I try to think clear, I try to understand

I feel like it was all fake

The friendship I made, The happiness I had.

I was fool, I was blind

I could not even see their true selves, when they did not even try to hide.

I was naive, I was optimistic

The trust that I gave them is broken into pieces and is used to tear my heart.

I was weak, I was young

I thought I could do anything, but the truth is against it.

Nothing I can do...

The clock is ticking, change is happening

Little by little, I am forgetting the past

As if it is to heal me or to hurt me.