Jord stood there, aware of the stillness of the things around him, the red on the ground and the pile of bodies that were there, disfigured and laid around in some gruesome way. Some were even on the ceiling, hanging there by there insides that had been smashed in a way where it would hold onto the ceiling, but also by the parasite that hung onto them, consuming them, and taking whatever it had left.

He wasn't sure if this was even real, or was this some kind of dream. He didn't know, he didn't care. He was acutely aware of the growing voices that were in his head, making him not think straight, telling him to do things, but they weren't voices. They were some kind of things, just there. Not really speaking, not really forces of anything, he just had urges, urges to do things he never really wanted to. yet he could still hear them. But that was the thing, he couldn't stop it, even if he wanted to.

He still stood there, staring at the corner of some houses room. He wasn't really sure how he got there, some reason or purpose just told him he had to be there. He doesn't remember such gory scenes and the people that which were dead laying there in front of him. He was slowly gaining some kind of control of himself, beforehand, he couldn't feel anything. He couldn't think, he couldn't even move. Be he knew he was doing something. He could see all of it, yet none of it. Like he had forgotten what he was doing.

Like you get up from your room and go to do something, spacing out, then you walk through a doorway and you suddenly found yourself in another room you don't remember walking into, but you knew you were doing something to get there. You had to, how else were you supposed to get there?

Jord was noticing the bodies, of course he saw them before and didn't registered being anything, just there. now he was trying to actually to process what was going on, but he didn't panic, he just stood there shocked, "Did I.. do this?.." He asked lowly, really to no one, but someone answered.

"yes"

He jumped slightly, he didn't actually think someone would answer, then he felt some force in the back of his mind, "Who are you?..."

"You.."

"What do you mean?..." He really didn't understand, how was another in his head already? Unless he was actually going insane, which wasn't a surprise.

"I am you, but not you, I know you, everything. Yes. You are confused I know this, but in time you will understand.. See those people over there? The ones you killed? Yes, that was you, and me. I did that too, Jord. but it's your fault there dead."

Jord was very confused, what was it talking about? "W-what? No! I didn't kill them!"

"Yes, yes you did. I saw it, all of it. Don't lie, that's the part you're bad at. Pretending. Pretending that everything is okay, pretending that you just didn't murder a whole family and a few others, there insides on the walls. Don't you see it Jord? You did this. I did some too yes?"

Jord backed up to a wall, away from the bodies that started to rot, and decay. He didn't mean to kill anyone, it was an accident. He doesn't remember, he doesn't know, he didn't know. "W-what do you want?"

"Stop. Stop being like this. Stop being a child. Man up for once you coward. Look at your mistake, and take it. Force it as it was your fault Jord. You know this was your fault from the beginning, everything."

Jord wouldn't go to those lengths of blame, but he didn't know. He was still trying to process everything, he held his head in pain, and curled up on the floor, he hurt, it hurt so much.

"W-what do you mean, everything is my fault?" he tried to say.

"You really are stupid aren't you? You still don't get it... Everything Jord, since you were born. A mistake. That's why your father used you for experiments, just like your brother. But it was then when you were born your father realized he could just use you, and you dragged your brother in with you. How cruel."

"H-how could I have possibly known that?!" Jord was confused, he was little and unaware of anything around him, not knowing what he was doing. How I didn't know just existing made it hard for others too and his brother. he felt small at the moment. and slowly began realizing the new voice was right.

"You want to know more don't you?... Of course you do, I know what it's like being told the truth. It hurts doesn't it, Jord? Yes, No matter what you do, you hurt other people, whether you know it or not, You will always be a mistake and a pain to others... Remember that time your brother told you he hated you? He wasn't lying. Now he's lying to you to spare your feelings. He just pity's you because you are nothing and your his LITTLE brother. Nothing more, no, you're lower than that. You are NOTHING."

Jord just listened to the voice, listening to how much truth were in those words and he slowly started to just feel nothing, or at least just lowly coming to realize that he was of no use... He also realized that this voice was going to stay with him..

I am nothing..

And Jord went with that.