I Own Nothing
AN: Idea came about what if Ian wasn't with Justin when found out his college being paid for still. Another story that I have stockpiled on my jump drive before my computer crashed.
Summary: Justin gets a surprise when he finds out that his tuition has been taking care of for the semester.
Title: Senses Found
"There doesn't seem to be a problem with your tuition payment. It's already been paid for the semester. There is a note on the file though." The financial aid woman said surprising Justin. "Says here, when you come to your senses you know where I'll be." She read confused not knowing why in the world that was there. "If I didn't care I wouldn't keep up my end of the deal."
Justin sat back in the chair shocked by what had just been said. There was no way he'd expected Brian to pay after he'd walked out. The note though, that was throwing him even more. Brian had been so clear about it, but he didn't know what to believe now. He thanked the woman after a moment before he left. He wasn't sure how he even managed that. It felt like he was walking in a trance. He'd gone during his free period and was glad that he hadn't taken Ethan up on his offer to come with him. He'd bumped into him on the way here after avoiding him as much as possible. How the world was he supposed to digest this.
He'd moved out of the loft two weeks ago, but instead of going to Ethan's apartment he'd gone to Daphne. He'd been an emotional wreck and he couldn't be trusted with his own self that night. Daphne had talked him off the ledge, not literal, but it felt like it. She'd convinced him instead of moving in with Ethan to stay with her. She thought he needed time to think and re-evaluate his life. She had convinced him instead of putting some nail in the coffin to give it time. Somewhere out there was a sign he needed to know how Brian really and truly felt.
Instead of moving in with Ethan and screwing him whenever he wanted to, he'd listened to Daphne. She had never once steered him wrong in his life. He hadn't had sex with Ethan since he'd left the loft. Daphne had threatened to put him in a chastity belt if he tried. Her exact words were 'You don't need to fuck your feelings out. You need to come to your own senses. Brian loves and cares about you more than anything besides his son. What you both need is time apart to see that light you've lost.'
Two weeks he'd been without Brian, he hadn't even seen him. He hadn't called him, talked to him, and Daphne had taken his pictures too; except for one. She had cut him off from anything Brian related, minus what she deemed their song. She'd refused to let him go out and find guys to fuck since he wasn't fucking Ethan either. He brought Ethan's name up near Daphne and she threatened to gag him with a ball gag. At school was the only place he saw Ethan at times. He knew if Daphne could cut that out too, she would. He was so pent up because she said he shouldn't even think about sex. The only thing he needed to do was work on his art and nothing else.
She'd gone as far as getting him three new sketch books and taking all the others away that might have anything Brian related. She had also taken every single picture he'd had of Ethan and set fire to them. He'd been in fucking shock when she'd done that. The CD Ethan gave him she'd broken, and she had handed it to Ethan when she'd been with him one day for lunch. Had told the guy if he so much as looked at him she would do that to his bow and fiddle too. Yeah, his best friend could be scary if she wanted to be.
~BJ JB BJ JB~
Justin walked out of the building trying to think of what to do when the answer was looking back at him. Brian was leaning against the Jeep as if it was something he always did. It used to be when they'd been living together. Brian would pick him up in that exact spot. He'd lean against the Jeep like it was where he belonged. He'd thought about everything that Daphne had told him in the last two weeks. She'd played the fucking song they'd danced to at prom he still didn't remember that moment. He came in from classes it was playing, she'd put it on a CD making him listen to it in her car. She had told him that Brian had screamed he loved him by showing up at prom even if words didn't come out. It was the only connection he'd had in two weeks to Brian if he thought about it. All others had been cut off. Hell, he hadn't even gotten to see Gus who he missed.
He started walking towards Brian hearing that corny song in his head. He caught his self singing the thing all the time now. He'd remembered all the things that Brian did that were small, but so big at the same time. He'd paid for his tuition even if he'd left, not knowing if he'd planned on going back. He had health insurance because Brian refused to let him think about it if something happened. He'd tried giving him the money by sending it by Daphne. It had been returned with a simple word on the envelope, Twat.
He owed it to his best friend right now for those two weeks she'd made him think about his life. He owed it to Brian for being the guy he was even if he forgot. He smiled when he got in front of Brian. He should have listened and saw the small signs, but he'd been confused. He wasn't anymore and he pulled Brian to him crushing their mouths together. He moaned when he felt Brian's tongue lick along his lips. He opened his mouth letting Brian have what he wanted; him.
"I found my senses; you think I can come home?" Justin asked after a long heated kiss that had his back against the jeep.
"I never took the key back; you could have come back any time." Brian said smiling at Justin before kissing him again wrapping his arms around Justin as tight as he dared.
