This is a book that conveys my thoughts. The whole book revolves around my thoughts, showing the many sides of my soul.

The current me is only a part of the main body's thoughts, I represent me, and I can't represent me

Let me introduce myself, my name is Leng Ruoxi, female, 18 years old, a person with a very high imagination

I'm a person who's been brainwashed and chained since birth

The concept of God in my mind is the law of the universe

I have always believed that God is fair and God has always been very humorous

I don't believe in all the rules of the world, including legal ethics

This idea was born about three months ago, and now my mind has been extremely empty for three months

I cut off all social interaction, and my thoughts have changed dramatically from before

Human beings beautify themselves when they describe their past experiences, and I am also a human being.

But I want to record a section of myself that has not been beautified

I may be an antisocial personality in the eyes of the world now

The world is multifaceted and complex, so I believe in the existence of everything

i believe anything is possible

It is very difficult to look directly at yourself, because you have to look not only at yourself, but at the whole soul, which is the whole self

I believe that human nature is inherently evil, because I am the born bad seed, the daughter of Satan

Since I was young, I have never cared about anyone's feelings. I treat those who are beneficial to me well, and I ignore those who are not beneficial to me.

including love, friendship

I disregard family affection, alienate friendship, and disdain love

Love exists but in my cognition I think it is a very small probability

Love is a conversation between two similar souls, not two bodies making love

Estrus is the instinct of animals. The biggest difference between humans and animals is that humans can control themselves

But humans often say that emotions cannot be controlled, so what is the difference between humans and animals?

I am very indifferent to life, I will never feel sad because of the loss of any life

Even I have grown to like watching the fall of life

It feels like a human trampling an ant to death

Ants are life, human beings are also life, who is more noble than life?

Everyone Has Faith, The Spiritual Empty Is Scary

My belief is the Potala Palace, the holy place in my heart

The place where countless lives have fallen is called a holy place by people and has become a tourist attraction. Aren't they disregarding life?

I believe that human beings should be destroyed, and I believe that the existence of human beings is a mistake

I am a human being, I understand the evil nature of human beings, and I understand the evil nature of human beings better

I was born in this land, so I want to destroy this land even more

Thanks for listening to my story, the book is called "I Love You Till 25" because I won't live past 25

I'll finish my career before I'm 25 and die