Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't posted but I do have the next chapter down... well mostly. You see the next chapter is the wedding day and I hate to say it but the perfectionist in me is really being a pain in my ass! I keep writing it then deleting it because to me it isn't good enough! I want to feel what I felt when I wrote Rachel and Quinn's separate proposal's but I'm struggling to feel it. I don't know, anyway I was going to at least post the first half but then I thought, well these guys are going to kill me if I post half! Then I thought they probably aren't going to read it anyway because you haven't posted idiot!, I don't know but I didn't want to post anything else until I posted for YATM because you all have waited so long for it. Then I thought if you right for the other stories at least they know you're updating still. Smh any words of encouragement out there would gladly be appreciated. I like to write with real emotion when I write so trying to write this, its hard. I don't feel love right now I feel stressed out as hell! Anyway I'll stop rambling now. Hopefully I'll figure it out, I just thought whoever is still out there reading or waiting I'm sorry I'm still here. I hope you are too.