Chapter 261
Tick Tock Tick Tock
The mind can reach across space and time
Thoughts may go wherever you wish
To caress your mind so wounded and hurt
Is where I want to hunt and fish
Share the thoughts of anger and pain
May I help you break the chain
For also I can not forever torture my brain
Escape calls out to end the strain
I am a person just like you too
You tried to fit in and run with the pack
I ran away, withdraw, retreat, hide, a coward
There is no future forward, nowhere to go back
I am so ashamed about all I am not
A failure, nothing, worthless, not good enough
I no longer know right from wrong, nor care
I can not accept I will never have the right stuff
Tick tock tick tock each second goes by
As the agony of each new day gives me breath
I see not a new day to live and enjoy its fruits
But simply one more day, closer to death
Nobody