~BJ JB BJ JB~
Daphne, Jennifer, and Cynthia had been driving him up the wall for two weeks. Every time he tried going out of the loft, Jennifer stopped him. If she wasn't there herself, she had sent Cynthia to do it. His own assistant had been in cahoots with them. Jennifer had not let him have a second to his self like he'd wanted since Justin had walked out. She'd gone on and on about she knew he loved her son. She'd showed him photos of them together he hadn't known had been taken. He hadn't even known that someone at the hotel had taken a prom picture of them. Jennifer had kept it since it only brought up bad memories. Daphne had given Jennifer most of the pictures to terrorize him with.
She had out right banned him from fucking too. He hadn't had sex in two mother fucking weeks. Yes, he was a thirty-year-old man and could do what he wanted, but he hadn't. The last person he'd fucked had been the mother fucking Rage guy. It wasn't his finest hour; it was the reason that Daphne had tracked him down at work and slapped him. He never saw that one coming either. She'd then told him that she was going to make him wish he'd never put his dick in anyone, but Justin. She'd finished with a 'this is for your own good and I love you.' She hadn't left out that Justin was under a sex ban too. She had also informed him that Jennifer Cynthia and she would be enforcing it. He was going to be haunted for what he had done to Justin. Justin was going to have the opposite done. She was going to be taking everything related to anything of them away so he could see how things were without him.
Two weeks was how long it had been since he saw Justin, minus pictures. He had been told that Justin was living with Daphne, not the damn fiddler like he'd thought. He had heard that from Debbie. She'd been going on about Justin not being able to work for the next two weeks because of something. She hadn't even seen Justin; it had been like the only thing he'd been doing was school and going to Daphne's. He'd missed seeing him and he'd been having to listen to the prom song over and over. Every time he thought he had taken the tape out of the Jeep it was in there the next time he cranked it up.
He'd about broken his stereo last night when Jennifer put the CD on again. He'd never tossed her out though. He hadn't even bothered tossing Molly or Daphne out either when they showed up. Even the youngest Taylor was in on making him regret letting Justin walk out. He had been in hell, which he'd put his own self there by not being honest. So, when Cynthia had come to tell him that his payment to Justin's tuition had been made, he'd called the school. He had realized that without Justin he was miserable. It wasn't just because he was having a parade of women that cared about Justin instead of men.
It was coming home to the empty loft, not seeing Justin's smile, not hearing him laugh, or him being there in general when he needed someone. Good lord he'd missed him leaving a mess around the loft and tripping over it. The food he would come home too with Justin cooking. They had sometimes danced around the kitchen area if Justin had music going. Justin had found his guitar once and begged him to play the thing. He'd done it because it had made Justin smile. He'd wanted to see that smile he was famous for, so he'd sat there and played the guitar.
He'd figured that Justin would go and check since they weren't together with today being the day. He'd made the payment two days ago automatically like usual. Cynthia had just reminded him in case he forgot why it was coming out. The note had taken some convincing to be added. He'd wanted Justin to know though, needed him to know that he hadn't stopped. He sucked at finding the words to say it, but he cared about him. Gus and Justin tied on his list of people he loved with all his heart. They had come into his life on the same night. No one else could ever touch his heart because he'd given it away to the two he loved.
~BJ JB BJ JB~
Justin didn't pull away until they were desperate for air. "I needed to clear my head. I'm sorry for what I did. I never went back though, when I walked out of Babylon that night Daphne was waiting there. She told Ethan to get lost and made me get in the car with her. I've seen him here, but when he offered to go with me today, I turned him down. The only guy, person, living being I want is you." He confessed.
"You're mom and best friend have been driving me insane for two weeks. Daphne paid me back for that night. She slapped me so hard my face was red for two hours. She gets one of those in her lifetime by the way. She even got Cynthia and your little sister in on this fix us mission. I was an idiot too for what I did, but I wasn't going to let you worry about college. I had already paid for it before I left the note, but maybe two weeks of hell was enough to see I don't want to be without you either." Brian replied. "I'm glad you didn't go back." He added.
"Take me home, I can make us something to eat and afterwards you can fuck my brains out for being stupid." Justin offered. "My best friend wouldn't let me near anyone for two weeks." He did smile at the memory of Daphne's hand hurting. He was going to have to bring it up later when he saw her. He would have liked to have seen it but kept that to his self.
"Sure, your mother wouldn't either. She threatened to hold me down and let Daphne put me in a chastity belt. I don't even think that would be legal, but I never tossed them out." Brian said kissing Justin once more before he opened the door to the Jeep letting Justin get in.
He turned around after Justin was in the Jeep seeing Ian who he'd seen coming behind Justin. When Justin had kissed him, the fiddler had stopped. He smiled glad that Daphne had kept Justin away from him. Justin wouldn't be happy with him, and he couldn't give Justin what he needed. He could give Justin the world, Ian never would be able to do that even if he sold his soul to the devil.
~THE END~
EN: I had forgotten I even wrote this until I was going through my old stories to see what I wanted to post this week. I really hope that you enjoy this. I myself love it and all them helping fix them was wonderful.