Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

273. Feeling Emotional

Chapter 273

Feeling Emotional

I know the feeling

To love another

To want them

My heart beating wild

My hands shaking

The fear of them knowing

The fear of them not knowing

The shame of my heart loving

The joy of my heart loving

The want to touch them

The need for their touch

The thirst for sharing

The warm embrace

The stolen kiss

The long deep kiss

The hungry kiss

Hearts beating together

Breast to breast

The freedom of completion

The fear of reality

How can it last

Where does it go

What is real

What is make believe

Will they ever love me

Why does love hurt

Why does life hurt

Rejection is death

Death is freedom

Freedom is nothing

Nothing is me

Can they ever really love me

Will they still love me tomorrow

Nobody