very much in love with Kaz and very happy to be with her, there is nothing that you do about it, this conversation is over" Bea went to hang out with Kaz and her crew and kissed her on the side of Kaz's head then Bea's hands went around her shoulders and their hands linked together and Kaz had a big smile on her face and fixing Bea's hair to keep it out of the away while talking to her. Allie wasn't happy but she let it go for now until next time