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Author's Note: I am Handicapped with Aspergers, Dyslexia, OCD, ADHD and a whole lot more so please bare that in mind if my spelling is off. I use spell checker. I also have a slight mental disability so please excuse any mistakes. I do the best I can with writing these stories and trying to post chapters. Also, I am a very sick person so there will be periods where I don't update. But ALL my stories will be updated eventually.
Also, when I come up with a story idea, I can't stop myself from writing it down and posting it. I literally can't sleep to I have written it down. So that is why there are so many stories.
At the moment I am having problems with my brain chemistry and it is hard to write for my older stories even through I know where they are going. So please, please hang on in there. I haven't abandoned ANY of my stories. But with my brain chemistry problem and my Mum's deteriorating health everything has been crazy.
Happy 31st Birthday too me! Also, Happy 57th Birthday to my Dad!
Enjoy!
Introduction
In Impossible Astronaut the Doctor sends out more letters then just to the Ponds and River. And all come including the one thought to be impossible. A woman who has had very long lonely life and has missed her old home. Now she has a way back and is going to take it. But what will she do when reunited with those she thought lost to her and they had thought she was lost to them. When the Howling of Wolves are heard things start to change…
Chapter 1: Bad Wolf
Many, many years ago there was a woman. A woman who would do anything for those she loved. But for one man in particular. She loved him with all her heart and when the time came for him to take a stand against the foulest creatures in the universe, he sent her away. To protect her. As he believed he was going to die and he couldn't stand to see her fall with him. But she did the impossible and the most dangerous thing you could do.
Looked into time. Into the heart of time.
She moved time and space to save the man she loved. And she burned. The pain was so great and it had been killing her. Driving her mad. She saw time and walked through multiple timelines at once. In one form becoming the being known to the Time Lords as 'The Moment'. The most feared weapon, well some people might say her love, was the most powerful weapon. Depending on who you spoke too.
Before going back to help her love with those foul creatures he faced.
She destroyed no…obliterated down to atoms those foul creatures. But she couldn't control the power then and unknown to her for a time bring back a man who she thought was a brother. Back to life permeantly. He was immortal because of her. He wouldn't ever die. He would be doomed to love and lose over and over again. And walk through history for billions and billions of years. But he didn't seem to hold that against her when they meet again.
But she saved the man she loved. Then he saved her and he changed. Completely. And it was hard for her to get used to this new man. But deep down she knew he was the same man. Her lonely God. And unknown at that time she would become the Lonely Goddess.
Times were good for a while. Then came the Battle of Canary Wharf. Where she was forced into a parallel world. She was trapped. And her beloved left her there with only 3 words in parting.
Sure, she had her Mum, Parallel Dad and Mickey. But she only wanted him.
It might have been on accident that time. One time she could have possible forgiven him for. But the next was anything but accidental and it might not be to her forgivable.
She joined Torchwood in 'Pete's World' and rose up the ranks fast with Mickey by her side. She spent a while trying to get back to her world. As it would always be. As the stars starting going out the dimension cannon, she was working on started working (alone with a lot of other equipment she had hand built) and began crossing from parallel to parallel in search of the one reality were her beloved was. In the hopes she would be able to keep her promise of forever.
When she finally found him was at the Battle of the Medusa Cascade and the missing 27 planets. A war against the Daleks. It seemed the Daleks would ALWAYS haunt her. She thought her love was going to change again just when she was reunited with him.
But he didn't.
Then there was TWO of them. Two of her loves. One the real and the other a Meta-Crisis. Half Time-Lord, Half Human. So different but yet the same. Born of Blood and Battle.
Then her real love without her consent left her in Pete's World with the Meta-Crisis. And well her Mum, Dad and Brother. But it wasn't enough and she had a gut feeling that this was going to end badly.
For her.
She felt it was going to come to a terrible ending.
And she was right.
She got close to the Meta-Crisis now named John. Then after they were married and she was expecting their second child cracks in time and space began to appear. And to her horror her John, Child and Unborn child disappeared. And NOBODY remembered them but her. Everyone thought she was crazy. Even what was left of her family.
She nearly went mad with grief. She nearly destroyed the Parallel World in her grief, pain and anger. Especially after she noticed she wasn't aging. And after what should have been fatal wounds, were not…well fatal. She found she couldn't die!
She was literally trapped in the body of a 25-year-old and was immortal.
No matter what she tried SHE. COULDN'T. DIE!
NEVER!
She lost everything with time. Watched as her Mum, Dad and Brother aged and died. And her Nieces and Nephews and their children and their children die.
Yet she remained unchanged.
Well not completely.
She had powers that took her years to hone.
She travelled the stars of Pete's World for a VERY long time. Alone. Not allowing anyone to get close to her again and in time she became to forget who she used to be.
But on one special planet the people saw her struggle with her identity, her immortality and granted her a…well two gifts to help her keep her mind. Two daemons.
Daemons are a reflection of a person's soul. They were scarred beings and it was a high crime to mess with another person's Daemon.
Morningstar and Eveningstar helped her to NOT become a monster.
But she still wouldn't recognise the person in the mirror to her past reflection. After all, after everything she had been through how could she remain unchanged?
She became known as the Lonely Goddess, with so many other names for her after that. But never her given name. She believed it was best that name was lost to the past…lost to time. Her name started and ended wars. Started and ended lives. Started and ended timelines.
But there was one name she used that EVERY world and every parallel world feared. That sent dread and terror into the heart of nearly all beings.
The name…
Bad Wolf…
And the sound that sent armies fleeing and had people begging for mercy.
The sound of Howling Wolves…
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